Erinkita wrote:New England and The Maritimes wrote:when I talked to erin and then I went crazy i was sort of happy becaus eb fore that i didintk now if I coul feel anythign about anything. I wasnt evenr eally sad about my grandma and i wanted to tur nmyself into another person and beat the hell out of him for not feeling sad for her. i hated my self and feltl ke a robot and then i found it i loved someone and it was so good to hear.
I play those vicious games with myself too. It's a bad habit, but I'm glad you found something good doing it.
Which is exactly why all the money that would be used for my funereal would go into a party for me.


You're sweet. You're drunk and you're sweet.

