Kingdom of Irhk wrote:Luminesa wrote:Saturninus Rise - The Creep of Paranoia
The spider being stomped had not brought much peace to Saturninus, and Manfred did not seem to understand the boy’s fears. Yet he did understand that the Rise heir could not think properly without food, and so he invited Saturninus to come eat before talking. In the meantime, he burned the spider simply by glaring down at it, a feat which the Rise heir had been certain his mother could only do. Then again, he did not know the strength of the Mages of House Von Kressel, except for that of Henry.
Yet even so, Saturninus’s eyes scanned the room for more spiders. He tried to wipe the sweat off his brow and off his face with the napkin at the table, and he tried to ignore any black specks he saw on the walls, in the molding, or in the rug. It’s just dirt. It was just one spider. Yeah. Maybe it was just one spider. Maybe I really am just going insane. Hahahahahaha! As he panicked internally, however, the scent of delicious food met his nose, and his eyes turned toward his plate of food.
He tried to remember what his last meal had been, before he had died in that alley. He had breakfast in his room in Paris, but he had not paid attention to the food. He recalled more clearly the lemon pound cake that Mercillia had served him to console him, how he had cried at receiving such a small, sweet, homemade gift. Once again he received a homemade gift in the form of a hearty meal, his first meal after having resurrected. Spices fluttered in the air as he cut into the baked, buttery chicken, which was served with hot, roasted potatoes, a cold, fresh salad, and sweet red wine.
“...I’m...actually quite glad that I waited until now to have my first meal...” Saturninus murmured, looking to Manfred. “...My mother cannot cook. It’s better...for my first plate of food after such a morning...to actually be something I can digest,” he joked. His delivery was uncertain, as if he was not sure that he could joke with these unfamiliar Mages. Yet he still managed a smile, despite his anxiety. For a few moments, he did not check the room for more black specks, even if some of them seemed to be creeping along the rug in the living room...
Eglantine and Family - Stories of Fires
“Heh...‘long vacation’ is one way to describe it, I guess...” Eglantine mumbled through her tears. She continued to wipe her eyes, trying to keep her composure so that she could speak. As she turned to look at Henry, her smile was crooked from sobbing, but she was still grateful for his company. She had wished that he could have met her parents under less chaotic circumstances, but now was a better time than never. She looked back to her parents, and nodded. “...I...I was tired of...all the training...the burden of...being a potential heiress...I didn’t want to be Bound, not after...seeing...”
Apollinaire nodded solemnly. “...Saturninus and Celestine...” He finished her sentence, recalling the horror he had seen in her face when she had watched the ritual. All of the family was forced to watch the Bindings, and Eglantine had refused to be Bound, despite being the same age as her now-alive cousin. “...We didn’t want it either...You were strong even without a demon’s power...”
“They were too,” Eglantine interjected.
“Well of course...but...we tried to do everything to avoid that from happening...Saturninus and Celestine...lost their lives that day...” Eglantine’s father looked toward Henry, as if to make a point to him as well. “...If she had been Bound, you never would have met her...” he added.
Calixte remained silent, letting her husband speak. She had things she wanted to say, but she did not know how to communicate them. As she put the pieces together, she began to realize what had happened. Eglantine had always known more than her parents had thought, and she had been aware that she could not avoid being Bound forever if she had stayed at home. Even Soleil had just barely managed to escape it, ironically due to Solaine’s own secret meddling. Knowing what awaited her if she had stayed at home, Eglantine had gone to extremes and had faked being dead. More tears welled in Calixte’s eyes, and she stared at her daughter. “...You knew...even at such a young age...how badly we had failed you...” she muttered.
Eglantine turned to her mother, surprised to hear her talk in such a deprecating way about herself. “...Mom, you...you didn’t fail...”
“If we had been successful, you never would have left home! What family is so awful that a child burns her bedroom and runs away to...to...”
“Spain.”
