Lith and Friends Summer Vacay (Interest Thread, Invite-only)

[The Floating Island of the Sleeping God]

A canon ship, a pairing confirmed by the creators
A canon ship, a seafaring vessel accepted by the Catholic Church
A Canon ship, a boat covered in cameras
A cannon ship, a vehicle employed by pirates

[Hetland 2]

Good point.

Let's call it: who's banged in love with whom?

There, better now?

Shipping sounded bet-*Is hit in head with brick*

I got my first girlfriend a few weeks ago and I ruined the chances for its lasting power within 24 hours by informing my mother about it (due to me not being able to drive and my girlfriend living an hour away). This was a godawful decision due to my girlfriend identifying as androgynous and my parents being Republicans that blame [insert minority or paranormal entity] for every problem. There is no reasoning in this household, only my headaches' need for Tylenol. Both times I've had someone interested in me and I fucked up bad both times due to the weird circumstances. I fucked up bad.

I have no vehicle and I must cuddle
.

Don't worry, dude. I've been turned down at least a dozen times, and it doesn't help that all of my friends have hooked up with each other, and have no problem making sure I'm aware of it.

[Vancon]

Anybody want a wolf girl then?

Kai/shibai may.

Which one do you want to like the wolf?

I can see it now:

Going to bed with babe as a dude, wakes up as a girl. Girl freaks out.

[Isle of Lithonia]

Anybody want a wolf girl then?

Kai/shibai may.

Which one do you want to like the wolf?

I can see it now:

Going to bed with babe as a dude, wakes up as a girl. Girl freaks out, saying, "OH MY GOD!!! I ALWAYS WANTED TO HUMP A WOMAN!!!"

^Fixed.

[Hetland 2]

Kai/shibai may.

Which one do you want to like the wolf?

I can see it now:

Going to bed with babe as a dude, wakes up as a girl. Girl freaks out, saying, "OH MY GOD!!! I ALWAYS WANTED TO HUMP A WOMAN!!!"

^Fixed.

Talk about doing it doggy style.

[Isle of Lithonia]

Talk about doing it doggy style.

[Raktio]

Mind if I join? (I haz plans for an interesting character)

[Isle of Lithonia]

Mind if I join? (I haz plans for an interesting character)

Sorry dude, I really am. Currently we are full though.

[Nekronia]

I got my first girlfriend a few weeks ago and I ruined the chances for its lasting power within 24 hours by informing my mother about it (due to me not being able to drive and my girlfriend living an hour away). This was a godawful decision due to my girlfriend identifying as androgynous and my parents being Republicans that blame [insert minority or paranormal entity] for every problem. There is no reasoning in this household, only my headaches' need for Tylenol. Both times I've had someone interested in me and I fucked up bad both times due to the weird circumstances. I fucked up bad.

I have no vehicle and I must cuddle

Well, you know that girl I talked about a couple weeks ago? Well, it looks like she's getting frustrated with her father... and might be moving out soon.

If that happens, I may actually overcome my loneliness.

But whether or not this happens, I still understand buddy. It truly sucks to be alone.

That would be great. The closest thing I have to good news on this front is that my mother's conservative passive-aggressiveness is getting her to make me an OKCupid (That's how you spell it, right?) account, so I might meet someone now at least. Someone who I don't have to choose between everything and love. Picked the latter for my first attempt at a relationship, regretted it (especially since she was uninterested after I threw my dignity out the door to be with her), and now I'm going to play it safe since I have enough mental problems resulting from the shit I had to do on my first attempt to get a relationship. Seriously, I'll never be able to go back to "normal" now and I had to do normal things that deeply violated my personal morals and I'm permanently stuck in a demonized state now so I basically am just stuck either A) keeping my morals and being incomprehensibly despicable to myself, B) going amoral, or C) attempting to adopt a different set of morals such as society's standard despite a few rare things feeling wrong to me.

Over this schoolyear I've been developing more symptoms (e.g. my handicapping lack of sense of time) that point towards me developing depression and this is the same age that my father (who is now on a rainbow of mental medication) started getting his mental crap, starting with depression. And the psychiatrist that we've been trying to get me to has appointments booked in every slot of the day for the next two months, so I'm on a waiting list to see what's wrong with me and my inability to function 100%. Do I have mental illness or am I just stressed due to living in a bad living environment? Who knows, the ONLY PSYCHIATRIST WE CAN GO TO IS OVERBOOKED BECAUSE WE MOVED TO A RURAL AREA.

I mean, the reason my mother's so determined to get me there is due to the androgynous girlfriend thing and not actually my productivity problems, but hey, I need to get there anyways so... win for me I guess?

I don't know anymore. I really need a therapist or something as soon as possible but I can't do anything about it. [quarter-life crisis intensifies]

Talk about doing it doggy style.

HET, STOP STEALIN' MY JOB

Kai/shibai may.

Which one do you want to like the wolf?

