The United Federation of Terrans wrote:"Years ago, when I was still young we had a platoon sergeant who was taken from us. So we started a tradition, of a post mission toast; we drank to the memory of our fallen comrades but also to the success of the mission. That is what we are doing here, here we drink to the success of our mission and to the return of our comrades. Drink up!"
Carol raised an eyebrow at Bressler's speech. He was an odd man, that much she understood. Her distaste for him still burned with a passion beyond reproach, but she could appreciate his reverence for his fallen friends. She'd lost plenty of people she cared for, plenty of people she'd liked, maybe a few she could say she loved. Their deaths tore into her, etched into her soul. Black marks on her very mind. She sighed and plopped down in one of the chairs, but her hand never went for a glass.
"I don't drink" she said, toying with her necklace of dogtags. Most were readable, still. A few here and there were damaged. She even noticed one had been partially melted by plasma. Part of her wondered how she'd even acquired it. The memory escaped her grasp. Thorne's voice broke the camaraderie.
"Let's hope we have many more down the road."
A smile creased across her lips. The spartan was awkward, even a little strange, but in a rather endearing kind of way. He reminded her of her old spotter, back during training. He'd been a shitheel, but the two were the best of friends. That was, of course, until an Elite decapitated him with his sword. No, no, no need to remember that. That was when they'd been captured. The Covenenant didn't take well to snipers, especially ones that hid in the brush. One of the leaders, a rather garishly armored one, decapitated Alan and had her-
Stop. Stop thinking about it. Just enjoy the moment for once, you mopey fuck.
She merely shrugged, propping her feet up on the table and relaxing. Hopefully, the next mission would giver her some time to really get into her element. CQB always made her nervous. Too many variables, too much to account for. It was nothing like long distance. Just her and a rifle; that was her happy place. An odd notion, she mused, but there was something cathartic about having all the time in the world to plan a perfect shot. Something viscerally thrilling about seeing someone miles away dead by your hand.
Her gaze fell on Bressler, and she mockingly raised her hand in a pretend toast.
"To your fallen comrades" she said. "And to your incredibly pleasant company". The second part dripped with disdain.