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by Pacomia » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:24 pm
by Ethel mermania » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:24 pm
by Farnhamia » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:25 pm
by Samudera Darussalam » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:25 pm
Eternal Lotharia wrote:Samudera Darussalam wrote:Sorry, I can't push that impulse down, don't hate me plz
I was about to lecture Lotharia, but I'm afraid that I'm going to be that kind of friend who over-concerned and dramatize everything
It's cool tho, Xmara. That's what a friend for, being helpful when another is in needs.
Uhm, pardon, but what's a fosterfamily, if it's okay to ask?
Friends.
I'm glad I don't feel isolated anymore.
by Xmara » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:25 pm
Eternal Lotharia wrote:Samudera Darussalam wrote:Sorry, I can't push that impulse down, don't hate me plz
I was about to lecture Lotharia, but I'm afraid that I'm going to be that kind of friend who over-concerned and dramatize everything
It's cool tho, Xmara. That's what a friend for, being helpful when another is in needs.
Uhm, pardon, but what's a fosterfamily, if it's okay to ask?
Friends.
I'm glad I don't feel isolated anymore.
by Hurdergaryp » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:26 pm
by Samudera Darussalam » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:29 pm
Eternal Lotharia wrote:Fosterfamily=fosterparent(s), fostersiblings, etc.
by Valentine Z » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:29 pm
♪ If you are reading my sig, I want you to have the best day ever ! You are worth it, do not let anyone get you down ! ♪
Glory to De Geweldige Sierlijke Katachtige Utopia en Zijne Autonome Machten ov Valentine Z !
(✿◠‿◠) ☆ \(^_^)/ ☆
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by The Supreme Magnificent High Swaglord » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:31 pm
Valentine Z wrote:Hello to you TET! What is happening? For me, same old, same old. I have been fine! Though, there's something I would like to talk about, if you don't mind.... It's a bit sad, but at the same time, heartwarming. I really want to get this out as of now.I need to get something off my chest. It's something that's reoccurring but at the same time, I don't mind it happening.
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It's neither NS nor anything from here. Here goes.
So I keep having dreams, those "sleep and dream" bits, not Martin Luther King type of dream. This morning, like 30 mins ago, I had a dream that I was back in my secondary school classroom, just right after my Mathematics lesson. It was... The maths textbook doesn't really make much sense, the numbers are off, but still, details.
Then there she was again. She came in because it was time for English Language class, and she was practicing Listening Comprehension and Oral/Speaking Skills with us. There were some smaller details and class shenanigans about me not bringing my own English textbook, and I have to share with other classmates, but that wasn't only isolated to me. Also weird that I have my laptop and tablet in the class, like this wasn't back in 2012, but it felt like she was back in 2019, and I somehow got back into a secondary school. Again, minor details.
She was as normal as one can get, and she teaches like she used to. In real life, she was probably the best teacher that I have ever had the pleasure of being a student of.
I miss her. I miss her so, so much. She was the best darn teacher I have ever had.
-----
And this is probably the first time when the more I think about it, the more sadness I feel. Tears are kinda welling up.
Do I regret anything I might have said in my teen years? No, tbh... I've told her everything I want, I wished her well on a yearly basis when it comes to Teacher's Day and her birthday. But it still hurts and tears well knowing that she's never coming back again.
-----
And there's that.
In short... I have been missing someone very dearly.
by Valentine Z » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:32 pm
The Supreme Magnificent High Swaglord wrote:Valentine Z wrote:Hello to you TET! What is happening? For me, same old, same old. I have been fine! Though, there's something I would like to talk about, if you don't mind.... It's a bit sad, but at the same time, heartwarming. I really want to get this out as of now.I need to get something off my chest. It's something that's reoccurring but at the same time, I don't mind it happening.
-----
It's neither NS nor anything from here. Here goes.
So I keep having dreams, those "sleep and dream" bits, not Martin Luther King type of dream. This morning, like 30 mins ago, I had a dream that I was back in my secondary school classroom, just right after my Mathematics lesson. It was... The maths textbook doesn't really make much sense, the numbers are off, but still, details.
