Luminesa wrote:Charlia wrote:"You can try to destroy us, but you will only destroy the one you wish to 'save'... We won't leave her alone. We promised her we'd never leave her alone again. She doesn't have to feel alone anymore, not with us. We will always be here... we will do what you would not. We will stay with her, forever. We will be here when she feels afraid or sad or alone. We will comfort her and give her weary soul rest. We are the only ones who truly care for her. Not any of you. We will stay here, in her... for all eternity..."
"She is not alone! We do care for her! I want to save her, because I have been trying to save her from her pain, because I do not want anyone to suffer as I have! Charlotte! You know this! You know we love you, that we care for you and we want to heal your pain! Please, if you can hear me say something! Anything!" he persisted frantically.
Arael stood nearby, watching and waiting to see if Charlotte would finally break free.
She opened her mouth as if to speak.
"L-Lux?" she whimpered. "...it hurts..."
The voices intertwined themselves into her voice, and before she could speak again, it was as if her voice was strangled by theirs.
They created a sound of pure pain and exhaustion.
A sound that told of how it felt to live with such agony.
How it felt to feel so tired, so weighted down by sorrow and fear and pain, that every step felt as if it would shatter the earth.
How it felt to open your mouth to speak and find that the only thing you could do was cry, because the emotions were so powerful.
How it felt to be so overcome by crushing sadness that you lost all desire to speak, to move, even to breathe.
How it felt to fall into bed at night and pray that you wouldn't wake up the next morning.
How it felt to wake up and feel the pain consume you again, and how it felt to have to force yourself to get up and not to just lie there for the rest of your miserable life.
How it felt to embrace light, and yet to know that you will never truly live in the light, because the darkness is always waiting to drag you down again.
How it felt to see no point in enduring any longer.
How it felt to pray and hear no answer, to have your prayers seemingly bounce off the ceiling.
How it felt to be in a crowd and still feel alone, how it felt to be more alone the more people surrounded you.
How it felt to feel abandoned and forgotten by the One who was supposed to care about you more than anyone on the earth ever could.
How it felt to lose hope, to lose faith, to lose yourself.
How it felt to finally, after years of suffering and heartbreak, to just give up.



