Alvecia wrote:AiliailiA wrote:
As I've mentioned in the thread, I stopped smoking years ago but I'm still a nicotine addict.
I think I was always going to get addicted to something. I'm really glad that wasn't heroin. I took that a few times, and liked it though it was far from my favorite drug. I was wary of it.
Though there's no way to be sure how things could have gone differently, it's possible I was more wary of getting addicted to heroin because I'd already been addicted to nicotine (smoking) for several years. If you'd asked me when I was 14 (before I'd smoked enough tobacco to get addicted) I would have said I was far too smart and self-controlled to get addicted to anything, but nicotine addiction taught me that wasn't true at all.
So maybe that's a benefit I personally got from smoking? Better a smoker than a junkie!
I think the lesson there is that intelligence and self control don't mean much against substances that are specifically meant to weaken those.
No, I don't agree. I would say I am more prone to addiction than most people, and my intelligence is irrelevant to that.
Self control is another matter. Actually having good self control would negatively correlate with being prone to addiction. When I was young I thought I had good self control, but I never really did. I just had a very happy life, also was very unemotional; it wasn't until late in my teenage that my self control was seriously tested. Too many options, gotta try them all, fuck really it's exam time already? ...