Tracian Empire wrote:Oh God... why
Why what?
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by Tracian Empire » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:08 pm

by Charlia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:11 pm

by Tulkomanistan » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:11 pm

by Tracian Empire » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:15 pm

by Charlia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:16 pm
Charlia wrote:Tracian Empire wrote:Why is it so hard to find a theme song. It's been 2 hours... or 2 weeks... or 2... years... or 2 centuries... since I started searching.
Just start listening to this, chances are you'll find yours. The sheer amount of possibilities I've found here...

by Tracian Empire » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:19 pm

by Tulkomanistan » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:20 pm

by Charlia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:22 pm

by Tracian Empire » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:28 pm

by Tulkomanistan » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:30 pm

by Tracian Empire » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:35 pm

by Tulkomanistan » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:38 pm
Tracian Empire wrote:This is starting to become annoying. It's the only thing between me and my completed app. Please excuse me while I go to burn something to calm down.

by Tracian Empire » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:40 pm

by Tulkomanistan » Tue Jul 28, 2015 1:50 pm

by Charlia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 2:29 pm
Acadeshia wrote:-snip-

by Acadeshia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 2:54 pm
Charlia wrote:Acadeshia wrote:-snip-
Charlotte dashed to his side, using healing crystals to bring his health bar back up. Then she stood, staring at the creature, her blue eyes clouding over, a red mist obscuring her vision. Her mind was filling with blood again, blood and fire and rage. She was angry. No, she was furious. Her mind was emptied of all except death. She was falling back into darkness, into her own world, where all was betrayal, her personal hell, where all was anguish. She saw only the creature in front of her, but if anyone interfered, she would see them as an enemy. Everyone was an enemy. Everyone would die. The creature's form began to change, not in reality, but in her twisted psyche, she saw a different place, a different time, a different foe. She drew her blades and attacked, attacked the only man that seemed to hold her in a hell only she knew and only she saw. She slashed across his face, but he retaliated, knocking her back into the wall. She was dazed and bleeding, but she felt nothing, the bloodlust had control now. She was a deathseeker, wanting revenge, even if it took her own life in the process. She screamed in fury as she attacked him again. "Shinimasu!" All strategy had left her, all control, all she knew was attack, avenge, destroy. In her mind, he looked at her, and spoke to her before attacking her again. In reality, it merely attacked, and she found herself lying on her back, staring at the ceiling for a brief moment of clarity before her mind was lost again and she replied to the attack by cutting out a good amount of flesh. "Anata wa jigoku no sanran, shinimasu!" Another attack, dropping her health to 50%, but she cut his down to 70. "You will pay for what you did to me!" In her mind, he laughed at her, mocking her, and she attacked again. "We'll see how you can laugh after I'm through with you, you pitiful excuse for a father! I will kill you! You couldn't just scar me physically, no, you had to destroy my life, my mind, my chance to ever be happy, it's thanks to you I am like this! Thanks to you, I can never love! Thanks to you, I can never, ever be anything more than this! I am what you made me, less than nothing! Thanks to you, the only person I could even possibly even begin to imagine as a friend might die! I hate you!" She continued to attack, her mind filled with pure, undiluted hatred. "I hate you! I hate this! I can't stand it anymore! You don't understand me! Don't come near me! You think you understand me? That's nothing but your conceited ego! What were you doing all night? Liar! Fiend! I can't believe you! The scars you left on my body, in my mind, in my very soul, they're still there, you know. It's said time heals all wounds, well it doesn't! The worst type of crying isn't the kind everyone can see, it's when your soul cries out against your own existence, you take my word for it. See the remnants of my memory. The past is not dead. It's not even past. Might revenge just be another name for justice? I can't tell false from true, real from unreal. I want to. I must. Perhaps I am destined to always be on the keen edge of madness. One thing remains certain; I am unable to avoid the visions. I must confront them. Confront you. Love is a lie. It is better to be feared than loved. Love invites betrayal. It is wrong from beginning to end. I'm not insane! I am fine. I'm not mad. I must be mad, or I wouldn't have come here. Consider what a long way I've come today. I've not come back here looking for a fight. I'm here because I have to be here, because here is where I'm supposed to be. I'm a terribly real thing in a terribly false world--that, I believe, is why I'm in so much pain. Why do I have to do this? Why me? No! Not of others! Look at me! No, this is not me! No! I am not your doll! I'll think for myself, I'll live for myself! You do not control me! I don't want to die! I don't