Then there she was again. She came in because it was time for English Language class, and she was practicing Listening Comprehension and Oral/Speaking Skills with us. There were some smaller details and class shenanigans about me not bringing my own English textbook, and I have to share with other classmates, but that wasn't only isolated to me. Also weird that I have my laptop and tablet in the class, like this wasn't back in 2012, but it felt like she was back in 2019, and I somehow got back into a secondary school. Again, minor details.
She was as normal as one can get, and she teaches like she used to. In real life, she was probably the best teacher that I have ever had the pleasure of being a student of.
I miss her. I miss her so, so much. She was the best darn teacher I have ever had.
-----
And this is probably the first time when the more I think about it, the more sadness I feel. Tears are kinda welling up.
Do I regret anything I might have said in my teen years? No, tbh... I've told her everything I want, I wished her well on a yearly basis when it comes to Teacher's Day and her birthday. But it still hurts and tears well knowing that she's never coming back again.
-----
And there's that.
In short... I have been missing someone very dearly.
That's rather bittersweet, perhaps?
♪ If you are reading my sig, I want you to have the best day ever ! You are worth it, do not let anyone get you down ! ♪
Glory to De Geweldige Sierlijke Katachtige Utopia en Zijne Autonome Machten ov Valentine Z !
(✿◠‿◠) ☆ \(^_^)/ ☆
♡ Issues Thread ♡ Photography Stuff ♡ Project: Save F7. ♡ Stats Analysis ♡
♡ The Sixty! ♡ Valentian Stories! ♡ Gwen's Adventures! ♡
• Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
• World Map is a cat playing with Australia.
by Pacomia » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:35 pm
by Pasong Tirad » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:38 pm
Valentine Z wrote:Hello to you TET! What is happening? For me, same old, same old. I have been fine! Though, there's something I would like to talk about, if you don't mind.... It's a bit sad, but at the same time, heartwarming. I really want to get this out as of now.I need to get something off my chest. It's something that's reoccurring but at the same time, I don't mind it happening.
-----
It's neither NS nor anything from here. Here goes.
So I keep having dreams, those "sleep and dream" bits, not Martin Luther King type of dream. This morning, like 30 mins ago, I had a dream that I was back in my secondary school classroom, just right after my Mathematics lesson. It was... The maths textbook doesn't really make much sense, the numbers are off, but still, details.
Then there she was again. She came in because it was time for English Language class, and she was practicing Listening Comprehension and Oral/Speaking Skills with us. There were some smaller details and class shenanigans about me not bringing my own English textbook, and I have to share with other classmates, but that wasn't only isolated to me. Also weird that I have my laptop and tablet in the class, like this wasn't back in 2012, but it felt like she was back in 2019, and I somehow got back into a secondary school. Again, minor details.
She was as normal as one can get, and she teaches like she used to. In real life, she was probably the best teacher that I have ever had the pleasure of being a student of.
I miss her. I miss her so, so much. She was the best darn teacher I have ever had.
-----
And this is probably the first time when the more I think about it, the more sadness I feel. Tears are kinda welling up.
Do I regret anything I might have said in my teen years? No, tbh... I've told her everything I want, I wished her well on a yearly basis when it comes to Teacher's Day and her birthday. But it still hurts and tears well knowing that she's never coming back again.
-----
And there's that.
In short... I have been missing someone very dearly.
by Valentine Z » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:38 pm
Eternal Lotharia wrote:I feel bad. Were you two close? If it's ok to tell, what happened?
Pasong Tirad wrote:Valentine Z wrote:Hello to you TET! What is happening? For me, same old, same old. I have been fine! Though, there's something I would like to talk about, if you don't mind.... It's a bit sad, but at the same time, heartwarming. I really want to get this out as of now.I need to get something off my chest. It's something that's reoccurring but at the same time, I don't mind it happening.
-----
It's neither NS nor anything from here. Here goes.
