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by Flamels Stone » Mon Aug 03, 2015 3:40 pm
by Deminis » Thu Aug 06, 2015 10:19 am
by Deminis » Thu Aug 06, 2015 7:12 pm
by Cainesland » Thu Aug 06, 2015 7:13 pm
Deminis wrote:Where did you all go? I know your out there, some where, watching me, flail about in misery as this RP begins to suffer, and i can do nothing to stop it...
Please come back... its so lonely in cyberspace..
by Deminis » Thu Aug 06, 2015 7:15 pm
by Nekronia » Thu Aug 06, 2015 11:48 pm
Deminis wrote:OKay.. so you have an excuse, but you have time to slap an excuse? it takes all of five minutes to write a reply... And no one else has an excuse so where are they? We are letting this die...
The Templar High Council wrote:The number of times Nek makes sense is grossly outnumbered by the times he doesn't.
by Deminis » Fri Aug 07, 2015 6:28 am
Nekronia wrote:Deminis wrote:OKay.. so you have an excuse, but you have time to slap an excuse? it takes all of five minutes to write a reply... And no one else has an excuse so where are they? We are letting this die...
I'm still here but I constantly feel drained and I'm trying to sort that out with my therapist. Also it usually takes me a lot longer than five minutes to write an IC reply. Twenty minutes is usually a rushed IC post. I try to be very careful with my post.
EDIT: Also it's like midnight now and I've had a long day with minimal sleep. I'll try to post tomorrow but I'm not reliable, unfortunately. I used to be really good, now I'm bad. Sorry about my mental exhaustion problems
by Deminis » Wed Aug 12, 2015 12:20 pm
by Deminis » Mon Aug 17, 2015 8:41 pm
by Cainesland » Mon Aug 17, 2015 9:13 pm
Deminis wrote:WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS!!! YOU ALL JUST DISAPPEARED RIGHT WHEN THE GOOD STUFF WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN!!!!!
by Nekronia » Mon Aug 17, 2015 9:15 pm
Deminis wrote:WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS!!! YOU ALL JUST DISAPPEARED RIGHT WHEN THE GOOD STUFF WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN!!!!!
The Templar High Council wrote:The number of times Nek makes sense is grossly outnumbered by the times he doesn't.
by Deminis » Mon Aug 17, 2015 9:33 pm
Nekronia wrote:Deminis wrote:WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS!!! YOU ALL JUST DISAPPEARED RIGHT WHEN THE GOOD STUFF WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN!!!!!
My parents have been making me do an online driving course (that I don't actually have to do since I'm 18), and college has been coming up so I've been busy with that. First day of college was today. Then of course, my usual mental exhaustion. I haven't been active much in general.
by Nekronia » Mon Aug 17, 2015 9:53 pm
Deminis wrote:But dont you find this role playing Relaxing? It allows you to leave behind your true life to get lost into a world that can only exsist in out minds, while at the same time letting us share our imagination with one another in ways that are so forgotten that they are now thought to be extinct.Nekronia wrote:My parents have been making me do an online driving course (that I don't actually have to do since I'm 18), and college has been coming up so I've been busy with that. First day of college was today. Then of course, my usual mental exhaustion. I haven't been active much in general.
These role plays shouldnt be a chore, they are a game that is designed to free us from our selves, or to let our true selves shine. Also Nekronia, arent you in the League of Mechanocracies with me?
The Templar High Council wrote:The number of times Nek makes sense is grossly outnumbered by the times he doesn't.
by Deminis » Mon Aug 17, 2015 9:56 pm
Nekronia wrote:Deminis wrote:But dont you find this role playing Relaxing? It allows you to leave behind your true life to get lost into a world that can only exsist in out minds, while at the same time letting us share our imagination with one another in ways that are so forgotten that they are now thought to be extinct.
These role plays shouldnt be a chore, they are a game that is designed to free us from our selves, or to let our true selves shine. Also Nekronia, arent you in the League of Mechanocracies with me?
I do like roleplaying, but I put mental effort into what I post and mental exhaustion directly hinders my morale. Something that I'm trying to fix with my therapist is that I can't summon up enough energy to do things I actively want to do, but so far every situation with him has resulted in him asking me what to do. It's a bit frustrating since me not knowing how to fix the problem is the exact reason I'm there. Unfortunately, this problem also interferes with getting work and other obligated tasks done, so that cuts down on the freetime I actually have, then I have even less time in which to try to summon up effort to do IC posts. My constant mental exhaustion might just be because of the chronic stress inflicted by a toxic living environment and other parts of my life, or it might be something independent of that. I have no idea. When I have full mental capacity (which is rare), I get a whole day's work (sometimes even two or three) done in an hour, can answer every roleplay, and then have pretty much an entire day to myself. Not being able to work even close to how well I could be doing things is very frustrating.
