Personal Freedom wrote:"What I think?................ Aha- ahahahahahahahahahahaha................" Repeated Kushiro, before bursting into uncontrolled laughter, not of insanity like many times before, but something else entirely new to him. He was laughing hard enough, that salty tears have begun to form around the edges of his eyes.
"......... You can say that I'm into "goth" subject (Actually Vampire Related things.), I mean, I still have to find my father (So I can kill him, but not before I gut him where ever he is.)...... He's the whole reason I "lived" (If you mean something that's an actual freak compared to the students here, yes.) for so long. I really don't care about living, the only thing I care about, is having fun? Every time I do, it helps me forget the things I've been through, what's been lost......." Thoughtlessly answered Kushiro, not refraining from letting somethings from the past slip out.
"My father left me years ago to fight in the war. He's been dead a long time. Your father, he helped you survive? You're much luckier than i am. My mother has raised, or maybe the better way to put it would be, my mother hasn't raised me," Cynthia said before realizing how bitter she really was. She was more wrathful then she should have been.
"My mother rarely speaks. She leaves me alone most of time, so I spend time studying and stuff. Fun is good though and healthy. I usually end up stuck in my house, but occasionally I do something, or meet someone new. I just feel as if the world is still predatory and unnaturally harsh to people like us. My mother and I are in near poverty without Dad around. She has lost her spirit, and I have grown up without anyone to really talk to. Sorry, you probably don't want to here this. I guess I was just venting," apologized Cynthia with a weak smile for a moment before frowning again.
"Hmmmmm.............. I think you have it easier, don't downgrade yourself so easily, not when there's still plenty of things to do... As for my parents, my father, never knew the man. The only thing he left me is a drive, but other than that, he had me with my mother then left us, basically just trash that needs to die....... Mother in the other hand, she placed me in an orphanage after I was born, and it was only two years ago that I first met her. My mother never loved me, she only implanted more questions in my head." Told Kushiro, recalling the events two years ago, a cruel smirk on his face as he did so.
"Now, she's just a corpse rotting in a coffin..... Serves her right. In the records, I no longer have any living relative, so I'm all alone. You know, not long ago, I was in the service of a militia from the ages 10-14? That's what I did until they found my mother........ The militia's gone to, the government shut it down and replaced it with the Defense-Force, that was the final thing from life that I was connected to. So yeah, I think you're more fortunate than I." Added Kushiro, sighing at the end of his small story, before smiling again.
"At least your power doesn't include the use of your own blood."