want to disappear! Keep your temper! Why won't anybody help me? Why are they even there? They won't help me! They won't do anything! No one! No one! No one! If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does. But sometimes other people's business is your business. All children deserve help. None are so lost that they may be abandoned. But people ignore them, ignored me--for you see ignorance is bliss, when it's not fatal. It nearly was fatal. The master of this depravity must be exposed. No use in crying! I won't cry anymore! But why am I crying? I wish I hadn't cried so much! I shall be punished for it now, I suppose. I'm no one now. Important--unimportant--unimportant--important! Another day, a different dream perhaps. It's not a dream, it's... a memory. And it makes me sick! You make me sick! Only the insane equate pain with success! I want to forget! Who would choose to be alone, imprisoned by their broken memories? Forgetting's just forgetting, except when it's not. Then they call it something else. I'd like to forget what you did. I've tried, but I can't. I can't go back to before--I've tried, but it's no use; I was a different person then. But who in the world am I now? Ah, that's life's great puzzle. Explain myself? Well, I'm afraid I can't do that, because you see I'm not myself. I was once, but now I'm not! I remember who I was before, but I changed in the night! I was different when I woke the next morning! It's completely understandable to want to come back as yourself from a living death, but that's resurrection--a thing that is sorely uncommon. You pulled me into a tug-of-war with life and death itself and hope for the future. I arrived at locked doors. 'Drink me,' I was told by one source; 'Eat me,' by another. They had opposite effects. I believed, I did not believe. I wept and nearly drowned in my own sorrow. I learned how to hold the shield of disbelief. We are tied in happiness--the more there is of mine, the less there is of yours. But I'll sever the connection. You can count on that, if nothing else. At any rate, there's no harm in trying--all that will be lost is time. Time is relative, forever can sometimes only be a few minutes. I know that. I've felt it. I know what's real! No, stay away from me! Rejection! Anxiety! Separation! Evasion! Dependence! Nobody cares about me! So, I'll do things myself! From the moment I came here, I've been told what to do, where to go; I've been shrunk, stretched, scratched, and stuffed into your fantasies. But this is my life. I'll decide where it goes from here. I'll save myself. Save myself? From death? Is that why I'm here? I'm not afraid to die. I welcome death! You've torn part of me--who I used to be--her--once but no longer--away--why, there's hardly enough of me left to make a respectable person! I hate this. I hate everyone. I hate everything. The only person who might have ever been my friend, you almost killed him! I hate you! Who cares for you? You crave on chaos. You're happiest when the world is in an uproar. You thrive on madness. You still can't admit this? No. No one needs me. I only need to live long enough! Once I can kill you, I can die! I'll pay you back ten times over!" She cried out in fury, striking with each phrase. "One for my innocence! One for my future! One for my happiness! One for my trust! One for my love! One for my dreams! One for my hope! One for Shojiro! And one for me!" She ducked a sweeping hand, and attacked again. "I won't rely on anyone! The question is which is to be master, that's all--once you were master, I was slave, now the roles shall be reversed--but not of master and slave, but of criminal and executioner!" She sliced a long cut down his side. "Where should I go then? What should I do? Not all change is good! I know their pain. I believe I know that way and I'd rather not travel further along it. But I must, I will, no, I did, you made me walk that path again and again! Am I not the most wretched and selfish of fortune's fools? You misbegotten abomination! You bloodsucking parasite! The damage you've done to me, the abuse! Everyone I love dies violently, unnaturally. I'm cursed! Why go on? I'll just hurt others. I've suffered great pain. I've endured deep grief, but I will be tested by a more wrenching anguish. There is worse to come. This life is full of random death, and heaps of grief and shame--so few are soothed by 'accident', you want someone to blame. Fire, plague, or strange disease, drowned, murdered, or if you please, a long fall down the basement stairs--none are expected, no one cares. What? There's no hope then? Oh, there's an infinite amount of hope, but not for me!" She laughed madly, darting here, there, attacking, defending, shouting phrases and screaming words of madness. "Opposing will! Deception! Oblivion! Repression! Death! I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I don't want to die! Stop! Why do I suffer through this just because I'm a girl? Why won't you take 'no' for an answer? You don't own me! Stop it, stay away from me, don't do this to me, I'd rather die, please, NO! I promise you this, you will pay for tonight! You will pay for this crime! You've used me and abused me, but you will not destroy me! I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you...." And so she continued, on and on, dancing with death, as they each brought down the other's health, gasping out the words again and again, the promise she made to herself that first night when she came to terms with her new reality, the night her innocence burned in an inferno of incredible horror. "I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you...."

