American Wang Car wrote:I was a heavy cocaine user for 20 years and Scientology saved my life.
You don't have to belief everything what you read in the media 'bout Scientology, most of it is untrue. About the things that are true, I can tell you that there are bad apples in every big organisation or club.
Are all the forum people here honest, cute and lovely? No, they are not. Some people are big liars!
I wont' pretend to be an analyst.. but you should pay attention. One of the reasons that drugs addict people... that they attract people, is that they lack a purpose in their life that's anything beyond, shall we call it, hedonism. To use the principled terms, it means those individuals who find nothing to pursue in life, other than immediate gratification. After all, that's what it is, right? Sniff, instant orgasm, to be crude about it.
Whether scientology is "good" is not the point here. What changed your life is that you decided to pursue something... You became dedicated to something OTHER than the ultimate instant gratification. This is why charity... or service to others... is such an incredibly potent psycological remedy for many who suffer mental disorders or illness. You were attracted to the challenge, the promised discipline that promised to "fix" your life and your imperfect self.
In reality, scientology is crap. The leadership is corrupt, the organization akin to the mob. But all that was irrelevant, since what you sought was purpose, something to divert you from your obsession... in other words, a reason to be dedicated to something.
Scientology did not "save" you. You saved yourself by stumbling upon something to be devoted to, other than yourself. But don't allow it to destroy you. Scientology commands to control eventually your whole life, and yet, you will never achieve what is promised, because it's purely a fraud.
My advice would be to find a much better 'cause' than the enrichment of the pockets of a corrupt fake religion masquerading as even worse "science" as your means of salvation from drug abuse. Find a way to be devoted to improving OTHER people's lives, rather than the absolutely unattainable (because it's false) promises of scientology.
Not only can you save yourself from substance abuse and the entirely self centered destruction it brings, but you can also make a real difference in improving other people's lives, a legacy worthy of leaving behind once your life on this earth is done.