Dayganistan wrote:Harbertia wrote:True... you could contact people who have tagged or applied for similar RPs you've hosted. It's a vague association but it's not as random; "Hello, this is Dayganistan. While X RP didn't get off the ground I remember your interest in it and am inviting you to my most recent project. Perhaps this time we'll get things rolling."
There's pretty much no point anyway. The kind of RPs I want to join seem doomed to failure whether I'm hosting them or someone else. I don't know why I'm still here in the vague hope I'll see something appealing to me that's not going to die immediately. I don't even know what happened, about a year or 2 ago I could regularly find RPs that were appealing to me. But now, literally nothing.
This has to be the twelfth time I've read you saying this over and over again. To elaborate one what I've been trying to express before in different words; your repetitive uttering of this only re-enforces it in your mind making it harder for you to get out of this gloom. It's like Despair from Never Ending Story, with you being the horse and me trying to pull you out of it.