-Muhammad Ali Jinnah
The Heart of the Fane
Dyvynasshar, Nalaya
Thick, bitter-sweet smoke filled the air with the scent of herbs that had been burned in sacred spaces for more than two thousand years. Sabal could no longer hear the drums or the chants. She could only feel them thrumming through her body with a rhythm as old as humanity. Her body was kneeling, swaying, as her pointed fingernails scraped over her own tattooed skin so hard they drew blood and her sharp canines bit down hard into the flesh of her lip until crimson rolled down her chin. That was not enough to keep her anchored in her own body. She was drifting for a moment, not able to see herself but feeling the disconnect that meant she had entered her athiyk, the primal half of her soul. She was no longer tethered to the circles of the world.
The shadows were alive all around her, figures of humans writhing in chains. She could see them stretch their spindly limbs towards her, their ribcages bare and hips jutting beneath waists that were as wide as her hand, if that. The pain that she felt was something beyond the body, no longer scratches on her skin. It burned like an all-consuming flame, charring the inside of her spirit’s phantom bones and licking up her body until her skin crackled and sloughed off. Distantly, she knew she was screaming, but that was to be expected with the visit of a dark spirit. These were things that had existed since the beginning of the world, essences that were only barely younger than Void and Creation themselves. They knew no words, no expressions or emotions besides the facets that represented themselves.
Her visitor moved in the darkness, a suggestion of contorted features and screaming maw. It reached out, embracing her with red-hot claws that sank deeper and deeper into her soul. Do you feel me? It whispered without a sound, the words burning into her mind. She had never heard such a spirit actually able to speak before. This message, then, was more important than any other she had ever received. Do you feel them? Their chains bind me to them, as they have bound your own.
She couldn’t form words in her primal shape, but her questions seemed clear to the spirit of agony. Eyes like flaring coals gazed into her, pricks of fire in the endless shadow that devoured all light from the braziers. The pain was only getting worse, consuming her completely. It was something in the soul, something beyond what a body could endure.
Look to Trezen Elenmiire.
The waking dream evaporated and Sabal found herself a shivering, sweating wreck on the floor. Everything hurt and she could feel her empty stomach heaving. Bloody foam was dripping from her lips and her breath came in sobs when she could breathe. The scratches were everywhere: across her bare midriff and shoulders, down her thighs, up her arms, crossing her face.
The drumming slowed to a stop as the dream evaporated and the hot coals of the braziers were extinguished with final hisses, plunging the world into full, abyssal darkness. Flares of matches broke the darkness as the other Yath lit candles carefully, offering warmth and comfort in the black. Arms carefully slipped under her and lifted her up once the dry heaves settled. She was not a light burden, between her dense, wiry muscle and the fact that she was dead weight. “It was one of the Dark Ones,” Nadal’s voice said quietly, as if miles away from her. “That is the first since the war ended.”
She heard another familiar yochlol speak: Alysstra. “It is an omen.”
Sabal’s head lolled as she was carried out of the ancient, shattered temple. She succumbed to sleep on the way, unable to fight off the forces of exhaustion even with her training and honed resilience. The rituals of vision had a way of overpowering one completely, drawing in the spirit world and bringing one closer to Creation. It was incredibly draining to be subjected to so much in such a short amount of time. The cocktail of ritual hallucinogens and other drugs in her system did nothing for her stamina either. The world was grey and muted every time she briefly awoke, alive only in the sense of flickering lights and colors that signified the presence of other spirits. Creatures of hearth and home, of bright and dark emotions, passing through the human world while never being wholly a part of it.
She awoke fully laying on what passed for a bed in L’Delmah d’Yochlol, a thick rug on the floor with a blanket draped over her no longer shivering and sweating body. She could barely move, her muscles were so relaxed after being drawn so tightly during the ritual. It was the figure at her side that immediately drew her attention. Those gold and black tattoos of a stylized wolf over a powerful female body could mean only one person, even through her blurry but slowly clearing vision: the Dread Wolf herself.