“Spain?! You ran away to Spain! You did not even stay in the country, you traveled hundreds of miles to get away! Just like Victor-Pierre, and his parents are shambling shells of their former selves. We were not, so...why couldn’t we do more?...” Calixte charged her daughter with the question, as she got the energy to talk, but in reality she was charging herself with the damning questions.
Apollinaire could tell that his wife was breaking-down, and so he reached his better arm to touch her hand. “...Calixte, don’t be so hard on yourself...”
“I have to be! It’s our fault our fourteen-year-old daughter was so scared that she ran away from home for four years! Who else can I blame?! Blanchefleur?! Her children didn’t run away!”
“Calixte, they were Bound, just like I said! If they had wanted to run away, they would have done the same thing. They weren’t allowed to leave. They weren’t even allowed to bring boys or girls home!”
“Apollinaire, our daughter could have died in some foreign country, and we never would have known it! What’s worse, fearing your daughter died in a fire in her own home, or fearing that she died in another country where we can’t even find the body?!” Calixte was shaking, her eyes wide with anger. The nurse in the room seemed to wince at her sharp voice, while Eglantine sat and just watched, waiting for a chance to calm her mother.
As a pause came to the room, Eglantine stared at her mother and gulped down some tears. “...That’s all...over now, mom. My room can be rebuilt. I...I’m alive, too...I ran away...I went to school...I made friends...and I got a boyfriend...” She nodded and smiled, trying to keep tears down her throat. “...Celestine...never got that chance...and Saturninus...never got a chance either...but...I’m here...I didn’t explain why I was running...I was scared...I thought you would stop me...b-but it’s just like Dad said...I couldn’t stay...I-I’d...never have a life...s-so don’t hate yourself, Mom. I’m...I’m here...and...I’m so sorry...”
Calixte stared at her daughter, and the vault in her heart slowly turned until it fell open. She started to wail in pain, as she grabbed her daughter and hugged her as tight as she could. Eglantine took a turn patting and rubbing her mother’s back, and her mother only felt the bittersweetness of such a motion. The daughter was consoling the mother for her failures, and not the other way around. She knew that Blanchefleur’s children would never forgive her, and that Solaine’s child would never go home, after being sent to the States. Victor-Pierre had left France for good. Thus Calixte received a gift that was rare for a Rise parent to receive from their children.
Forgiveness. The Balm in Gilead which did not repair the past, but which secured the future. She did not know how her daughter could forgive her so quickly, but then she realized that just as she had mourned for four years, Eglantine had thought about her family for four years. “...Eglantine...my baby...it’s okay...I’m...I’m sorry too...”
Henry von Kressel
The pain Eglantine carried was also the pain that her parents carried. The same fear her parents had was the fear she had: they could've died years ago, without even seeing their bodies. No mourning could be given or no flowers could be sent, yet certainly they would cry for their absence. They shared this affection, even if it was shaped through the pain of not seeing each other for years.
Calixte and Apollinaire were no longer specters that lingered on Eglantine's mind. They were physical figures, their sadness being displayed through their eyes and how tight their hugs were. The reconciliation between them was a tearful moment filled with joy and the apologies they firmly believed they owed each other. Yet Henry knew very well that Eglantine didn't hold any grudges towards them, and that her parents never held any grudges towards her. They all understood that the shadow that stood upon them, modeled with cruelty and a firmness of hand, known across Europe as Blanchefleur, was the real cause of their separation.
Yet deep inside his firm posture, Henry was shaken. He was shaken as he realized that he would never have this reconciliation for himself. He would never watch his father hug him or be truly happy with his presence, even though he got it from his mother. As a fine balance of fate, the Rise got their numbers - the good ones - being strengthened, and Henry watched his house divide.
