Luminesa wrote:When Cecily had fallen asleep, she had landed somewhere unfamiliar, somewhere cold. She was lying on a hard floor, made of tile. Her body felt dead. Her hair was sprawled behind her head, and her clothing felt strange on her body. And she did not move, or even open her eyes, when she had landed. She was afraid, worried that when she opened her eyes, she would be in some cold dungeon, with some beast standing over her, waiting to eat her lifeless body. She could hear footsteps, and soft breathing.
Something was approaching.
She remained completely still, her eyes quivering behind her lids, her breathing becoming fast. She squeezed her hands, wondering if she could use Magic. She could not. Her Magic failed her in this place. Tears began to fill her eyes. "...No...please no...please...please don't hurt me..." she whispered, as she was unable to move. If only she could run away, she could perhaps get a head-start. She sensed the creature was something powerful, something terrible. It gave her a feeling of helplessness, of terror, as all of the nerves in her body shivered within her fragile frame. Her entire body was screaming.
"...Medora?..."
With a single sentence, God had made light. And with a single word, the dream seemed to transform. The atmosphere of cold, dungeon-like pressure cleared away, and Cecily opened her eyes. Above her, Rabbit was standing, staring down at her. His eyes were full of loving concern, illuminated by the fresh morning sunlight pouring through her kitchen window. They were in her old apartment in France. The realization rippled through her body, and she felt relieved. "...Oh...I was...I'm sorry...I was...scared you were...something else..." she whispered to him. She held a hand out to him, and he helped her to her feet.
Rabbit laughed. "Ah yes. You didn't know? At nighttime, I turn into a vicious and terrifying beast, hunting the land in search of beautiful women to keep in a castle blackened by my wicked flames," he joked. He then pulled her in, and suddenly kissed her.
Medora did not expect this, yet she remembered how Rabbit had once done this in the kitchen, one day. In fact, she seemed to remember this entire morning. A morning like this had once happened in her life. Several of them, even. Her body seemed to naturally give into the kiss, before she let go and then leaned her head against his chest. His body was warm and alive, and as he held her to him, everything became familiar again. When she looked around the kitchen once again, the sights and scents finally made sense, and her body relaxed. "...But during the daytime, you are a sweet and lovely prince. And your beautiful face causes all of the young female Mages to wonder if you are a sweet messenger from Mana herself, coming to bewitch them into blissful daydreams," she muttered.
Rabbit did not seem to know how to respond, at first. When Cecily looked up at him, he was blushing brightly. He stared down at her, and then looked away, chuckling. "...My, my...if I am such a majestic creature, then I am doing quite a miserable job..." He held her face in his hands, and beamed. "I've so too busy bewitching one woman that I've forgotten about all of the others. Then again...isn't it better to enchant one and to sweep them away, than to have hundreds of them all simply wondering where he is going during the day?..."
Cecily grinned. Rabbit seemed the same as he ever was, a hopeless romantic who seemed to think perpetually in poetry. She remembered how he had told her of his love of poetry, how he had learned to read from reading collections of poetry, and how the flow of the words had always remained within his heart, slowing warming him to what he originally thought to be a very harsh, frightening, lonely world. Yet even more than that, he was as affectionate as ever. He held her with every fiber of his being, with every drop in his body trying to move with hers in a sort of mesmerized dance. "...Sometimes I wonder if I am the enchantress, and you are the poor little creature who got caught in my spell..." she thought out-loud.
Another pause. Rabbit seemed confused by this suggestion, at first. It made sense, however, and once again he chuckled. "...A magnificent enchantress, I must say...Your spell was absolutely perfect. I have not left your side since you commanded me to love you forever..." he whispered.
Had she done that? Now she was the one who was confused. Rabbit had been the one who had fallen in love first, while she had taken time to realize she did fancy him. She stared up at him, and then broke into a giggle herself. Yet as she did, she began to sense something in this peaceful morning was genuinely off. The sweet-talk and the gentle atmosphere truly did hide something frightening, though she did not know what it could be. She shuddered, as she stared into Rabbit's eyes once again. That powerful stare. He showed no malice, no bad intent, and yet it was clear he now was the enchanter. She was following his every motion. Yes. Something had definitely shifted in the room, something as subtle as the long shadows on the floor.
"...Why, you are far more expressive this morning than I have ever seen you...I've never heard you so openly calling me a 'prince'!...It feels quite lovely, to be honest..." Rabbit admitted, as though he had also become aware of the strange friction between them. "...Usually you tell me to not be so ridiculous and cheesy, yet today you are accepting my foolish talk without any objections!...Has something changed your thoughts of me, Medora?..." He spoke with a fragile sort of wonder, knowing that his question would strike deep, yet asking anyway.
Cecily blushed brightly now herself. She looked toward the floor, gathering her thoughts. The letter came to mind, and she remembered suddenly what she had written. "...I...I did...I gave it some thought...and I realized that...All of those times I have rejected your displays of affection, they have probably caused you to wonder if I love you or not...So...I decided today to...return your affections..." she explained.