by Charlia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 3:09 pm
Acadeshia wrote:Charlia wrote:Charlotte dashed to his side, using healing crystals to bring his health bar back up. Then she stood, staring at the creature, her blue eyes clouding over, a red mist obscuring her vision. Her mind was filling with blood again, blood and fire and rage. She was angry. No, she was furious. Her mind was emptied of all except death. She was falling back into darkness, into her own world, where all was betrayal, her personal hell, where all was anguish. She saw only the creature in front of her, but if anyone interfered, she would see them as an enemy. Everyone was an enemy. Everyone would die. The creature's form began to change, not in reality, but in her twisted psyche, she saw a different place, a different time, a different foe. She drew her blades and attacked, attacked the only man that seemed to hold her in a hell only she knew and only she saw. She slashed across his face, but he retaliated, knocking her back into the wall. She was dazed and bleeding, but she felt nothing, the bloodlust had control now. She was a deathseeker, wanting revenge, even if it took her own life in the process. She screamed in fury as she attacked him again. "Shinimasu!" All strategy had left her, all control, all she knew was attack, avenge, destroy. In her mind, he looked at her, and spoke to her before attacking her again. In reality, it merely attacked, and she found herself lying on her back, staring at the ceiling for a brief moment of clarity before her mind was lost again and she replied to the attack by cutting out a good amount of flesh. "Anata wa jigoku no sanran, shinimasu!" Another attack, dropping her health to 50%, but she cut his down to 70. "You will pay for what you did to me!" In her mind, he laughed at her, mocking her, and she attacked again. "We'll see how you can laugh after I'm through with you, you pitiful excuse for a father! I will kill you! You couldn't just scar me physically, no, you had to destroy my life, my mind, my chance to ever be happy, it's thanks to you I am like this! Thanks to you, I can never love! Thanks to you, I can never, ever be anything more than this! I am what you made me, less than nothing! Thanks to you, the only person I could even possibly even begin to imagine as a friend might die! I hate you!" She continued to attack, her mind filled with pure, undiluted hatred. "I hate you! I hate this! I can't stand it anymore! You don't understand me! Don't come near me! You think you understand me? That's nothing but your conceited ego! What were you doing all night? Liar! Fiend! I can't believe you! The scars you left on my body, in my mind, in my very soul, they're still there, you know. It's said time heals all wounds, well it doesn't! The worst type of crying isn't the kind everyone can see, it's when your soul cries out against your own existence, you take my word for it. See the remnants of my memory. The past is not dead. It's not even past. Might revenge just be another name for justice? I can't tell false from true, real from unreal. I want to. I must. Perhaps I am destined to always be on the keen edge of madness. One thing remains certain; I am unable to avoid the visions. I must confront them. Confront you. Love is a lie. It is better to be feared than loved. Love invites betrayal. It is wrong from beginning to end. I'm not insane! I am fine. I'm not mad. I must be mad, or I wouldn't have come here. Consider what a long way I've come today. I've not come back here looking for a fight. I'm here because I have to be here, because here is where I'm supposed to be. I'm a terribly real thing in a terribly false world--that, I believe, is why I'm in so much pain. Why do I have to do this? Why me? No! Not of others! Look at me! No, this is not me! No! I am not your doll! I'll think for myself, I'll live for myself! You do not control me! I don't want to die! I don't want to disappear! Keep your temper! Why won't anybody help me? Why are they even there? They won't help me! They won't do anything! No one! No one! No one! If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does. But sometimes other people's business is your business. All children deserve help. None are so lost that they may be abandoned. But people ignore them, ignored me--for you see ignorance is bliss, when it's not fatal. It nearly was fatal. The master of this depravity must be exposed. No use in crying! I won't cry anymore! But why am I crying? I wish I hadn't cried so much! I shall be punished for it now, I suppose. I'm no one now. Important--unimportant--unimportant--important! Another day, a different dream perhaps. It's not a dream, it's... a memory. And it makes me sick! You make me sick! Only the insane equate pain with success! I want to forget! Who would choose to be alone, imprisoned