Auld Lang SynePART 7B-1 (24-1) - Season Finale - SECTION 1PART 1/8 -
Memories On the backstage...'Well, only fifteen minutes 'til you step on the gala Ash.' said Myeong-Yoon, reminding her best friend that the moment has yet to really kick in. Being a professional athlete whose legends have travelled all the way from Cornwall to Kingston and back and forth one more time, Myeong-Yoon was used to attending all these socials. But she wasn't sure if Asher was ready to really go back into social settings, after being out and about for a solid year. 'How you feeling today?'
'I feel like...it'll just be the same? The usual stuff you have to do when running shows like this? Lots of smiles, lots of acknowledgement, and of course, lots of just appreciating what's out there.' He slowly responded, trying not to make an error with pacing so early in the day. Myeong-Yoon couldn't help but to chuckle a couple of times at that, which didn't make his mood improve. 'You know. Running functions like this is never fun, especially when you know who's who and when they know who you are and what you do for work...it's all tedious and that.'
'Oh, come on,' snorted Myeong-Yoon as she peeked into the curtains. She was not impressed with his friend's timidity even after a solid weekend of them hanging about and seeing their friends. Being the daughter of certain Maureen Turner, she always liked the idea of keeping things cool, fun and going. Of course, her heading to Queen's College, her parents' alma mater where her father was a legend of own and her eventually carved her own as well, was partly to do with that. 'Don't be afraid. There's a reason why you're here and it's for everybody's sake. Think of it like that and enjoy- in the end it'll be alright!'
'Better be.' Asher nodded once, before walking a couple of steps around the backstage. 'Who would have thought that all the alumni, or at least those who could make it in person, would come to a Midtown high school's athletic gala? And not just basic folks- Alexandre Browne-Hahm's, Riley Jeon-Keane's, the Ahn siblings', etc...just a perfect setting for any terrorists to contemplate a kidnapping incident...'
Asher couldn't help but to fathom such thought, as he looked at how the theatre was filled with at least eight hundred people. They consisted of a diverse mix of people, from the athletics alumni to former and current coaches and teachers, as well as at almost two-hundred current students who are currently Erskine CI students. It was quite a sight. The list of prolific there, of course, were pretty impressive, as Asher and Myeong-Yoon looked around- one table had the Browne-Hahm brothers sitting with their children and what appeared to be the current hockey coach, while another pair of tables had Joh Hye-Gyeong, Felix Ahn and their partners chatting. The others also had at least two people they could recognise, and the more they looked, the more weary things were becoming. Sometimes, not knowing too much about the alma mater is a good thing.
'At least they aren't expecting a ton...' Myeong-Yoon said, as she tried to look further into the crowd. 'Riley (Jeon-Keane) seems quite excited to see the slideshow, else she may be too distracted with a call. Might be a key one from Basketball Quebec, who knows- they may have just put her to spy me around.'
'Maybe that's a bit silly...' Asher chuckled in reply while imagining such possibility. The thought of Riley Jeon-Keane only being here to make sure Heo Myeong-Yoon, the starting point guard, weren't slacking off on rehabs and being careful....just couldn't be any further from the truth. If those were true and she were the spy, then Asher and everybody else may as well be a voyeur and call 'lol' to that. 'They aren't gonna remove you off the olympic team eh?'
'I don't know,' Myeong-Yoon shrugged. 'Would rather not think about that. Anyhow, I'll let you be in your peace....you can do it, lover boy Ash.' She tapped him on his shoulder, before heading out of the backstage.
And a few minutes later, it was his turn to go. Out in the stage, Asher was feeling...splendid. Sure, he had coordinated conferences and presentations before, but this was nothing like anything he had gone through before. As mentioned earlier, the rented-out theatre was feeling all the glitz and ritz with the splendour of colours and attitudes coming from the legendary school's past hundred years of athletics and those who brought it, as the spectrum of lights empowered them all. For those who were coming from the 1960s and 1970s and likely needed some walking aid, this was a good way to bring back to the struggling years of the nation and the Commonwealth, when the professional sports were getting expanded and everybody was anticipating more and more every passing year to forget the sense of loss. Asher had heard a fair bit about those days from the St-Croix alumni not long ago on that.
Asher knew a lot has changed since then, and that it's probably because of their sacrifice that things really kicked off since the glorious 1980s. During the 1980s and 1990s, there were lots of immigration and demographic changes, as well as a couple of major political purges of far-righters, which affected the educational demographics. Yet their alma mater was still standing proudly, making its name known and appreciated by those well beyond the Greater Kingston Area...and that's because of the alumni. Those like the impeccable Heo siblings, but also himself, who have made their names known academically, athletically and through bonding together.
All the weird mix of feeling was flowing around him over the podium, as he slowly brought his attention to the paper, before returning to the wild applauses of the fellow Erskinians. Sure he had avoided Kingston as much as possible since his brother graduated, and he had enough excuses to do so- his high school memories there still left him in loss over Eileen, his parents moved back to Quebec City, and not to mention him bumping into somebody whom he knew, every day. Those things all made him run away. But then...maybe what he needed was a way to reconcile with those memories and get over with the losses.