So I keep having dreams, those "sleep and dream" bits, not Martin Luther King type of dream. This morning, like 30 mins ago, I had a dream that I was back in my secondary school classroom, just right after my Mathematics lesson. It was... The maths textbook doesn't really make much sense, the numbers are off, but still, details.
Then there she was again. She came in because it was time for English Language class, and she was practicing Listening Comprehension and Oral/Speaking Skills with us. There were some smaller details and class shenanigans about me not bringing my own English textbook, and I have to share with other classmates, but that wasn't only isolated to me. Also weird that I have my laptop and tablet in the class, like this wasn't back in 2012, but it felt like she was back in 2019, and I somehow got back into a secondary school. Again, minor details.
She was as normal as one can get, and she teaches like she used to. In real life, she was probably the best teacher that I have ever had the pleasure of being a student of.
I miss her. I miss her so, so much. She was the best darn teacher I have ever had.
-----
And this is probably the first time when the more I think about it, the more sadness I feel. Tears are kinda welling up.
Do I regret anything I might have said in my teen years? No, tbh... I've told her everything I want, I wished her well on a yearly basis when it comes to Teacher's Day and her birthday. But it still hurts and tears well knowing that she's never coming back again.
-----
And there's that.
In short... I have been missing someone very dearly.
I'm sorry for your loss. Losing someone close to you is a terrible thing that nobody should ever have to go through.
♪ If you are reading my sig, I want you to have the best day ever ! You are worth it, do not let anyone get you down ! ♪
Glory to De Geweldige Sierlijke Katachtige Utopia en Zijne Autonome Machten ov Valentine Z !
(✿◠‿◠) ☆ \(^_^)/ ☆
♡ Issues Thread ♡ Photography Stuff ♡ Project: Save F7. ♡ Stats Analysis ♡
♡ The Sixty! ♡ Valentian Stories! ♡ Gwen's Adventures! ♡
• Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
• World Map is a cat playing with Australia.
by Samudera Darussalam » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:38 pm
Valentine Z wrote:Hello to you TET! What is happening? For me, same old, same old. I have been fine! Though, there's something I would like to talk about, if you don't mind.... It's a bit sad, but at the same time, heartwarming. I really want to get this out as of now.I need to get something off my chest. It's something that's reoccurring but at the same time, I don't mind it happening.
-----
It's neither NS nor anything from here. Here goes.
So I keep having dreams, those "sleep and dream" bits, not Martin Luther King type of dream. This morning, like 30 mins ago, I had a dream that I was back in my secondary school classroom, just right after my Mathematics lesson. It was... The maths textbook doesn't really make much sense, the numbers are off, but still, details.
Then there she was again. She came in because it was time for English Language class, and she was practicing Listening Comprehension and Oral/Speaking Skills with us. There were some smaller details and class shenanigans about me not bringing my own English textbook, and I have to share with other classmates, but that wasn't only isolated to me. Also weird that I have my laptop and tablet in the class, like this wasn't back in 2012, but it felt like she was back in 2019, and I somehow got back into a secondary school. Again, minor details.
She was as normal as one can get, and she teaches like she used to. In real life, she was probably the best teacher that I have ever had the pleasure of being a student of.
I miss her. I miss her so, so much. She was the best darn teacher I have ever had.
-----
And this is probably the first time when the more I think about it, the more sadness I feel. Tears are kinda welling up.
Do I regret anything I might have said in my teen years? No, tbh... I've told her everything I want, I wished her well on a yearly basis when it comes to Teacher's Day and her birthday. But it still hurts and tears well knowing that she's never coming back again.
-----
And there's that.
In short... I have been missing someone very dearly.
by Valrifell » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:39 pm
Valentine Z wrote:Hello to you TET! What is happening? For me, same old, same old. I have been fine! Though, there's something I would like to talk about, if you don't mind.... It's a bit sad, but at the same time, heartwarming. I really want to get this out as of now.I need to get something off my chest. It's something that's reoccurring but at the same time, I don't mind it happening.
-----
It's neither NS nor anything from here. Here goes.