Lledrith was not a kind-looking creature. Her lips were thin and cruel, her heavily hooded eyes perpetually dark with a protective, constantly simmering rage that few could ever dream of matching. Her features were beautiful, but in the way fire was beautiful, as a force of nature that could kill as easily as comfort. Her sun-bleached hair hung long and loose, almost white in color. Currently, her brow was furrowed and her lips were pressed into a frown. “You were visited by a spirit of darkness in the Fane.” It was not a question.
“Zakath, Most Holy,” Sabal said, using one of the Dread Wolf’s gentler names. She wore many, words for the different aspects she expressed. It was Sabal’s way of trying to evoke something other than pure wrath. There was no mistaking the aspect of suffering Sabal had met. What could it be but Agony itself? “It showed me people suffering in chains, chains that once bound our own.”
“Where?” The question was forceful, but not angry with her. Lledrith’s attention was focused on finding the root of this evil.
“It said to look to Trezen Elenmiire, Most Holy,” Sabal said. It was their name for Polaris, the northern star.
A silence fell, stretching on for at least a full moment as the Quarval-sharess thought or perhaps prayed. “This is a sign. The heretics in the north, the slavers we encountered among the Shalumi, must taste of flame. Their victims must be guided to the light of faith. It will be their answer, their salvation in the dark.” The Dread Wolf was a creature of certainty and this was no exception. “Do you still traffic with the Christi warriors sent to the Holy City?”
Sabal hesitated, but she would never lie to the Quarval-sharess. “I speak with them still, now and again.” It was dangerous to consort with heretics, but some bonds were...difficult...to sever.
“This is for the best. They may now serve a proper purpose. When you are able to move again, go to Armavir and meet them. Some of the others, those who can speak in words that will be heard, will accompany you. Jaelryn in particular is learning the language of the pestilent. She will be useful to you.” The Dread Wolf rose to her feet. “So it will be.”
“So it will be,” Sabal echoed. It was an order that she would gladly obey wholeheartedly...once she could move without aches exploding through her whole body. She had suffered through severe illnesses that were kinder than this visit. She took a deep breath. This would mean leaving her country. Divine, but she had barely left the Homeland for any amount of time, let alone the whole of Nalaya. Shalum would be a strange land with stranger customs. At least least she spoke English, albeit with a serious accent.
This task set before her would be a Herculean one, but with faith, anything was possible.
Two Days Later
Lerrayin International Airport
Armavir, Nalaya
“You’ve looked better,” Jaelryn said with amusement. She had been further south than Dyvynasshar, in the Highlands, so she hadn’t been present for the vision in the temple. They shared the red and black tattoos, but their patterns were very different. Sabal’s were leonine in nature, Jaelryn’s modeled after a spider—including six eyes inked beneath the skin of her face.
Sabal touched her scabbed, still slightly swollen lower lip. She had bitten through it in her pain, but the wound was closing well with the help of an antibiotic balm. The pain was merely part of life, something endured easily enough. Her body was still covered in scratches, barely visible beneath the wrap of translucent, almost transparent fabric that formed the outer layer of her sari that she wore over an opaque blood-red wrap around her breasts and another stretching from low on her hips to her knees. “We can’t all be as pretty as you, Jael.”
Nadal chuckled beside them. He was tall, well over six feet, and powerfully built, his hair silvering from age. His tattoos had no animal pattern, but were instead swirling patterns of script in silver and green across his entire body. He and Alysstra were in charge as the two yochlol, clearly designated by those matching tattoos of script. Ryld was their yath’abban, his tattoos emerald script alone. It was an event to see anything above a yathrin so far away from the Homeland, and almost unthinkable to see even one yochlol, let alone two. They had about twelve feet of space on every side as they conferred. Together, they were more dangerous than any squadron of soldiers patrolling the streets. The war might have been over, but the supernatural danger that the Yath represented to the locals of Armavir was immense. Of course, there were faithful in the area who bowed deeply and made similar gestures of respect, but they were very much in the minority here in Armavir after the purging carried out by Nava’ai forces during the civil war. They were to be joined by two of the slaves Jaelryn had rescued during the war, native Maldorians, though the Yath were not certain if they would be meeting them here in Armavir or in Shalum itself.