by their broken memories? Forgetting's just forgetting, except when it's not. Then they call it something else. I'd like to forget what you did. I've tried, but I can't. I can't go back to before--I've tried, but it's no use; I was a different person then. But who in the world am I now? Ah, that's life's great puzzle. Explain myself? Well, I'm afraid I can't do that, because you see I'm not myself. I was once, but now I'm not! I remember who I was before, but I changed in the night! I was different when I woke the next morning! It's completely understandable to want to come back as yourself from a living death, but that's resurrection--a thing that is sorely uncommon. You pulled me into a tug-of-war with life and death itself and hope for the future. I arrived at locked doors. 'Drink me,' I was told by one source; 'Eat me,' by another. They had opposite effects. I believed, I did not believe. I wept and nearly drowned in my own sorrow. I learned how to hold the shield of disbelief. We are tied in happiness--the more there is of mine, the less there is of yours. But I'll sever the connection. You can count on that, if nothing else. At any rate, there's no harm in trying--all that will be lost is time. Time is relative, forever can sometimes only be a few minutes. I know that. I've felt it. I know what's real! No, stay away from me! Rejection! Anxiety! Separation! Evasion! Dependence! Nobody cares about me! So, I'll do things myself! From the moment I came here, I've been told what to do, where to go; I've been shrunk, stretched, scratched, and stuffed into your fantasies. But this is my life. I'll decide where it goes from here. I'll save myself. Save myself? From death? Is that why I'm here? I'm not afraid to die. I welcome death! You've torn part of me--who I used to be--her--once but no longer--away--why, there's hardly enough of me left to make a respectable person! I hate this. I hate everyone. I hate everything. The only person who might have ever been my friend, you almost killed him! I hate you! Who cares for you? You crave on chaos. You're happiest when the world is in an uproar. You thrive on madness. You still can't admit this? No. No one needs me. I only need to live long enough! Once I can kill you, I can die! I'll pay you back ten times over!" She cried out in fury, striking with each phrase. "One for my innocence! One for my future! One for my happiness! One for my trust! One for my love! One for my dreams! One for my hope! One for Shojiro! And one for me!" She ducked a sweeping hand, and attacked again. "I won't rely on anyone! The question is which is to be master, that's all--once you were master, I was slave, now the roles shall be reversed--but not of master and slave, but of criminal and executioner!" She sliced a long cut down his side. "Where should I go then? What should I do? Not all change is good! I know their pain. I believe I know that way and I'd rather not travel further along it. But I must, I will, no, I did, you made me walk that path again and again! Am I not the most wretched and selfish of fortune's fools? You misbegotten abomination! You bloodsucking parasite! The damage you've done to me, the abuse! Everyone I love dies violently, unnaturally. I'm cursed! Why go on? I'll just hurt others. I've suffered great pain. I've endured deep grief, but I will be tested by a more wrenching anguish. There is worse to come. This life is full of random death, and heaps of grief and shame--so few are soothed by 'accident', you want someone to blame. Fire, plague, or strange disease, drowned, murdered, or if you please, a long fall down the basement stairs--none are expected, no one cares. What? There's no hope then? Oh, there's an infinite amount of hope, but not for me!" She laughed madly, darting here, there, attacking, defending, shouting phrases and screaming words of madness. "Opposing will! Deception! Oblivion! Repression! Death! I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I don't want to die! Stop! Why do I suffer through this just because I'm a girl? Why won't you take 'no' for an answer? You don't own me! Stop it, stay away from me, don't do this to me, I'd rather die, please, NO! I promise you this, you will pay for tonight! You will pay for this crime! You've used me and abused me, but you will not destroy me! I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you...." And so she continued, on and on, dancing with death, as they each brought down the other's health, gasping out the words again and again, the promise she made to herself that first night when she came to terms with her new reality, the night her innocence burned in an inferno of incredible horror. "I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you. I'll kill you...."
Could you split it into paragraphs, please? It's hard to read when it's just a wall of text.

