Finding Shinji
[ MATURE | MT | EARTH II ]
[ MATURE | MT | EARTH II ]
O S A K A
8 OCT 2020 | 18:45 GMT +9
Shinji Ichihara sat on the platform in Shin-Osaka station, a well-worn trench coat shielding him from the chilly air. Strapped on his back a black backpack that had more miles on it than an old Toyota. He didn’t sit on a bench, but instead put his back against the station wall and sat on the ground fumbling around in his pocket. He pulled out a wallet and flipped it open. The brown bifold held together with duct tape and luck flopped as he reached into a tucked away pocket and produced a small picture. He studied the black and white photograph. He gazed upon the bright smile and her black hair. She seemed as if there were no cares in the world in the photo. A full life, a rich life, a perfect life awaited her and she knew it. Shinji smiled briefly at the photo, the sound of the train causing him to stuff it away from whence it came.
The Shinkansen stood there in its futuristic pride. White and sleek, shiny and glinting somewhat in the setting sunshine. The Nozomi was the fastest in the fleet, only stopping at the biggest stations along the way. Perhaps one of the most famous trains in the world, it was a pride of every citizen due to its cleanliness, its safety, and its punctuality. Shinji slid the backpack from his back and placed it under his seat. He peeled off the tattered trench coat revealing his dark gray hoodie with an anime character on it and a pair of skinny jeans that terminated just above his brand new black sneakers. He stuffed the trenchcoat on the seat and proceeded to use it like a cushion as he slumped in his seat. He ran his hand through his medium, black hair and sighed. His smartphone alerted him to a few incoming messages. He scrolled through the various people asking what he was doing and if he wanted to hang out. For Shinji, they were needed while in Osaka. Now, as he moved on to Tokyo, they were no longer needed. The melodic sounds of the door closing chime rang through the station as he turned off the infernal device and slid it into his pocket. He leaned back and closed his eyes.
Something caused Shinji to open his eyes. It felt like something was piercing his soul. He looked around and noticed a young man sitting across the aisle. He averted his gaze as Shinji attempted to make eye contact. Shinji shrugged and started to close his eyes when he noticed from the corner the young man was looking at him again. This time Shinji looked right at him and didn’t break his gaze. The young man again turned away attempting to look out of the window as the daylight shrank away in the sky. Shinji kept looking until the young man looked back. This time the young man looked right into Shinji’s eyes. Then he smiled and nodded. Shinji returned the greeting still penetrating the young man with a steely gaze. Shinji then stood up and sat next to the young man.
“Good evening,” the young man said with a nervousness in his voice.
“If you take a picture, it’ll last longer,” Shinji replied.
“I’m sorry,” the young man said as the smile melted from his face. “I’m a photographer. I think you would make a good model.”
Shinji nearly recoiled at that statement. A momentary flash of a previous experience where a photographer had made such a statement. Needing the cash, Shinji agreed to the photographer’s terms and went back to the studio. It started out innocent, mostly headshots and some poses in whatever clothes Shinji was wearing, but as that evening progressed, it began to become clear that the photographer had more wants than just a new subject. While Shinji wasn’t adverse to such shenanigans for cash, those kinds of transactions were usually clarified up front. When Shinji declined, it turned violent. Three weeks in the hospital later, Shinji decided that anyone fronting as a photographer to get into his pants could just fuck off.
“I’ve heard that line before. Next thing you know you’re trying to get into my pants. If that’s what you want, just say it.” Shinji said.
“No thanks,” Shinji said. “You’re not my type.”
The young man raised an eyebrow, “I’m not trying to seduce you. I mean I need a new model for a campaign I’m working on. Someone who isn’t already in the business, but with your attitude, I think I’ll pass.” The young man turned and looked back out of the window.
Shinji got up and walked back to his seat. He turned his head towards his window and began to close his eyes. He could feel something approaching and turned. It was the young man again. He sat down next to Shinji and put his hand on his leg, “I’m sorry. I’m not usually that way.”
“What way?” Shinji asked.
“Outgoing in trying to get new talent. But, I’m sure we can come to some sort of arrangement,” the young man said as he began to move his hand up Shinji’s thigh.
Shinji paused. He only had ¥150 in his pocket, barely enough to eat. And what were the chances that something akin to the previous experience would happen on a moving train? Fighting his urge to say no, he replied , “How much do you pay for being a model?”
“How much will your services cost?” the young man asked.
Shinji thought about it for a moment.“¥30,000,” Shinji said. “For a full shoot.”
Shinji turned towards the window as the young man began to do what it was he wanted to do. The train car itself was mostly empty save for a young woman in the very back who was buried in her book and an old man who seemed to be sleeping. He stared out of the window as the lights of the towns passed by at nearly 300 kilometers an hour and relaxed.
C H I Y O D A , T O K Y O
8 OCT 2020 | 21:30 GMT +9
Emerging from Tokyo station, Shinji found himself in Chiyoda, the economic and political capital of the empire. The Diet and the Imperial Palace as well as 19 major corporations were based in this roughly 11.5 square kilometer area. He buttoned his trenchcoat and began to move towards the skyscrapers of Shinjuku. The city was a familiar sight to him as far as television and movies went, but he’d never been to Tokyo before. He’d made his way from Nagasaki, where he was born, through Hiroshima, Kyoto, Nagoya, then to Osaka before deciding to cast his lots with a city that was nearly unrivaled globally in terms of population. Many nations had their city where if someone made it there they could make it anywhere and Tokyo was just that for the United Empire of Japan and Greater Manchuria. He was 25 and ready to take on the biggest metropolitan area in the world. With ¥30,000 in his pocket, he didn’t have much to find a room with, but eventually found a nice cheap hotel room with a private bathroom.
He had a connection to the city. His biological grandmother still had a son there. He was hoping to eventually find him, but so far all his attempts were fruitless. There were so many questions to ask about his mother and father. So many unknowns about who he was and where he came from. This uncle of his had moved to Tokyo when he got a job with Sony, at least as far as Shinji had heard. He only knew one thing: he was probably married and living somewhere in Tokyo. The proverbial needle in a haystack full of needles in haystacks. Shinji took a long, hot bath, then slinked into bed and passed out. His quest would have to begin in the morning.