Low bloods wrote:Kyoki Chudoku Jiyu wrote:
”If I missed it, I wouldn’t have changed. It’s...I do reminisce. But only the way anyway would. It’s not nostalgia, really, it’s just...reflection. Understanding things in a different light, without making excuses or idiotic justifications for atrocities that only ever happened for satiate an all-consuming sadism. Others can say what they will. They have that right. They can accept, doubt, even despise. I can’t let that stop me. If I did, it wouldn’t be much of a change.”
"You're contempt with the state you're in, how nice. I've been that way as well,
Best not to let the past nor present eat you up, I'd say, living in the moment is rather alright."
”I can’t change the past. I can’t know for certain the future. All I can do is control what I do in the present. But that’s enough for me. Am I haunted by it all? Sometimes. But I have no one to blame for that but myself. Any suffering I have now is merely a fraction of that I’ve caused. So I can’t complain.”