Siduer’s tiny hands clutched at Hans’ uniform jacket as the cultist strode towards the lantern. He pressed his face against it and inhaled the moldy, icky smells permeating the old wool. It was a comforting scent that he associated with Klaus, but he couldn’t recall the exact memory that it was tied to.
The night air was uncomfortably nippy and Siduer wished for his warm bed and blanket. He wanted to shut his eyes and pretend Sydney wasn’t abducted. He wanted to blot out Toshi’s jeering smile and ignore his harsh voice. He wanted to kill him, too, like a bug squashed under a shoe. Most of all, he wanted Hans to be the one who did it.
Hans will punish Toshi ten bazillion times more better than I could, and then Klaus will come along and do worse, and then Mama will stretch the Asian bastard’s entrails across the universe and hang stars on them so they’d burn. Then Daddy will come home from war, and he’ll be in his mech suit, and nothing anyone’s done to Toshi up until that point will be anywhere close to the levels of pain Daddy’ll inflict on him. Daddy’s strongest. Siduer believed that with all his heart. He just hoped nobody would blame Hans… it wasn’t the cultist’s fault, and Siduer had dragged him into the whole mess against his will.
A shiver ran through him that had nothing to do with the chilly air. Remorse resonated through him again. He’d hit Hans. He’d caused him pain.
He propped his hands on the cultist’s chest and pushed away a bit to observe his face. Theoretically, Hans was only doing this out of obligation, but Siduer mistook it for compassion.
“I love you, Hans,” he said and laid his head against him again.
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“What?” Sydney paused and turned around to look at Rachelle.
“You’re not gonna die. I won’t let you, I promise.” She sat up on her hind legs and made an X on her chest with a tiny toe. “Cross my heart, I won’t let you die. You’re my friend.”
She settled back down on all four legs and pressed her pinkish nose against Rachelle’s whiskery cheek to soothe her. Just having Rachelle there with her made the horrible moment more bearable, and her soft fur blocked out the gross smells on the ground. She’d never, ever forgive herself if Rachelle died. Never. Rachelle was her niece, and she didn’t want to imagine having to explain any of this to her older brother. Bran would be heartbroken, and he’d never forget that it was she who caused him to lose his baby girl.
“I promise,” she reiterated.
She turned around again and jumped back a little as a shadow grew larger on the floor. Sydney’s head snapped upwards, her eyes wide in terror. But it was only the clown bowing towards them. Just the clown. Stupid clown.
It was speaking! She hadn’t noticed it before, but now she could hear it quite clearly. The sound paralyzed her. She backed into Rachelle and felt a protective surge. Won’t! I won’t let it harm my friend!
What would Mama do? Mama wouldn’t be afraid of some stupid clown. Mama laughed at clowns. The Emperor’s daughter drew her whiskers back, opened her tiny mouth and spoke with her mother’s conviction:
“Fuck you! Fuck you, you stupid fuckwhistle clown! I’m Sydney Pranatimati Thriller and I approved this message.”
Satisfied with her own bravado (and with a tiny middle toe raised in defiance of the resin monstrosity) the small brown mouse snorted and watched the shadow move.
“We’ll run when it sticks its ugly head backward again. There’s no shadow when it does. But we gotta run quick or he’ll bow down again. Okay?”