by Charlia » Tue Jul 28, 2015 3:20 pm
Acadeshia wrote:Could you split it into paragraphs, please? It's hard to read when it's just a wall of text.
Acadeshia wrote:-snip-

by Tracian Empire » Wed Jul 29, 2015 8:05 am

by The Tophat Empire » Wed Jul 29, 2015 8:20 am
Dijifuji wrote:Dijifuji wrote:
Sure why not! I'll be posting it soonish.
EDIT: Its done.Required Information
Name: Phillip DePasqaule
Username: SomeGuy.
Sex: Male (Whoopsies)
Character Level: 3
Age and Origin: 18. Phillip was born and raised in New York City.
Picture Appearance: Here
Character Skill: Unbound Heart ( As Heart rate increases, perception and response time also increase. After a hitting a threshold, He will sustain Damage over time but in return he will receive minor buffs in attack damage.)
Height, Weight, Body Type: 125 lbs. 5ft 11. Fairly skinny.
Equipment: Basic sword and shield. Still wearing grey default armor.
Character Bio: When he was a small child, his father was still around. Maria, Isamu and Phillip were a happy family back then. Isamu Takeda was CEO of DESAMU, A Antivirus software company. With multiple products reaching public attention, the company was doing well. However, am article was published claimed Isamu was not only embezzling for his personal game, he was also selling information of the products users. After this, Phil never saw the man again. Phil and Maria then lived together supporting each other, growing a close relationship. As he was growing up Phil was diagnosed with a heart arrhythmia, causing painful episodes for the rest of his life. Currently, Phil has finished high school and due to a healthy lifestyle his heart has been stable. For his graduation present, His mother had arranged for Phil to go the Japan for a few weeks. Despite the hatred of his father, Phil had always admired the country his father was from. He also knew about the upcoming launch of Sword Art Online, So he took the chance to play the foreign game. Luckily being semi fluent in the language, he was able to procure a copy of the game. Ever since the launch and....event of Kayaba, Phil has been having multiple problems. First he freaked his shit. Seconed he was having heart pains more frequent now. Third He was having heart pain in a video game?. Phils been trying to figure things out but....Half of him was excited. Ever since the begging of the game, Phil was in love with it. He is currently still living on a random cliff in the first floor. He's kinda broke.
RP Example:
https://forum.nationstates.net/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=344294 Recent
https://forum.nationstates.net/viewtopic.php?f=21&t=168891 Not so recent, but a better example
Personality: Easy going, loves comedy. For him everything should and will be somewhat funny. He highly values money, and will often act on greedy impulses. He also loves Coca cola.
Moral Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
Theme Song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCl1gwX_CVA Entrance.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22PhkOfTTWY Action
Have You Read, Understand, and Agree with the OP Posts & Rules In Detail? Yeperonie.
EDIT: I need to stop making posts 4 in the morningAlways bound to have some typos.

by Tracian Empire » Wed Jul 29, 2015 8:25 am

by Tracian Empire » Wed Jul 29, 2015 8:37 am

by Tulkomanistan » Wed Jul 29, 2015 8:43 am
Tracian Empire wrote:I just can't. After almost 24 hours, I officially give up. I won't add any theme song.

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