So I keep having dreams, those "sleep and dream" bits, not Martin Luther King type of dream. This morning, like 30 mins ago, I had a dream that I was back in my secondary school classroom, just right after my Mathematics lesson. It was... The maths textbook doesn't really make much sense, the numbers are off, but still, details.
Then there she was again. She came in because it was time for English Language class, and she was practicing Listening Comprehension and Oral/Speaking Skills with us. There were some smaller details and class shenanigans about me not bringing my own English textbook, and I have to share with other classmates, but that wasn't only isolated to me. Also weird that I have my laptop and tablet in the class, like this wasn't back in 2012, but it felt like she was back in 2019, and I somehow got back into a secondary school. Again, minor details.
She was as normal as one can get, and she teaches like she used to. In real life, she was probably the best teacher that I have ever had the pleasure of being a student of.
I miss her. I miss her so, so much. She was the best darn teacher I have ever had.
-----
And this is probably the first time when the more I think about it, the more sadness I feel. Tears are kinda welling up.
Do I regret anything I might have said in my teen years? No, tbh... I've told her everything I want, I wished her well on a yearly basis when it comes to Teacher's Day and her birthday. But it still hurts and tears well knowing that she's never coming back again.
-----
And there's that.
In short... I have been missing someone very dearly.
by Samudera Darussalam » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:40 pm
Valentine Z wrote:Eternal Lotharia wrote:I feel bad. Were you two close? If it's ok to tell, what happened?
Close in terms of teacher-student relationship, oh heck yes! ^^
So back in 2012, we have this teacher, pretty young, that taught us English and Social Studies, and also Civics & Moral Education (CME), which the latter is not in an exam, but extra curriculum. She was probably the best in these fields in the school, and the way she taught us and made us understand was... wow, it truly was something.
Adding to the fact that she was giving us remedial lessons on her free time. When O Level was nearing, we get what we call a study break. So basically, just study in home, don't need to come to school. She went full-speed ahead and called us back for optional extra classes, hoping to clarify every single thing that we have trouble with. She would post about how she depleted her supply of red-colored pens to mark and annotate (that was less of a complaint from her, and more of "Holy crap, the amount of work during the exam periods is unparalleled!")
I myself don't know exactly what happened. It was something of a childhood disease that made a comeback and got her again. But whatever happened, she didn't show. She was strong in that sense, that we all, even the close friends and colleagues of her, didn't know until she passed suddenly.
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Sorry to start my TET day with a bit of a vent and sadness. I really just want to let this out.
by Valentine Z » Tue Aug 27, 2019 5:44 pm
Samudera Darussalam wrote:Hi Valentine Z, what happens is just the usual stuff
Oh, that's....bittersweet. Perhaps, I knew that feels when a teacher in elementary passed away from cancer. She was a nice lady, and it's just devastating for me and many of my classmates to know about the news when it came.
Now it's just a nice memory to keep, and I can pray that she got to rest in peace.
Do you need a hug tho?
♪ If you are reading my sig, I want you to have the best day ever ! You are worth it, do not let anyone get you down ! ♪
Glory to De Geweldige Sierlijke Katachtige Utopia en Zijne Autonome Machten ov Valentine Z !
(✿◠‿◠) ☆ \(^_^)/ ☆
♡ Issues Thread ♡ Photography Stuff ♡ Project: Save F7. ♡ Stats Analysis ♡
♡ The Sixty! ♡ Valentian Stories! ♡ Gwen's Adventures! ♡
• Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
• World Map is a cat playing with Australia.
by Pacomia » Tue Aug 27, 2019 6:18 pm
Eternal Lotharia wrote:So apparently I'm a Ambivert.
Also it's ok Z we're here for you, the Lothquad loves you as one of our own.
by Xmara » Tue Aug 27, 2019 6:37 pm
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by Farnhamia » Tue Aug 27, 2019 6:42 pm
Xmara wrote:Oh, btw, according to my forensics professor, I scare him.
by The Chuck » Tue Aug 27, 2019 6:45 pm
Xmara wrote:Oh, btw, according to my forensics professor, I scare him.
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