TET: Everything Is A Metaphor

[Dremaur]

I'd invite my father, and if he notes all the chaos of the place I suggest him to give us money for another charwoman with a straight face.

He expects me to have it all done, considering he pays the rent and lights and water.

I haven't talked to my dad since I told him I hate him and to fuck off.*Sigh*

[Soldati Senza Confini]

I'd invite my father, and if he notes all the chaos of the place I suggest him to give us money for another charwoman with a straight face.

He expects me to have it all done, considering he pays the rent and lights and water.

Well, cleaning the house doesn't seem unfair.

Does he expect you to do anything beyond that, as in fixing leaks, mowing the lawn and such?

[Stagnant Axon Terminal]

He expects me to have it all done, considering he pays the rent and lights and water.

I haven't talked to my dad since I told him I hate him and to fuck off.*Sigh*

The way he treats me I wish I could, but I've got no where else to go.

He expects me to have it all done, considering he pays the rent and lights and water.

Well, cleaning the house doesn't seem unfair.

Does he expect you to do anything beyond that, as in fixing leaks, mowing the lawn and such?

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

[Nanatsu no Tsuki]

I haven't talked to my dad since I told him I hate him and to fuck off.*Sigh*

The way he treats me I wish I could, but I've got no where else to go.

Well, cleaning the house doesn't seem unfair.

Does he expect you to do anything beyond that, as in fixing leaks, mowing the lawn and such?

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

Torc, sweetie, turn off your phone (if at all possible) for the time being until you feel a bit better from your episode. There's no point in allowing your dad's texts to freak you out more than they already have.

[R the Zombie]

I haven't talked to my dad since I told him I hate him and to fuck off.*Sigh*

The way he treats me I wish I could, but I've got no where else to go.

Well, cleaning the house doesn't seem unfair.

Does he expect you to do anything beyond that, as in fixing leaks, mowing the lawn and such?

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

Man, sounds like you're in a rough spot. Always know if you need to blow off steam, you can TG me anytime. Even if you just want to rant. I'm here for ya.

[Katyuscha]

The joy that is sleep. Today's been good.

[Dremaur]

I think i hold the highest record for face palms after today's incidents.

[Stagnant Axon Terminal]

The way he treats me I wish I could, but I've got no where else to go.


I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

Torc, sweetie, turn off your phone (if at all possible) for the time being until you feel a bit better from your episode. There's no point in allowing your dad's texts to freak you out more than they already have.

That's already over.

[Nanatsu no Tsuki]

Torc, sweetie, turn off your phone (if at all possible) for the time being until you feel a bit better from your episode. There's no point in allowing your dad's texts to freak you out more than they already have.

That's already over.

Then what's the matter right now?

[Soldati Senza Confini]

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

My oldest brother and my mom slept together, I took a year of shit from both sides with my dad threatening to kill my mother at least twice the last year and my mother accusing me of judging her while I was seeing she was in the wrong at times while I had to process the betrayal of my own brother as well, had to deal with a sister who has been depressed and changed from the experience (she is 14) my brother and I got into issues of opinion between what was moral and what was ethical to do with the situation, my younger sister (who is 22) got apart from the family for a while, and several other people were criticizing me for either being cold or resented at my own oldest half-brother for what he did plus the fact I already have to deal with my own Schizoid personality due from my grandmother's abusive behavior when I was a child and my mother abandoning me and my brothers when I was 7 and I just came to find out it was because she was cheating on my dad with someone else at that time.

You tell me if I don't have enough shit on my plate to process.

[R the Zombie]

The joy that is sleep. Today's been good.

Sleep? What's sleep?

[Nanatsu no Tsuki]

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

My oldest brother and my mom slept together, I took a year of shit from both sides with my dad threatening to kill my mother at least twice the last year, had to deal with a sister who has been depressed and changed from the experience (she is 14) my brother and I got into issues of opinion between what was moral and what was ethical to do with the situation, my younger sister (who is 22) got apart from the family for a while, and several other people were criticizing me for either being cold or resented at my own oldest half-brother for what he did plus the fact I already have to deal with my own Schizoid personality due from my grandmother's abusive behavior when I was a child and my mother abandoning me and my brothers when I was 7 and I just came to find out it was because she was cheating on my dad with someone else at that time.