Rabbit gazed at her curiously, before he softly put a hand over his heart. The strange, convoluted path of the dream had now taken another turn, and had opened another door, behind which was yet another unexpected reaction. "...You...you do love me then...You did fall in love with me..." A broad, peaceful smile radiated on his face, and his eyes sparkled with tears. "...I...was not merely chasing you desperately then...You...you did love me...Oh, Cecily...This makes me so happy...You do not know how happy this makes me..." He pulled her to him once again, and stroked her hair. "...After all this time...All I wanted to know was that you had fallen in love with me, that I was not foolishly dragging you into a relationship...Now...now I know..."
He had now called her 'Cecily'. She noticed this change, and realized that the dream had shifted again. Yet this time, she realized what had been done. She had changed the memory to resemble something else. She had changed it to resemble the affection that she wished she had shown him, all those years ago. Now tears filled her own eyes. "...Yes Rabbit...yes...I do love you...I do love you...All these years, I loved you and wanted to be with you...But you were so far away..." she cried.
He continued to cradle her lovingly, with all of the passion he had once shown her many years ago. For a moment, things seemed once again as though they had never changed. Yet rather than acknowledging her words, something else came from him. "...Can a person ever truly change a memory, Cecily?..."
"...Wh-Wha?..."
"...Yes...you know as well...This is only a memory...A memory you and I once shared, one morning many years ago...It's...just as beautiful as any one of the days we spent together..." he whispered. He then frowned, thinking suddenly of a painful memory. "...It was also the day you died..."
She gasped. Suddenly the rest unfolded before her. Rabbit had told her his original lines, she had brushed him off as usual, since she had been tense about something, and she had whirled around and snapped at him. His face had become saddened, and he had gone to go get the mail for her. That evening, she had died in his arms, moments before she could say she loved him. "...No..."
"...Yes...Cecily, my love...There is no Magic in the world that can truly change a memory...They can be stolen away, or they can be hidden, or they can be lost...but they can never be changed...If they could be changed, then time could be changed...and I would have made sure you had never died..." he continued.
"But what has happened to you?! Tell me!" She suddenly became confrontational, pulling herself out of Rabbit's arms. "You used to be...this! You...you were open and affectionate and romantic...a-and now I see you, I see you on campus, and you're shy and frightened and...you hide so much of yourself...You...you stay away from everyone and everything, even when you are with them...You...I know now why this memory is so strange...You are not the same Rabbit you were all those years ago..."
Rabbit's eyes had a knowing glow, and he cocked his head thoughtfully. "...People do change, do they not?...Life throws people along its curved rivers and streams, until finally those rivers drain away when those people die. And we do whatever we can in order to survive...Even if it means changing...or hiding our hearts close to our chests, afraid of being hurt..." He put his hand over his heart again. "...But tell me...do you...think I have stopped loving you?...Because I am not the man you fell in love with, do you think I have fallen out of love with you?...You are not the woman I fell in love with, yet I look at you and I still see everything I want..." That winning smile appeared again, though he did not approach her to hug her again.
The monster had appeared. It had no fangs, no drool, no bloody trail of bodies behind it...only a glowing smile and a broken heart. It did not wish to devour her, but to welcome her home. It occurred to her that to him, she herself was probably a monster. Unrecognizable. Strange. Yet he still declared his love for her. He simply knew it was her. "...After...all this time?...You...you have never sought...anyone else?..."
"...I did seek someone else. Yet...as much as I adored her...she could never have replaced you...You left a mold in me that no other figure can fill. Everything about you is still my home...even if the furniture has changed..." His voice was now like the window, almost coming from some faint distance rather than from him. He stretched his arms out toward her, taking her hands in his.
"...And I have found you...I have found my home...After so many years of searching and seeking...I've dug you up from the rubble and have rediscovered you...
...Come to me, and let us never lose each other again..."
Cecily awakened the next morning with a start, yelping as she sat upright in her chair. She then looked around the room, in a panic. She was not in her room, so she could not guarantee her familiar surroundings. Her letter also seemed to be missing from her desk. "...What is...where did it..." She quickly rose from the desk, and turned to Achinar. After some moments, she realized that she was still in his room, and had fallen asleep at his desk. Embarrassed, she stiffened, controlling her panic as she spoke to him. "...Professor Achinar!...Sir!...I-I...I apologize...I did not go back to my own room last night...I-I apologize...I've made quite the fool of myself, haven't I?" She bowed twice, mortified at her actions. "...But please! Where is the letter? I have to bring it to Rabbit, before he leaves today!" she demanded.
When Cecily yelped, Achinar fell from his chair with a loud thud out of surprise. He had fallen asleep face down in the tome he had been reading at some point that night. After getting up from off of the floor, he promptly tucked the tome back into his jacked and adjusted his coat.
He yawned and spike groggily with sleep. "Ah. It's on the counter dear. I just put a seal on it after you went to sleep." He had obviously not gotten much sleep, but that could be taken care of later. He walked over and retrieved the letter before returning it to Cecily. "Here you go. Good luck to you." He wished her well with a wide and gentle smile.