'Mesdames et messieurs, tout le monde ici....' Asher opened his mouth, setting himself en route to what was going to be a fucking amazing night of coordinating the situation as the MC.
'Congratulations, Asher.' said Myeong-Shin, as the Kingston Tigers third baseman grinned in utter satisfaction. 'You made it.'
'Thank you,' Asher responded, trying not to make too much out of it. 'Turns out they did like my talk after all.'
'They certainly did.' Myeong-Shin nodded, as the cup of coffee were laid out to each of them. The gala was a success, with the Erskinians of the past second century of Redmen and Redwomen Athletics successfully rejoicing and connecting up with one another. Asher was certainly a positive point behind that too.
One thing that Myeong-Shin was very happy (and surprised) about was how he seemed ready...for once. He was calm, well composure and of course, in steadiness. Standing confidently with a nice suit and his left hand on the pockets, Asher waived his hands around, walked around for a bit, even stepped down to the floor and landed basic, correct questions to the guests and just served as a guest. By the end of the night, Asher had long finished his scouting mission of meeting the right people, chitti-chatting with friends and teachers of old, and of course, not being overwhelmed with it. While those rewards weren’t going to be so evident yet, he knew that those networks would eventually reward him someday. That’s how he’s going to keep landing good stuff for Concord Height Times and Landslide International as well, he thought.
Of course, he had some people to talk to after-hours as well. After saying thank you's and goodbye's, which was followed by the exchange of business cards, Asher found himself in the middle of a quiet, midnight cafe somewhere in Downtown. Seated quietly at the very far corner, Asher Lundrigan and Heo Myeong-Shin caught up in person for once. It was a long overdue commitment, broken twice by their respective schedules as a globe-trotting journalist and a professional athlete, and now was sweeter because of it. Staying in the Southwest for most of the year, Myeong-Shin wanted to see how Asher was doing in his new life, and just spend quiet time together. Feeling tired, weary and somewhat flushed out, Asher just guessed and tagged along to his best.
'Heard from Myeong-Yoon about good times, Asher.' Myeong-Shin said to Asher, easily breaking the silence with his right index finger raised as Asher struggled to respond.
Once again...reading my mind...once again... 'And she's right. Eileen's the right one for you.'
'I think so too.' Asher responded, both nervous but also glad that Myeong-Shin approved the situation. He knew that when it comes to love, a common ground had to be found in at least what someone's looking for. Myeong-Shin, being a longtime friend of his, understood that. Of course, he didn't understand then or now that this would be the third time they find something intimate if Asher makes it work with Eileen.
Then he just kept continuing, but somehow the mind was in a continuous loop of sentiments, as if he was being reminded of how stars aligned with that one look in her eyes that would make him
drop dead. '...and her eyes...and her eyes...' He started repeating, using his hand to draw continuous circles.
'Okay there.' Myeong-Shin said in a deep voice, as he caught Asher's hand to stop it moving. 'I think we get what you mean. And you want to fall into this...love that you didn't deserve then, but would do anything to redeem, again.'
'I do...I do..I do...' Asher said, slightly looking down at the table to indicate his weakness and the desires. 'I know I made lots of mistakes when I was 17. Everything wasn't new, but felt new, and I was just...failing it back then. I'll do anything...if the lord permits me...to bring it back.'
'Stop being silly, Lundrigan.' Myeong-Shin let go of his hand, as it dropped to the table before continuing. 'I have told you not to be embarrassed over what had happened so long. Today, you nailed the alumni gala that many, including Sir Alexandre (Browne) or Dame Riley (Jeon-Keane), were worried about you being not good enough as a last-minute signup for hosting. Yet you did what I had long expected from you since we were 15, in being professional and eloquent. I thought I taught you better than that.'
'Yes, you did...but will it happen? Like that time was just one-off...and I may not get it again...'
'Believe in the miracles.' said Myeong-Shin, as he took a sip of his Huayramarcan coffee. The coffee, based on his facial expression, seemed to be just fine- maybe with a hotter temperature it would have been better for his taste. 'That's what I told you when my mother passed and you were wondering without clear means to reach Eileen the very first time...'
All was solemn and quiet in the mourning room of the Funeral Parlour attached to the Kingston Bannockburn Hospital. The hospital was located in middle of a famous river valley park that served as a key artery of greeneries on the Eastern half of Midtown Kingston, and the hospital's distanced location from Downtown had made things slightly difficult for outside guests to come.
Regardless, it was inevitable that the 3-day funeral, as traditionally done so in Quebec, was going to have a lot of out of town guests, but the volume of guests who came for the funeral of the deceased, certain Mme. Maureen Turner, Mrs. Heo Dong-Soo, was enough for everybody to feel overwhelmed. It was certain that none of Dr. Heo, Myeong-Shin or Myeong-Yoon, were really able to handle themselves much throughout the three-day partition period
where a small table is set up with a photo of the deceased and incenses. Drowning their feelings with the guests' wails and that of their own, they just followed along with the customs of the funeral.
