SaintB wrote:Asyir wrote:(I was a few years ago. It was hell. Men looking up to you to lead them. It's a curse. Plus, I didn't quite feel like it was my right to have the luxury of an elder child.)
(How is it any different now other than the conditions? Some of the people here look to you for leadership since you're their senior in the organization. Is it because you feel you earned it instead of having it handed to you by right of birth?)
(Yes. I earned my respect here. As a noble, it was given already, especially after my older brother died and I became the heir.)


