The Ik Ka Ek Akai wrote:Kaoiluja wrote:
"It's hard to explain. It's like...um.... How do I say this? I have a... Thing. Inside me. You saw how I have been acting lately with the bursts of anger and recklessness. There is something... Well, I had better just show you." He reached for Mirayeset hand slowly as she looked at him confused. He guided it upward toward his head and placed it gently upon his temple. Lodav closed his eyes, and with a sigh opened his mind to her.
Light shine forth into Mirayesets mind, his essence being seen on its fundamental level. It was beautiful, flowing forth in glorious Archs of luminescence. Every fiber of his being hummed in a symphony of the purist order and goodness. But then, as one looked further, they could see a small smudge on the fiber of light that contaminated it's splendor. The dark black splotch gave way into another, and another, until it was everywhere. Swaths of dark oily blackness that hissed and moaned. It engulfed a section light with a snarl, but an arch of lighht vaporized it once again. The darkness kept multiplying and fighting to gain the upper hand, but the light kept it from escaping. Inside of Lodav raged a war between himself and an entity more vile than anything ever seen. A battle waged forth more brutal than any ever faced, one that wrought more pain and destruction than any other, and Lodavs mind was its battle field, scarred and torn in ways no one could ever know.
Lodav withdrew wih a thought. He did not wish to scare her, though it was doubtful that he wouldn't. He had not even shown her the worst of it, but this was all she needed to see. This was all he wanted anyone to ever see if his dark side.
Once it was over, Mirayeset quickly drew her hand back into her bubble, removing the seawater from her glove to dry it and placing the water back outside of the bubble. She then closed her eyes, which still appeared in despair, and thought for a moment with what ability she could muster. "This is.....unusual. Difficult." She sighed, "L-look, I can't think right now..." she opened her eyes and looked to him, "You are free, as you always have been, to use my realm's resources to relax all you need, but....I just...I can't..." and with that her eyes began to water once more, which she so cleverly hid by burying her face in her knees and attempting to remain and silent as she could. It was degrading and embarrassing to be seen like this, and the depression which she suffered made it no better. This, perhaps, was why she had such an initial violent reaction, because she felt she wanted to be alone. Despite the desire for loneliness, she could not help but nonetheless feel better, even if the smallest bit, by not being isolated. She would not let it off, though. She simply hoped that the problems would be resolved on their own.
Strangly, Lodav was not bothered by her inability to think. It was as if being with her and helping her was help for him enough. It felt good to be at someones aid and to provide for them. It made him feel useful. Plus he had, after all, doubted from the beginning that simply talking to her would solve his own problems. "Then Maybe...maybe I can help you." Lodav mused. "If you will allow me of course. I may not be good with words, but I can do something."
Lodav placed his hand upon the hilt of Absoluion, which lay in its sheeth on his side. It glowed slightly, and he closed his eyes. Lifting his hand, he projected his energy at her, touching the very edge of her essence ever so gently with his mind. His mind took hold of a peice of goodness within her, and in a moment brought it forth. Elpis the Indomitable revealed itself slightly, glowing in a translucent aura around him. He used it to channel Mirayesets good side. Her dreams, her loving nature, but most of all her undying hope. He attempted to empower her in a way that she might rise above her despair, even if it was by but a small bit.