Shoving his selfishness away, Henry allowed himself to just appreciate the moment where Eglantine was reunited, in body and soul - if such thing even existed - with her parents, who also became alive again. The doubt that was killing them softly was finally cast away as Eglantine, sassiness and sensibility, pride and feelings, all in one blonde bundle, finally arrived.
"Well... I am sure Eglantine will enjoy the time she'll spend with you, soon as you are... properly recovered. And there are more Rise around Europe... I think I should tell you that Michel came back from the dead, but in his case, literally from the grave. You can always shed light in the past, but the road ahead is certainly less painful or at least less absent for you. So... Just enjoy each other presence in this small isle of tranquility."
Eglantine and Family - Between Ashes and Stone
Various nurses had come to check the room to see the family reunited, crying their apologies and admitting their long-buried mistakes and insecurities. It was an intimate setting, but given the recent events, people flocked to this scene of hope, desperate for some happy image in the face of incredible terror. Apollinaire, Calixte, and Eglantine continued to hug and cry for a few moments more, but seemed to settle and to become more comfortable simply sitting in each other's presence. Noticing that Henry's eyes lost their glitter after a few moments, Eglantine turned back toward him and gazed at him. She could tell by now when he was trying to place a front over his vulnerabilities, and now she could see that inside, he was feeling some sort of pain. She knew that Henry's own family was broken, much like hers, and neither of them could know how to fix the wreckage of House Von Kressel. Just as House Rise had sacrificed its family for pride, so had Von Kressel, but now that same family threatened to break it further, rather than to unify itself against larger foes.
Thinking of the topic of larger foes, the room's inhabitants were reminded of the ashes floating above Grenoble and its surrounding areas, and of the potential dangers that came from that mountain having been devastated in such a sudden, mysterious, and ultra-violent fashion. Blanchefleur's whereabouts were now uncertain, if she was not already dead. Her death had to be confirmed, but at the same time, Henry released another key piece of information. At the sound of Michel's name, Apollinaire and Calixte's eyes both widened with shock.
"...Michel...You don't mean...There's a hundred-thousand Michel's in France, aren't there?" Calixte questioned.
"I don't think that he would mention some random 'Michel' in the context of this discussion," Apollinaire answered, his brows knitting as he grimaced with pain and worry. He turned his eyes toward Henry, and a sharp glare gleamed. In his gaze, Henry could see the same flames that he could occasionally see in Eglantine's own eyes, though subdued for the moment. "...Now, listen. I am thankful that you have brought our daughter here...and I am sure that she thinks well of you, if she has traveled all the way here with you...but men don't just rise from the dead with their minds and bodies intact, not without some odd miracle or without some...forbidden Magic. If you're going to tell us that a man who died twelve years ago is now alive, we're going to need proof."
Sensing conflict, Eglantine interjected as soon as Apollinaire finished his sentence. "But Dad, I saw him too! Uncle Michel is alive! We met him in Krakow and he came back with us to Salz-"
"Krakow? What on Earth would that mad man be doing in Poland?! Robbing some grave?"
"Apollinaire, there's no need for that..." Apollinaire had interrupted with some shock, but Calixte put a hand on his wrist and spoke softly, trying to soothe his already-stressed mind. She turned and looked at Henry, calm but wearing a chilly look. "Michel Rise being alive is incredibly important news for our House. If he is alive, then we have to meet to discuss our current line of succession...So we need proof that he is alive, and that you did not see some impostor. This could cause a fundamental shift in our House's transfer of power. And given you know this information, if this is true, I would like to know if you know any other information on our House which we have missed, Mr. Von Kressel."
Eglantine's eyes began to fill with worry, and her head shifted from looking at her parents to looking at Henry. She wanted to aid him, but she knew that her parents wanted this discussion to be between him and them. This conversation would give them a better understanding of the young Mage whom Eglantine had claimed as her boyfriend, and would give them a glimpse of his worth. As she waited for Henry to answer, Eglantine found herself cheering for him in her head. ...Henry...you can do it, don't be scared...