They were the beginning of something new. Never before had a Quarval-sharuk or Quarval-sharess ordered the spreading of the faith beyond Nalaya’s borders. It crossed over borders at times, generally when foreigners found their answer in L’i’dol, but never before had it been a concerted effort. Then again, never had the reality of slavery abroad been exposed before them. The Dread Wolf was also one of the more active proponents of change in the mundane world, despite her intimate connection to the divine. There was also a slight chance that they would be striking back in retribution towards Shalum, but Sabal was hoping it wouldn’t come to that.
Not that she had much faith in the governments beyond Nalaya at the moment. The evidence did not support the theory of a compassionate or understanding nature in them.
The members of their small group were all taller than the average Nalayan and hard from the truths followed by ascetics. Their skin was tan from the sun and their hair light in shades, making them unmistakable in combination with their hooded eyes. They couldn’t pass for anything but Mak’ur even if they tried.
“Are you certain your justicars can be trusted, Sabal?” Ryld asked. He watched Nadal’s lip curled. Their leader was a hardliner if ever there were one. He was tolerating the concept of being in arm’s reach of Christi only by virtue of the knowledge that it was for the sake of the enslaved.
“Yes,” Sabal said. In this, she had certainty worthy of the Dread Wolf.
“It might be better not to tell them of the Dread Wolf’s greatest will,” Jaelryn said. She was a patient creature, possessed of a deceptive calm. “Let them think only of our secondary mission: finding those who were taken.”
The idea didn’t sit well with Sabal. A lie of omission was still a lie. Her discomfort was visible for a moment in her expression, at least until Nadal gripped her shoulder in one powerful hand. “Peace,” the yochlol said smoothly. “The Christi have failed in their duty. Perhaps the corruption touches them, perhaps they are merely weak. Whatever the case, they will not accept our attempt. If your justicars seek to stay us in our course, we will be forced to act. That is nothing you would prefer, Sabal. This prevents such a confrontation, at least until they cannot refuse.”
“A lesser evil,” Alysstra agreed softly, speaking for the first time since they’d left Maerimydra, a city on the edge of the Homeland, the bridge between the Har’oloth and the world of the Nava’ai. “For their protection as much as our own.”
Sabal did not have any desire to argue with two yochlol, particularly not one as reasonable as Alysstra. “Understood, Most Honored,” she said softly before turning to look for a familiar group. She would know the right redhead when she saw her, firstly because that hair color was not at all native to Nalaya and secondly because Joan always made her heart misbehave for a moment.
It had been three weeks since they last spoke, mostly because Sabal had been out of contact with the whole world,/ A serious penance was required for having the audacity to bring three heretics into the Holy City. She still bore the bruises, cuts, and weakness from her time outside of the city. It was an absence that she deeply regretted, something she hoped Joan would forgive her for. The yathallar wasn’t even certain that things would be the same between them in the peace. What they had was something fragile still, even if Sabal felt it wholeheartedly. She had never been adept at concealing or restraining her passions, and her training as a yathallar had only encouraged her to let them have free reign. It meant feeling things deeply, for good and ill. It was no wonder that something as old and dark as Zakath had so easily spoken to her.
Sabal combed her fingers through her sun-bleached hair. She was actually nervous, and anxiety was not something she was accustomed to. Beside her, Ryld actually smiled at her little display. He was a man with a soft spot for love, even if he was still grieving the loss of his own. The Yath attitude towards death was different than most, though. It was just a distance, and not a permanent one. It was agonizing to lose someone so dear, but it was not forever and Ryld took comfort in that, as well as the memories he had shared with Ildan.
She was grateful she had Ryld and the others. There was so little Sabal knew of the world they were about to follow the justicars into, but the commands of the divine could not be ignored.
Ji tlu ol. So be it. Those were the words of holy war. The battle that they would wage now, however, would be of a very different nature than those that had come before.