Rynagria wrote:Federal Female Asian States wrote:Ayumi gave a a cold stare. "Hobbies are for people that haven't done what I have. My whole life has been shit. Orphaned at six, men constantly trying to rape me, having to kill to survive. All done alone. Not one person to love me. I've had to kill innocent people just so I could take their food to survive. Thats why I came here, to find love. And I cry because I can constantly see the innocent people I've killed. But if anyone heard this, they would shun me. You probably will too."
"I don't take therapy classes but it seems you need to forget what you've done. Your focus on the past makes it hard for anyone to approach you, hence your making it harder for you to find love from anyone. My point is why would you have moved here if it wasn't to start over? Ask yourself that." Hideki said, closing his eyes as his head rest on the pillow. "Why don't you try to find an outlet for your emotions or your memories, you keep going like that, your going to go crazy....."
"you dont get it, I'm not normal. I'm already crazy, docs say I suffer from psychosis. I just want a girl that loves me for me."



