TET: Het eeuwige draadje

[Cill Airne]

Its how i've felt for five years. People have always said "things will get better" and they do, for a few weeks... Maybe even months. But give it time and I end up right back here, and this time is the worst its been since I was younger and tried killing myself.

Depression. Got any meds for it?

No, when I went to the hospital for suicide I never even saw a doctor, the nurses sent me home because it was a busy day.
And no ones bothered to even ask if I feel like this since. I've spent the last year putting a smile on my face and acting like everythings ok.

[San Leggera]

That's how I've felt every day for months, and I've had multi-month stretches like that every year for decades.

Its how i've felt for five years. People have always said "things will get better" and they do, for a few weeks... Maybe even months. But give it time and I end up right back here, and this time is the worst its been since I was younger and tried killing myself.

It might not happen in days, nor weeks, nor months and perhaps not even years. I've been depressed since I was 12 and I've attempted suicide 3 times since then and I'm glad none of them were successful. You have your whole life ahead of you, to waste the many years you have yet to come by leaving this world is nothing short of silly, and as many have stated in the past, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I've had difficulty believing that it's so at times, but one day you'll look back on it and realise you were right to drop the razor, to throw away the rope, to put the pills back in the cabinet and to lock away the gun. Trust me, it will get better.

[Veceria]

Depression. Got any meds for it?

No, when I went to the hospital for suicide I never even saw a doctor, the nurses sent me home because it was a busy day.
And no ones bothered to even ask if I feel like this since. I've spent the last year putting a smile on my face and acting like everythings ok.

Don't go to a hospital, go to a psychiatrist or something. Someone who's specialized on psychological problems.

[Cill Airne]

No, when I went to the hospital for suicide I never even saw a doctor, the nurses sent me home because it was a busy day.
And no ones bothered to even ask if I feel like this since. I've spent the last year putting a smile on my face and acting like everythings ok.

Don't go to a hospital, go to a psychiatrist or something. Someone who's specialized on psychological problems.

Its where the school sent me, years ago. To see a trained psychiatrist there. But the hospital was so busy they needed the room I was in, and the nurses said I was fine.

[Veceria]

Don't go to a hospital, go to a psychiatrist or something. Someone who's specialized on psychological problems.

Its where the school sent me, years ago. To see a trained psychiatrist there. But the hospital was so busy they needed the room I was in, and the nurses said I was fine.

Go to some private psychiatrist, if there's one in your city. Where do you live again?

[Dumb Ideologies]

Argh...unexpectedly spicy food. My poor kitty tongue.

[Veceria]

Argh...unexpectedly spicy food. My poor kitty tongue.

*licks your tongue* |3

[Dumb Ideologies]

Argh...unexpectedly spicy food. My poor kitty tongue.

*licks your tongue* |3

Will that help?

[Veceria]

*licks your tongue* |3

Will that help?

I guess. I got a cold tongue right now. Coldness helps against spicy food.

[Dumb Ideologies]

Will that help?

I guess. I got a cold tongue right now. Coldness helps against spicy food.

Hmm...sounds legit.

[Cill Airne]

Its where the school sent me, years ago. To see a trained psychiatrist there. But the hospital was so busy they needed the room I was in, and the nurses said I was fine.

Go to some private psychiatrist, if there's one in your city. Where do you live again?

I could never afford it and my parents wouldn't take me to one.
And I live in Colorado Springs.

[Veceria]

I guess. I got a cold tongue right now. Coldness helps against spicy food.

Hmm...sounds legit.

Yup :3

Go to some private psychiatrist, if there's one in your city. Where do you live again?

I could never afford it and my parents wouldn't take me to one.
And I live in Colorado Springs.

Why won't your parents take you to one? Don't they care for you?

I have to go now, gotta clean my rat's cage. Might be back later.

[Dumb Ideologies]

Go to some private psychiatrist, if there's one in your city. Where do you live again?

I could never afford it and my parents wouldn't take me to one.
And I live in Colorado Springs.

Work you way into a Native American tribe by disguising yourself as a wigwam, go on a spirit quest, discover your inner wolf and then get shot by a Real American.

[Tiltjuice]

Hmm...sounds legit.

Yup :3

Really? I always thought spicy food - well, some - tasted better cold.

*hands out Adelie penguins to everybody, since this thread will probably be locked when I get up* Good night, TET: Dutch Edition.

[San Leggera]

I have a painful stomach ache and I can't find painkillers or antacid tablets fuck my life

[Central and Eastern Visayas]

I guess. I got a cold tongue right now. Coldness helps against spicy food.

Hmm...sounds legit.

Milk would be a better option.

Yup :3

Really? I always thought spicy food - well, some - tasted better cold.

*hands out Adelie penguins to everybody, since this thread will probably be locked when I get up* Good night, TET: Dutch Edition.

Personally, spicy food tastes better when it's hot. And it's not from the spices. Thanks for the penguins, though.

[Big Jim P]

There is nothing like those little daily reminders of how fucking stupid you were.

[Veceria]

Afternoon, TET :3

[Dyakovo]

There is nothing like those little daily reminders of how fucking stupid you were.

This sounds interesting...
Care to share more?

[Esternial]

There is nothing like those little daily reminders of how fucking stupid you were.

Were? :3

[Central and Eastern Visayas]

Afternoon, TET :3

Good evening.

[Veceria]

Afternoon, TET :3

Good evening.

Evening already? Okay ... Hey Visay-person.

[Big Jim P]

There is nothing like those little daily reminders of how fucking stupid you were.

This sounds interesting...
Care to share more?

Not that interesting. I'm just pissed off at myself at the moment, and there's not a helluva lot I can do about it.

[Big Jim P]

There is nothing like those little daily reminders of how fucking stupid you were.

Were? :3

Everywhere I fucking look.

[Veceria]

This sounds interesting...
Care to share more?

Not that interesting. I'm just pissed off at myself at the moment, and there's not a helluva lot I can do about it.