Harbertia wrote:Actually do to my mild autism it wasn't ... meant to be humorous but still jesting in fashion- I suppose that can be called joking though such a term provokes the idea of lacking seriousness. But yes I certainly do not approve and agree with you on the character of their relationship.
You are right, as a joke I didn't account for any humorous intent but assumed the term would indeed cover the ''idea of lacking seriousness'' as you attributed more accurately to jest.
As for Maxwell- I know I did want to see him grow but- ... I can't quite put into thought the order of events specifically but I remember hoping to focus on Maxwell and Myra with early concepts posted on an OOC hinting that Myra could be a focus for his interests but instead- it became Terra- and that idea of localizing his fascination on school ground started to loose ground. Myra for example saw everyone else as a monster when she first arrived- it was only with the help of others that she started to realize that like her they are just people.
But Myra never got the chance to help Maxwell as I had hoped. Instead their main encounter was as you said- pushing away- and in an environment where such may have impacted Myra's development.
Edit: Realized we already talked about that XD hahahah
We did...
Harbertia wrote:Islamic Republic e Jariri wrote:Its interesting to envision the two undergoing parallel journeys towards self-truth and coming to terms with it, with your end goal being to have Myra realize she is more than just a mutant but a half-Hora and taking control of her future destiny as CEO, which fits the theme of an academy RP where the student characters learn to grow up, while Max... would have either realized Terra was not a monster but a human, forcing him to reflect that he too wasn't turned into a monster when he saw Salvia and gained his powers and that he needs to turn his life around.... or....
he would have given into temptation to be acknowledged by others as a human worthy of attention by attempting to expose Terra and be loved for saving the public from an unrestrained monster only to be thwarted, made to feel horrible and humiliated, cementing his hatred for Terra and monsters in general, accepting that he was tainted by evil (when he saw the Nether) accept that he is the bad person others say he is and be motivated to develop his powers to become a monster, taking him down a self-destructive path.
Maxwell fits into either of those two futures, though I like the first. (I see the second as sharper dressed though)
Still, It's probably a good thing Myra didn't force the door.
Such would have likely pushed him further towards the 2nd future upon finding out what she is latter (everyone is super at the academy so no surprise there).
Or not... Perhaps some early point should be chosen for the timeline's deviation.
Yes perhaps I could have indeed saved Max if I wasn't selfish to meet Terra and focused on Myra who was clearly a more sensible pursuit into monsters given the school based circumstances. My fatal mistake I suppose. Myra would progress ahead while Max lagged behind.
I had forgotten about that outline for Max's two potential futures... thanks for refreshing my memory.
Considering Damien's life course averted from and rose above fatalism towards a relatively happy ending of sorts therefore a part of me wants to contrast or balance out by giving Max the second ending where his fate is more tragic (he secretly wanted to be loved by everyone, only to cause everyone to hate him including himself). In a sense it would be a subverted mirror of Terra's redemption towards humanity from the Beast. Perhaps Max can be an example of failure, that not everyone can work through their problems and become better but become worse through a misguided but ironic intent to become better.
Moreover it parallels Myra rising and Max falling.
If I lean towards the first ending that is more hopeful I feel as though... its been done before (not just with Terra but also now with Damien) but as cliched as it is at the same time Max isn't inherently evil (or so I think at least) and might deserve better.
Ultimately its hard to say, while Damien was gradually charting a course through each instalment that gave shape to the notes on how his story ends, Max is by comparison more formless as an unrealised potential. It just so happens I've taken a personal preference for the second route purely out of aesthetic ideal but that doesn't necessarily exclude the first route either.
With regards to his relationship with Myra the untapped potential is regrettable. Did I ship them? A little, although I envisioned it as an unrequited crush from Max, before discovering her vampirism and creating drama. Alternatively he could have simply admired her greatly if she showed strength he felt he lacked, before he realizes she's a vampire and awakening his trauma.