Charlia wrote:Luminesa wrote:
Joaquin nodded at Raphael, and he added, "Kinda presumptuous to think he's lost his faith, when in reality he's, oh, I dunno, mentally-scarred because of all the torture he's gone through! Gosh, how insensitive can you get?! He barely even knows where he even is, but you wanna go ahead and say he's at fault?! How would you like it if someone hurt you, and you were shaken like that, and people started saying stuff like that about you?! Huh?!"
She stared at him, and for a moment her eyes were completely empty.
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry, Father... Please... Forgive me... Please, forgive me! I tried to stop it! I truly did!"
"Please, Father, please, have mercy--no!"
"You are not My daughter."
"Father!"
She blinked at him, once, twice, and then turned away.
"Why is mercy extended to some and not to others?" she wondered aloud. "Where is the balance in that? If one mistake is enough to condemn one person, should it not also be enough to condemn another? Where is justice? Where is mercy? Where is the world I knew as a child? When did it crumble?"
As she asked, she knew the answer.
She knew when everything had stopped making sense. How could she not know?
Everything had stopped making sense after her first painful betrayal.
Everything had stopped making sense after her personal midnight.
Everything had stopped making sense after her Fall.
"So what are you doing? Taking out your anger and your confusion on him, when he can hardly-"
Xavier had seen her go blank, and he slammed a hand over Joaquin's mouth. "Enough," he ordered. He then walked slowly toward her. "...Charlotte...you need to calm down...please...we're all on edge after this fight with Tharzidun...Please, just...let's go see what's wrong with Lux..." he suggested, carefully.




