Ardoki wrote:I don't really consider him attacking my country. It is just that I have had bad experiences with him in the past, and I'm probably irrationally paranoid and think he is trying to undermine me (probably he isn't though, but I don't really know).
How can you say so? Is it because we had a bad start in dealing with each other? People who can't move one from the past clearly shows they are not ready to grow from that time on. I'm done with everything way back, and I'd like to have everything new to go on and move forward.
Ever heard of the guy who uses space rangers to deter nukes while in terminal phase at Low Earth Orbit? Look at my sig so you may know what real OOC drama is.
You were not usually at the heat that I had been grilled into when OOC drama kicks in. You weren't there when I was in full Quirage when I am all but shouting to the microphone and justify the emotional breakdown I had been through. And YOU weren't there when I am telling honestly the real thing when OOC dramas are becoming excuse to make up from their IC incapabilities.
I saw the horror. Don't resurrect it. Peace in our time.
Ardoki wrote:He has acted terribly towards me OOCly before. I originally didn't want him involved, but I didn't want to say no and devoid the opposition of a player.
I thought he would be able to behave himself, perhaps he was/is. However I probably took his IC actions the wrong way, I initially thought it was a pre-meditated attempt to continue his OOC hostility in the IC-sphere. I could be wrong though.
I was even hesitant to join this RP because of that bad history you talk of, but history is history for me. If you still have that grudge, I can't help you with that. Only you can solve your own paranoia and be the silence of your own storm.



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