So the main reason I'm not active as I want is more of a psychological problem than just not having a reason to post. I do prioritize some RPs over others with my scarce resources, though, so this one has been getting the bad end of it since there are only like two other people left here.
And no, I've never been a part of the League of Mechanocracies.
by Nekronia » Mon Aug 17, 2015 10:03 pm
Deminis wrote:No not the League? Maybe it was the "Are We Evolving" Role Play? I know there is another rp that we both are in, i just cant remember it right now.
The Templar High Council wrote:The number of times Nek makes sense is grossly outnumbered by the times he doesn't.
by Deminis » Mon Aug 17, 2015 10:38 pm
Nekronia wrote:Deminis wrote:No not the League? Maybe it was the "Are We Evolving" Role Play? I know there is another rp that we both are in, i just cant remember it right now.
Yeah, it's Are We Evolving. I play Greg, the narcissistic brute. He's the badguys' muscle. I actually should post with him since he's supposed to be dealing with Damian and stuff, but... still the same problem as above. Also it's too late for a post tonight.
by Empire of the Rising Moon » Tue Aug 18, 2015 1:07 pm
by Nekronia » Tue Aug 18, 2015 2:02 pm
Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:Okay, I think I will make a reboot, however seeing how I'm horrible at OPing I will need some good coops so it doesn't die again. Who would be willing to take the part?
The Templar High Council wrote:The number of times Nek makes sense is grossly outnumbered by the times he doesn't.
by Deminis » Tue Aug 18, 2015 2:53 pm
Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:Okay, I think I will make a reboot, however seeing how I'm horrible at OPing I will need some good coops so it doesn't die again. Who would be willing to take the part?
by Empire of the Rising Moon » Tue Aug 18, 2015 9:39 pm
Nekronia wrote:Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:Okay, I think I will make a reboot, however seeing how I'm horrible at OPing I will need some good coops so it doesn't die again. Who would be willing to take the part?
I might not join in since my interest has waned. I realized after we started that this would take a while to get to the part where my specific character selection would shine, so I'll need to find a muse for another EVE if I join again. I hope we have more specialized EVEs and less jacks-of-all-trades the next time around.
Deminis wrote:Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:Okay, I think I will make a reboot, however seeing how I'm horrible at OPing I will need some good coops so it doesn't die again. Who would be willing to take the part?
I've been trying to get people back every other day, but people just aren't replying...
by Nekronia » Tue Aug 18, 2015 9:49 pm
Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:Yeah, I'm thinking of making it so that they maybe have to be specialized, although that might make some people not want to join however.Nekronia wrote:I might not join in since my interest has waned. I realized after we started that this would take a while to get to the part where my specific character selection would shine, so I'll need to find a muse for another EVE if I join again. I hope we have more specialized EVEs and less jacks-of-all-trades the next time around.
Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:I blame myself as I keep neglecting to put up posts in my own RP which makes it go at a crawl. That is why I will need coops that I will tell the basic idea of where I want to go with the plot so that they can keep it going until i can get a post up.Deminis wrote:I've been trying to get people back every other day, but people just aren't replying...
So with that, who would be interested in being a co-op should i reboot this?
The Templar High Council wrote:The number of times Nek makes sense is grossly outnumbered by the times he doesn't.
by Empire of the Rising Moon » Tue Aug 18, 2015 9:54 pm
Nekronia wrote:A plus side that I think will help people be here is that specialization gives the EVEs more 'personality', since they're more defined. However, my main concern if everyone's specialized is if someone important drops out and then suddenly everyone's out of raw materials or something.
Nekronia wrote:If I get re-interested in the RP, I'm definitely interested in being a co-OP. But that's assuming I join round 2 and budget the time for it, of course.
by Cainesland » Wed Aug 19, 2015 4:19 am
Empire of the Rising Moon wrote:Nekronia wrote:A plus side that I think will help people be here is that specialization gives the EVEs more 'personality', since they're more defined. However, my main concern if everyone's specialized is if someone important drops out and then suddenly everyone's out of raw materials or something.
Yeah, both of your points are true as a arrow. However I think it is a risk I am willing to take.Nekronia wrote:If I get re-interested in the RP, I'm definitely interested in being a co-OP. But that's assuming I join round 2 and budget the time for it, of course.
Hopefully you will
by Deminis » Wed Aug 19, 2015 1:37 pm
by Empire of the Rising Moon » Wed Aug 19, 2015 2:10 pm
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