Kernan wrote:I genuinely felt sad when I finished Dead Money. I don't know why either because I had so much trouble finishing it. I gave the Sierra Madre a nod and a wink before finally leaving. I was expecting to feel relived. However, listening to the farewell message just, tugged at something within me that I really didn't expect. I turned off the radio and left before I began to regret leaving the Madre. As I slaughtered Camp Forlorn Hope I thought about Dog/God, Dean (who I let live) and Christine. I killed two people who were there not by choice (well, kinda). If I could do it again I would save them all. However that will have to wait. I guess what they say is true. It's not leaving that's the hard part. Its letting go. *Beings to solemnly listen to Begin Again by Vera Keys*
That's kinda what I felt too. I finished it, and I was so, SO happy to get out of that hellhole, and generally thought it was far too gimmicky for its own good, and then I listened to that holotape, and holy shit the tape was good