I can see it now:

Going to bed with babe as a dude, wakes up as a girl. Girl freaks out, saying, "OH MY GOD!!! I ALWAYS WANTED TO HUMP A WOMAN!!!"

^Fixed.

ROUND TWO, BITE!

[Vancon]

^Fixed.

Talk about doing it doggy style.

Yes.

However, I doubt Ulv will be a fan.

[Raktio]

Mind if I join? (I haz plans for an interesting character)

Sorry dude, I really am. Currently we are full though.

Dang, well if it opens up to anew character could you let me know please.

[Hetland 2]

HET, STOP STEALIN' MY JOB

NO!

Also... Lith. Saul's power is lame, and not gonna be even remotely used. Can I change it to shapeshifting?

[Isle of Lithonia]

Also... Lith. Saul's power is lame, and not gonna be even remotely used. Can I change it to shapeshifting?

Sure.

[Hetland 2]

Also... Lith. Saul's power is lame, and not gonna be even remotely used. Can I change it to shapeshifting?

Sure.

It'll be great. Also think of all the hilarity that could happen.

[Nature-Spirits]

Well, you know that girl I talked about a couple weeks ago? Well, it looks like she's getting frustrated with her father... and might be moving out soon.

If that happens, I may actually overcome my loneliness.

But whether or not this happens, I still understand buddy. It truly sucks to be alone.

That would be great. The closest thing I have to good news on this front is that my mother's conservative passive-aggressiveness is getting her to make me an OKCupid (That's how you spell it, right?) account, so I might meet someone now at least. Someone who I don't have to choose between everything and love. Picked the latter for my first attempt at a relationship, regretted it (especially since she was uninterested after I threw my dignity out the door to be with her), and now I'm going to play it safe since I have enough mental problems resulting from the shit I had to do on my first attempt to get a relationship. Seriously, I'll never be able to go back to "normal" now and I had to do normal things that deeply violated my personal morals and I'm permanently stuck in a demonized state now so I basically am just stuck either A) keeping my morals and being incomprehensibly despicable to myself, B) going amoral, or C) attempting to adopt a different set of morals such as society's standard despite a few rare things feeling wrong to me.

Over this schoolyear I've been developing more symptoms (e.g. my handicapping lack of sense of time) that point towards me developing depression and this is the same age that my father (who is now on a rainbow of mental medication) started getting his mental crap, starting with depression. And the psychiatrist that we've been trying to get me to has appointments booked in every slot of the day for the next two months, so I'm on a waiting list to see what's wrong with me and my inability to function 100%. Do I have mental illness or am I just stressed due to living in a bad living environment? Who knows, the ONLY PSYCHIATRIST WE CAN GO TO IS OVERBOOKED BECAUSE WE MOVED TO A RURAL AREA.

I mean, the reason my mother's so determined to get me there is due to the androgynous girlfriend thing and not actually my productivity problems, but hey, I need to get there anyways so... win for me I guess?

I don't know anymore. I really need a therapist or something as soon as possible but I can't do anything about it. [quarter-life crisis intensifies]

I understand. Our situations are different, but I can draw parallels: not too long ago I was pretty depressed (I wasn't diagnosed, but looking at lists of symptoms online, it certainly seems like it to me). Also, pretty much everyone in my close family has some form of mental illness or disorder (again, most undiagnosed, but it's pretty damn obvious): In my mother's paternal family, my great-great grandfather was apparently either schizophrenic or bipolar, and my grandfather has narcissistic personality disorder; In my maternal family in general, my aunt is most likely histrionic, my mother has a history of depression, and my uncle seems to be taking after his father; In my paternal family, I know that pretty much everyone has either a mental illness or has been addicted to something (drugs, alcohol, etc.) for long periods (I don't know many details because I've cut them off). Add to all that my gender dysphoria, and my prospects for mental health aren't looking too great.

Sometimes I envy this one branch of my family (my second cousins, in my mother's maternal family). They all seem... strangely normal and functional. I don't know how to deal with families that aren't severely dysfunctional.

Also... Lith. Saul's power is lame, and not gonna be even remotely used. Can I change it to shapeshifting?

But... cutting is good for kink. D:

[Hetland 2]

Also... Lith. Saul's power is lame, and not gonna be even remotely used. Can I change it to shapeshifting?

But... cutting is good for kink. D:

But... Bloodplay isn't kinky...

[Nature-Spirits]

But... cutting is good for kink. D:

But... Bloodplay isn't kinky...

Shhh.....

[Ulvenes]

Anything can be kinky cause kinky is very vague and the world has plenty of freaks~

[Nekronia]

That would be great. The closest thing I have to good news on this front is that my mother's conservative passive-aggressiveness is getting her to make me an OKCupid (That's how you spell it, right?) account, so I might meet someone now at least. Someone who I don't have to choose between everything and love. Picked the latter for my first attempt at a relationship, regretted it (especially since she was uninterested after I threw my dignity out the door to be with her), and now I'm going to play it safe since I have enough mental problems resulting from the shit I had to do on my first attempt to get a relationship. Seriously, I'll never be able to go back to "normal" now and I had to do normal things that deeply violated my personal morals and I'm permanently stuck in a demonized state now so I basically am just stuck either A) keeping my morals and being incomprehensibly despicable to myself, B) going amoral, or C) attempting to adopt a different set of morals such as society's standard despite a few rare things feeling wrong to me.

