Taoju wrote:Hello. You all may know me as Seito or Taoju. That I am a stuck up, pretentious fellow. But I must shed that mask.
Masks.
I hate them. I lie to myself every night because of them. I cry because of them. I feel pain because of them. I create them all in a sad and sorry effort to make myself presentable to the public eye. I wish to stop this. I don't know when I started doing this, and see no importance in finding the cause of this. But here, on this wonderful website called Nation States, I made a mask.
This mask was named none other than Maudlnya.
I appologize to all who I have lied to on this site. I have lied about every single detail of my life through that mask. I even lied to my love. Coffee Cakes.
I have lied to you all. Cheated you all. And I know no amount of apologies can make up for what I have done. Especially to you, Ben. It hurts me to lie. It hurts me to tell the truth for once. I am sorry... Sorry for all these lies.
I wish to change.
I wish to be more honest to all of you whom I adore.
I vow not to make masks and hide under them in cowardice.
I vow to change myself.
I'm sorry. But I give my buggest apologies to my love.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I will change. I will be myself from now on. No lies. Just good ole me.
... Sorry for the inconvenience. Thank you.
Thanks for doing this. It was the right thing to do.