"Ro? I got it for you, okay? You can stop yelling at me now," Rachael called through the apartment door. She wasn't sure if Roxanne was in the apartment drinking or running around like an idiot trying to set everything on fire, but she was probably inside, judging by the heavy drum beat playing on an old, dusty stereo. It reminded Rachael of a heartbeat. When she mentioned that, Roxanne would always look at her like she was some kind of imbecile and rasp out that it was supposed to be a heartbeat.
"Get the fuck in then!" a voice shouted, almost desperately, from the other room of the flat. Rachael was still scared of Roxanne. Fire and water don't mix. She hurried along the musky corridor with a carrier bag in tow.
The room was disgusting. The floor had once been green. Now, it was covered in ripped clothes and shards of shattered glass, and was that urine Rachael could smell? Roxanne lay reclined on the musty old couch, clutching a bottle like it was the only thing that mattered to her. Knowing her nowadays, it probably was.
"Give." Roxanne's voice was almost guttural now, and her face was gaunt and lined. What with the food shortages, they were both thinner, but Roxanne looked terrible for it, probably because she usually refused to eat. Rachael was still a little chubby, but then she'd been overweight before. She placed the bag on the table, opening it to show Roxanne a loaf of bread and a few cans of beer, all stolen from the local newsagent. The owner wouldn't care. He was dead.
"What the fuck am I meant to do with this bunch of shit?" Roxanne demanded, pointing at the bread. Admittedly, it was a little mouldy, but what with everyone going hungry, it was as good as Rachael could do.
"For god's sake, Ro! It's bread! You eat it! Do you want to starve?"
"Dammit, Rae, I'd love to! You don't have anything you want to forget. You're just fucking perfect." Roxanne spat out the word like it disgusted her. "I have twelve years. When I could actually use fire, instead of it springing up and trying to kill me. I thought it was mine. I guess I was wrong. I was wrong about other things too." She gestured at the wall, covered with sketches of a person. "Like him. I thought he'd forgive me, but no. And then when I'm desperate to have him back because there's no-one better around, he's gone. And that's something else I need to forget. So Rachael, stop bringing me this food shit." She grabbed a can and gulped it down, then glared at Rachael. "What the fuck are you still doing here? Go to your fucking space school already!"
In other words, I have no idea what Ularn's doing, but joining in is fun.
Even if it was only a failed draft, this was fun to write. I'm going to leave it because it isn't my opening post. I wrote that ages ago