Tarvo Kärkkäinen
Red Team, Anubis
FOB Tempest
June 16th
7:45 AM
Tarvo sat quietly in the mess hall, the only sound coming from him being the slight clink of the spoon against the bowl as he ate absentmindedly. He stared blankly at the table as he was absorbed by his thoughts. In all his years of fighting, he'd never experienced anything like what had happened. He hadn't gotten good sleep since the events of 3 days earlier. It wasn't that he couldn't forget the faces of the men he had killed, it was the exact opposite in fact. He could barely remember them, and it took the young Finn aback. How was he so calm about killing upwards of 5 people? Sure, the people he had shot had been trying to cause him and his colleagues harm. Hell, they'd put Heaven in the infirmary for a while, and his arm was still sore from where the ricochet had hit him. He remembered that night as a blur of colors, noises, and smells. Gunfire, screams, blood, the smell of cooking meat all haunted his senses. Even though he had been in combat scenarios in Afghanistan, they hadn't been nearly as up close and personal as that. He'd never shot someone who was only a matter of feet in front of him.
He shook his head to clear his mind. Standing up from his seat. He set his bowl with the other dirty dishes and stepped out on to the covered deck of the mess hall. He hadn't seen any of the other operators today, but it was still early. He decided to take a quick walk around Tempest, but first, he would need his poncho from his kit. Tucking his hands in to his pockets he trotted across the muddy center plaza to the operators barracks, stepping inside to the warm interior. He made his way to his bunk, grabbing the poncho from where it was hanging. He slung it over his shoulders and stepped back out on to the plaza before setting off around the base. The tropical rain helped distract him from his thoughts as he strolled.