Over this schoolyear I've been developing more symptoms (e.g. my handicapping lack of sense of time) that point towards me developing depression and this is the same age that my father (who is now on a rainbow of mental medication) started getting his mental crap, starting with depression. And the psychiatrist that we've been trying to get me to has appointments booked in every slot of the day for the next two months, so I'm on a waiting list to see what's wrong with me and my inability to function 100%. Do I have mental illness or am I just stressed due to living in a bad living environment? Who knows, the ONLY PSYCHIATRIST WE CAN GO TO IS OVERBOOKED BECAUSE WE MOVED TO A RURAL AREA.

I mean, the reason my mother's so determined to get me there is due to the androgynous girlfriend thing and not actually my productivity problems, but hey, I need to get there anyways so... win for me I guess?

I don't know anymore. I really need a therapist or something as soon as possible but I can't do anything about it. [quarter-life crisis intensifies]

I understand. Our situations are different, but I can draw parallels: not too long ago I was pretty depressed (I wasn't diagnosed, but looking at lists of symptoms online, it certainly seems like it to me). Also, pretty much everyone in my close family has some form of mental illness or disorder (again, most undiagnosed, but it's pretty damn obvious): In my mother's paternal family, my great-great grandfather was apparently either schizophrenic or bipolar, and my grandfather has narcissistic personality disorder; In my maternal family in general, my aunt is most likely histrionic, my mother has a history of depression, and my uncle seems to be taking after his father; In my paternal family, I know that pretty much everyone has either a mental illness or has been addicted to something (drugs, alcohol, etc.) for long periods (I don't know many details because I've cut them off). Add to all that my gender dysphoria, and my prospects for mental health aren't looking too great.

Sometimes I envy this one branch of my family (my second cousins, in my mother's maternal family). They all seem... strangely normal and functional. I don't know how to deal with families that aren't severely dysfunctional.

Not a lot of my family has mental illnesses, but being a bunch of far-right Republicans isn't much funner to be around as a centrist. At least Republicanism isn't hereditary, but unfortunately my father's problems seem to have made up for that in the genetics department. The addictions thing isn't good, though. Almost all male members of my family were or are alcoholics. I can count the number of people who HAVEN'T been alcoholics that are currently above 18 on one hand. Me, Uncle Mikey, Uncle Gary (I think), and... uh... my great-grandfather Lloyd who smoked a ton and constantly ate lethal amounts of food toppings so I don't think that's much better. So yeah, one hand. Four out of like twenty-or-so (FARMER FAMILIES GET BUSY A LOT FOR SOME REASON, DON'T ASK ME). As someone in AP statistics, I can confirm that my situation is indeed bad and that I should be cautious when it comes to alcohol. [problems intensify]

But thank you all for the support

But... cutting is good for kink. D:

But shapeshifting's even better~

But... cutting is good for kink. D:

But... Bloodplay isn't kinky...

THERE ARE MORE KINKS TO HAVE FUN WITH KNIFE POWERS THAN JUST SIMPLE BLOODPLAY.

I need to write a musical number regarding kinks one day. Even if I never get use it, at least I know Jackie will at some point. One day.

Anything can be kinky cause kinky is very vague and the world has plenty of freaks~

*barges in* KINKY STUFF OH BOY MY FAVORITE *eats holographic meatloaf*

[Hetland 2]

But... Bloodplay isn't kinky...

Shhh.....

Also... Solomon has problems with blood. A big problem with blood. But intimate time with him would be hilarious.
"So you wanna be a boy right?"
"Yes."
"I know! Then I'll be the girl!"
"Solomon, you know that's not how it works."
"Wait... it isn't?"

[Mnar Secundus]

Looks like going to sleep was a bad idea ... Sometimes I wonder if brain surgery and cybernetics will one day somehow make sleep a commodity more than a necessity. I would look forward to that.
Anyway, I'm open to anything as far as shipping goes.

[Ulvenes]

//Sees Neko's long ass post

MY EYES!

[The Templar High Council]

Vicky is open for shipping, if anyone be interested

I thought we had a thing?

[Ulvenes]

Vicky is open for shipping, if anyone be interested

I thought we had a thing?

Back off. Vick is MEIN!

[Nature-Spirits]

Looks like going to sleep was a bad idea ... Sometimes I wonder if brain surgery and cybernetics will one day somehow make sleep a commodity more than a necessity. I would look forward to that.
Anyway, I'm open to anything as far as shipping goes.

That would be amazing.

Vicky is open for shipping, if anyone be interested

I thought we had a thing?

It's called polyamory. *nods*