In particular, the Sangju (the eldest descendant of the deceased who are responsible for funeral proceedings) was devastated, his facial muscles dropped and his mouth silent and solemn. He kept his emotions tightly, not bringing too much onto the table though he did cry at times here and there. It was the day 2 of the funeral and all he could feel were the despair and the loss, the void of losing his mother a day and half after what's supposed to be a championship title he celebrate without limit.
Not the easiest times to be around. Too depressing to be real. Asher thought to himself, as he saw Dr. Heo, the sangju and Myeong-Yoon sitting against the wall.
Asher and his teammates were having particularly hard time being at the funeral. Being a bunch of teenagers with less grief to deal with than many other counterparts, they were having a hard time being present for the funeral of their captain's mother. The news of the car crash that left Mme. Turner was communicated to the team by Dr. Heo, who told them not to relay it to his son to not affect his psyche the day before the match. So, when the Erskine Redmen did win it, it only made sense that the team attend the funeral on the second day in person.
Not the most comfortable place to be at, but a right place to be, Asher looked at the visitors' hall, where there were dozens of guests having their meals and chatting. The thing with Quebecois three-day funerals is that barring the rarely-attended ones, they were usually out to bring people together after years apart, and grief in memory of the deceased resulted in a greenhouse effect of mourning.
Asher felt like he couldn't do much while inside the room- while looking at her picture, he thought briefly of Mme. Turner, a beautiful redhead on her own right, and closed his eyes. He couldn't help but to think about what had passed before everybody's eyes and thought of how things seemed to have just turned against the unlucky when it was not asked.
Sometimes, a sacrifice is all-consuming, I guess. Asher thought to himself, as he went outside to have a meal and talk to the few that still remained. It’s been about four hours since the team arrived to mourn and though most had already left, few players who were particularly close to the Sangju remained.
It was decently packed inside the dining area of the Mourning Room 5 of the Funeral Parlour. There the various subsets of feelings existed, whether it be remembrance, indulgence or the sheer volume of uncontrolled fury at what the world has taken away from them. From the gist of it, Asher had noticed that it was going to take just some time for some to calm down, but for others it was going to require other methods, and just naturally nodded along as he caught a couple of Dr. Heo's college day friends napping on the corner.
Just imagining such incidences as a particularly minor episode that commonly exists as a trope in Quebecois funerals, Asher joined his Crew, les gars, whom were talking while having their supper. There, after sitting down, Asher did his best to talk to his friends and not making himself a fool out of it. Being a bunch of high-energy, medium-sarcasm high school juniors and sophomores weren't so ideal in this setting anyway.
‘God, life’s so volatile and unpredictable these days,’ said Sarah St-Amant. She was very much distraught on the news, with her sister and a couple of friends being Mme. Turner’s students at local dance studio. ‘I still can’t believe that just...happened. All in the while turning a corner in middle of Mount Pleasant….like how?’
‘I wish we all had the answer to that, but not sure we do.’ Bradley Coughlan-Chen responded, keeping himself to minimum of words. Not really part of the stereotypically-athletic crowd (he ran, but stayed out of contact sports), he wasn’t really close to the Heo siblings. Still, the sense of loss for one of their fellow crew was palpable enough.
‘Don’t think too much about it.’ Asher said, trying to stay focused. Unfortunately, a couple of full Makgeolri cups weren’t really helping him with it either. ‘We did our best. Dr. Heo was right in not telling Myeong-Shin the news.’
‘I agree with it too, but man. Dr. Heo is a tough, tough-ass man.’ Samuel responded, still amazed at how a parent would do his best to not tell the news. Being a son of Ngombatanean father and Quebecois mother, he grew up under a faithful Catholic background valuing family connections and found this quite surprising. Of course, this didn’t mean that the Turner-Heo’s were distant from one another- it was the very opposite and they all knew that with how invested the parents were in their two children. ‘Like...how? You gotta have the veins with all the cold and ice in the world to just defer it all. It was lucky his grandparents mentioned that to him, but man….I just don’t know.’
‘No. It was her who seduced his father. My dad used to tell me that she was a bad influence to Dr. Heo whenever she would draw his attention at the cafe his senior year…’
‘The opposite, actually. It was him who made moves on her first, like a fly. Of course, nobody took him seriously enough then.’
‘How dare you say such a libel about her husband?’
‘You don’t know this, Ian. Since when did your dad know their mum?’As the crew drew a collective sigh, chatted and grabbed a couple of shots of Soju each, they heard a couple of teenagers, both with their school windbreakers, engaging in a shouting contest. The former, a scruffy haired, skinny kid, was Ian Lautner, junior Pater-Dei quarterback widely regarded as the number one football prospect his year, while the other was Theo Pinson, the Sangwon CVI outfielder best known by everybody as the longtime rival of Myeong-Shin since middle school level.
‘Hey hey,’ Asher gestured to them around here. ‘Come have drinks with us and just mourn for the guests.’
‘Alright.’