You tell me if I don't have enough shit on my plate.

I'm speechless...

[Dremaur]

I haven't talked to my dad since I told him I hate him and to fuck off.*Sigh*

The way he treats me I wish I could, but I've got no where else to go.

Well, cleaning the house doesn't seem unfair.

Does he expect you to do anything beyond that, as in fixing leaks, mowing the lawn and such?

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

Being forteen niether do i, so i rsort to making war in my home.

[Soldati Senza Confini]

My oldest brother and my mom slept together, I took a year of shit from both sides with my dad threatening to kill my mother at least twice the last year, had to deal with a sister who has been depressed and changed from the experience (she is 14) my brother and I got into issues of opinion between what was moral and what was ethical to do with the situation, my younger sister (who is 22) got apart from the family for a while, and several other people were criticizing me for either being cold or resented at my own oldest half-brother for what he did plus the fact I already have to deal with my own Schizoid personality due from my grandmother's abusive behavior when I was a child and my mother abandoning me and my brothers when I was 7 and I just came to find out it was because she was cheating on my dad with someone else at that time.

You tell me if I don't have enough shit on my plate.

I'm speechless...

And yet I'm here showing my best face in NS and being social and a happy type of person.

Really, if people think I have it easy I want them to try living one day in my own shoes and see what it feels like having to recollect all that every day. The betrayal and the drama of last year has worn me out a lot and yet I don't bitch about my issues as often as I should compared to other people.

[Degenerate Heart of HetRio]

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

My oldest brother and my mom slept together, I took a year of shit from both sides with my dad threatening to kill my mother at least twice the last year and my mother accusing me of judging her while I was seeing she was in the wrong at times while I had to process the betrayal of my own brother as well, had to deal with a sister who has been depressed and changed from the experience (she is 14) my brother and I got into issues of opinion between what was moral and what was ethical to do with the situation, my younger sister (who is 22) got apart from the family for a while, and several other people were criticizing me for either being cold or resented at my own oldest half-brother for what he did plus the fact I already have to deal with my own Schizoid personality due from my grandmother's abusive behavior when I was a child and my mother abandoning me and my brothers when I was 7 and I just came to find out it was because she was cheating on my dad with someone else at that time.

You tell me if I don't have enough shit on my plate to process.

Wow. And I thought my father having like 15 lovers a year on the backs of my mom, my bro's mom (a lover herself), my stepmother after she was a lover on my mom's back, my ex-stepmother that was a lover on my now-stepmother-again's back and on this one again with the older lover who is an ugly, sick, depressing bitch that has fights with him all the time over the silliest stuff but is relatively rich and submissive, and threatening to take me from my mom's and my grandma's custody if she asked for allowance given her proven mental health issue, was already family problem enough. 0.0

[Jetan]

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

My oldest brother and my mom slept together, I took a year of shit from both sides with my dad threatening to kill my mother at least twice the last year and my mother accusing me of judging her while I was seeing she was in the wrong at times while I had to process the betrayal of my own brother as well, had to deal with a sister who has been depressed and changed from the experience (she is 14) my brother and I got into issues of opinion between what was moral and what was ethical to do with the situation, my younger sister (who is 22) got apart from the family for a while, and several other people were criticizing me for either being cold or resented at my own oldest half-brother for what he did plus the fact I already have to deal with my own Schizoid personality due from my grandmother's abusive behavior when I was a child and my mother abandoning me and my brothers when I was 7 and I just came to find out it was because she was cheating on my dad with someone else at that time.

You tell me if I don't have enough shit on my plate to process.

...

Suddenly my own problems seem rather insignificant.

[Nanatsu no Tsuki]

I'm speechless...

And yet I'm here showing my best face in NS and being social and a happy type of person.

Really, if people think I have it easy I want them to try living one day in my own shoes and see what it feels like having to recollect all that every day. The betrayal and the drama of last year has worn me out a lot and yet I don't bitch about my issues as often as I should compared to other people.

I am deeply sorry, that is terrible , but to be fair, let us not go down the avenue of whose life sucks the most. Everybody has problems.

Heroes are those who suffer everyday and yet show the strength to overcome. I salute thee all.

[R the Zombie]

Cloud Atlas is back on HBO On Demand. This makes me happy.

[Degenerate Heart of HetRio]

...

