Nightkill the Emperor wrote:Ende wrote:Now I'm more interested. You've actually had life experience. You've done things, met people, actually existed. I want to see what you have to say.
And, besides, it can't be that depressingly soul-crushing.
Hi, I'm Krishna.
My biological father left before I was born, my stepfather was a drunken Hindu extremist and former soldier. I was born here. My half-brother Raj and my hero was shot by a group of extremists when I was in primary school. I stayed there for a while waiting for him to pick me up before I was taken back home. One of my best friends shot himself in the head in front of me when I was eleven and him thirteen.
This is the light hearted stuff.
I'm not getting into the dark stuff here.
Basically though, life goes on. Everyone can still make an impact, even after they're gone. I still remember my brother Raj and my friend. And there are good things here. There are people who are nice people, loving people, good people and even if you don't believe in it, I think there's a God. Even if there isn't, life turns out right in the end if you make an effort and try to stick with it. It's a beautiful, painful, great world. I've thought about giving up a lot of times, but ultimately...it's a nice world. Staying in it is good. I remember when my friend shot himself vividly, audio and visual. And damn, I remember all that pain.
Everyone depends on each other. Life is a wonderful, amazing interactive and cooperative game. And everything you do, ranging from suicide to a kiss on the lips of a weeping man can be incredibly important relatively. And you need to think of it in relative terms, because when you play a game you rarely think about every last aspect of the game. You focus on the parts that are important to you. And the frank thing is that other people are important.
In conclusion, life sucks. But it's a nice, great cooperative game. Let's all stick with it.
That was possibly the most beautiful thing I've read ever...