Alyss HartryneFaal Lot Himdah wrote:"A distraction would be nice..."
Sailing with a wimp(boat to the head?)
"...I don't remember all of the details," Alyss said slowly. "Her name was Charlotte. She lived in one of the cities around Lake Vanans, I know that much. I don't remember which one, though. I wasn't there for any real reason, it's been a while since I did anything except wander aimlessly. I was, you know, doing what I normally do, when I ran into this one guy... I can't remember his name anymore, but that's only to be expected, I suppose." She laughed ruefully. "I ended up with a lot of bruises when that was all over, I remember that much. Other than that, things went like they always do, except when I was about to leave afterwards, I ran into her." Alyss's expression darkened as she recalled the events. "She wasn't even doing anything. She was just... just sitting there. And it freaked me out, and I thought there must have been something wrong with her. Like she was blind or something, you know? Because she wasn't looking at anything... just staring at the wall like she wasn't even seeing it. But when I was about to move on, she turned and she looked at me and I could tell that she saw me, and she asked who I was and why I was there and she just sounded so sad... So we talked for a while, and she seemed to like having someone to talk to, except every time she smiled at me I thought she was going to cry... so I tried to hug her, and she almost screamed at me to stop because 'it hurts'. Those were her exact words. 'It hurts'. And then..." Alyss's voice cracked. "And then she was crying, and she just kept saying 'I'm sorry' over and over again, and I just wanted to kill someone because it made me so angry to see a little girl like that... but when I offered to help her, she said 'no'. And she apologized again. And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't convince her to let me help... and I don't even know why, she was so miserable... she even outright said it to me at one point, she just wanted to die because everything hurt too much, but she wouldn't let me help..."
Now Alyss was crying.
"Why wouldn't she let me help?!"