Suddenly my own problems seem rather insignificant.

Well Aequalitia's parents don't want him to go to a therapist because they're afraid said person then would denounce the ex-rapist brother to the popo, and even had the courage to ask what his sexual orientation was, but now I'm afraid even this doesn't quite strike it higher.

[Soldati Senza Confini]

And yet I'm here showing my best face in NS and being social and a happy type of person.

Really, if people think I have it easy I want them to try living one day in my own shoes and see what it feels like having to recollect all that every day. The betrayal and the drama of last year has worn me out a lot and yet I don't bitch about my issues as often as I should compared to other people.

I am deeply sorry, that is terrible , but to be fair, let us not go down the avenue of whose life sucks the most. Everybody has problems.

Heroes are those who suffer everyday and yet show the strength to overcome. I salute thee all.

It's true, there's no need in dwelling on all that. It can be stressful

It's why I have my music on all the time and I have good friends around, it balances out

[Nanatsu no Tsuki]

I am deeply sorry, that is terrible , but to be fair, let us not go down the avenue of whose life sucks the most. Everybody has problems.

Heroes are those who suffer everyday and yet show the strength to overcome. I salute thee all.

It's true, there's no need in dwelling on all that. It can be stressful

It's why I have my music on all the time and I have good friends around, it balances out

I have been meaning to ask you. What sort of music genres appeal to you?

[Stagnant Axon Terminal]

I'm fucking trying. I would just *love* to hand you all of my mental problems and see if you can handle things as well and everyone else.

My oldest brother and my mom slept together, I took a year of shit from both sides with my dad threatening to kill my mother at least twice the last year, had to deal with a sister who has been depressed and changed from the experience (she is 14) my brother and I got into issues of opinion between what was moral and what was ethical to do with the situation, my younger sister (who is 22) got apart from the family for a while, and several other people were criticizing me for either being cold or resented at my own oldest half-brother for what he did plus the fact I already have to deal with my own Schizoid personality due from my grandmother's abusive behavior when I was a child and my mother abandoning me and my brothers when I was 7 and I just came to find out it was because she was cheating on my dad with someone else at that time.

You tell me if I don't have enough shit on my plate to process.

First of all, I said my mental problems - Meaning my schizoaffective disorder, high anxiety disorder, etc. I wasn't saying "oh your life is so much better than mine" i was saying I have mental illnesses that make taking are of myself extremely difficult.

But if you want to turn this into a competition to see who has the shittiest life, sure, let's do it.
I was sexually abused by my father and verbally and physically abused my my mother.
My aunt killed herself because of me.
I was raped not long after that, and forcibly impregnated. I almost died having a DIY abortion.
My mother abandoned me. My father then didn't want to see me.
My brother was placed into full-time residential program because he tried to fucking kill someone at the age of 11.
He was raped last year at this school.
Before that, I was handcuffed and placed in the back of a police car in front of my entire university - TWICE - because my therapist decided that I was a "danger" to the community, even though I had done nothing.
At the institution they forced my into, I was coerced into stating that I was "there voluntarily," because they told me they would label me as unstable for as long as I refused to stay as a voluntary patient. That incurred a fucking awesome $5k bill, thanks.
Then I was kicked out of my university because I am disabled.
My mother is abused by the man she is living with.
My parents are in a custody battle, and because they can't talk to each other because my dad has a TPO out against my mother, I have to be the one to do all the communicating.
I am struggling STILL with my addiction.

[Uieurnthlaal]

tofu should be writing a paper on the legality of subliminal advertising and its history

tofu is not

uieur is very disappointed in tofu for not being timely and organized in his work

[Soldati Senza Confini]

...

Suddenly my own problems seem rather insignificant.

Everyone has problems, the solution is to stand up, dust off and keep on going no need to dwell on the issue forever.

[Nanatsu no Tsuki]

...

Suddenly my own problems seem rather insignificant.

Well Aequalitia's parents don't want him to go to a therapist because they're afraid said person then would denounce the ex-rapist brother to the popo, and even had the courage to ask what his sexual orientation was, but now I'm afraid even this doesn't quite strike it higher.

Hetty, amigo, I know Ae is your friend, and you're concerned but... should you be discussing that openly here, in the forum? I mean, shouldn't you just not do that unless Ae green-lights it first?