Chapter 7 + Epilogue
Kylo's apartment
Kylo paced about his living room. Nerves were getting the better of him. He hadn't spoken to his mother in a while. Did she remember their last meeting? Did she remember what he said to her? Did she hold a grudge against him?
Light barely shone through the closed curtains into the dimly lit apartment. Kylo blocked off any vision into his house. He barely left his house; he didn't want any attention. His lack of movement showed through his body: six-packs covered by an ever-thickening layer of fat, while once rock-hard biceps started to go soft. He didn't know what to do anymore. He was counting down the days until his court showing. He didn't know if it was worth hiring a lawyer. Charged or acquitted, his life was done either way. At that very moment, the only person he could find comfort was the one he'd shooed away.
Knock, knock.
His mother. Kylo went up to open the door. His mother looked the same as ever. Heavy makeup, a flowy dress and a black handbag were her fashion trademarks. She did a double take on him.
"You've grown," she commented.
"I know, don't need to comment."
Kylo sat her down on the sofa. He hesitated for a moment, before saying what he meant to tell his mom.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I said then."
"It's alright. Give me a hug." For the first time in a long time, Kylo felt his mother's arm embrace him. The warmth of the love he felt was enough to melt his heart. He missed this feeling.
"I hope you do know that what you said that day really broke my heart. It hurt to hear that from my own son, y'know?" she murmured into Kylo's ear, "Still, I do trust that you know the gravity of your words. I just hope you won't ever say anything like that to anyone, got it?" Kylo held back his tears. He was let off much more mercifully than he felt he deserved. He called his mother a whore, turned her away, shoved her off like she was a nobody to him. His mother, a nobody to him.
Mother and son remained in their embrace for a while longer. It hadn't even been 10 minutes since his mother entered his house, but it felt like her warmth had filled the holes in his heart. He felt a comfort he hadn't felt in a long while. After letting go of his mother, he slouched on his beanbag. He didn't know what to do or what to say. He called her with the intention of apologising, but now that all was done and dusted, he felt lost.
"...you know... you know that I'll be in jail for a while, right?" Kylo said.
"Yes, I'm aware."
"Sorry for disappointing you."
"Why're you apologising to me?"
"I feel like... I don't know, I just feel like I failed as a son."
A silence hung between the two. Kylo's mother was contemplating what to say; Kylo was staring at the ceiling absent-mindedly.
"You didn't fail as a son. I know people who've done far worse to their mothers. This isn't excusing what you've done and said."
"...yeah."
"You see, if you had listened to me, you wouldn't be in this predicament right now. However, you probably wouldn't have turned over a new leaf either. See, just spot the silver linings amongst the clouds." His mother's mild smile radiated the entire house. Kylo didn't understand why his mom was much more calmer now. Had things changed since they last met, or was she always like this?
"Will you visit me in jail?"
"Of course! Why wouldn't I?" That response gave Kylo the reassurance he needed. He and his mother looked at each other again. He missed her gentle smile. The past few years all he saw from her was a stressed out face that grew angry, sad, disappointed whenever he disparaged her. He hated how poor of a son he was to her then. He didn't deserve her at her best, so why... why was she still so loving towards him?
Kylo hugged his mom again, this time stronger. Tears flowed down his cheeks. Tears mixed with grief, guilt and peace. It was cathartic, the hug. All his emotions released that instance. Suddenly, in that moment, he felt true zen.
The court hearing came and went by in a flash. One year of jail was the verdict. It wasn't too long, but one year of not playing was going to fuck his skills up anyway.
The paparazzi swarmed him as he was escorted back into his car. Cameras shoved into his face, reporters pointing their mics at him... he wished he got this amount of attention as a footballer. Still, as he was driven off, he knew that he would not miss being so popular.
He bode farewell to his apartment as he was transported to prison. He had no expectations of what his time would be like, but he knew that this would be a turning point for him.
Match information for MD15: Bye
NIL
Match information for MD16 vs Poafmersia (away)
Poafmersia 4 - 0 DoubeiaStarting XI for MD17 vs Sargossa (home, Harriott Loft)
Zhvikov, Shikolenko, Tsyzyrev, Entin, Ortega, Khlebnikov, Borisenko (C)Voskresensky, Umanov, Demidov, Elmpt
Available subs - Fontzivin, Maximoff, Andreyushkin, Artemyev, Travkin, Borichevskiy, Lyapunov
Match information for MD17 vs Sargossa (home, Harriott Loft)
Doubeia 1 - 0 Sargossa
Demidov (18')
Starting XI for MD18 vs Srednjaci (away)
Leonova, Antipova, Menshikova, Grande, Barkova, Miloradova, Shubina, Oborina (C), Marin, Rozhkova, Semerikova
Available subs - Korneyeva, Dunayevskaya, Mamykina, Kuznetsova, Runova, Pishchalnikova, Kuzenkova-Domínguez
Match information for MD18 vs Srednjaci (away)
Srednjaci 2 - 1 Doubeia
Peng (27', 63') Rozhkova (84')































