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by Typhlochactas » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:53 am

by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:53 am

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:54 am
New England and The Maritimes wrote:Erinkita wrote:
Nope. Not your fault. You loved her. You said as much. And that's all you could have done. I'm certain that lots of people don't think spending time with their grandparents is the most fun thing in the world. It doesn't make them terrible people and it doesn't make them, or you, deserving of hatred. You didn't know she was going to die. There is no blame to be placed on you. Sure you have some regrets. Everybody has regrets when they lose a loved one. Nobody's relationship is perfect. But you loved her and she loved you. That's what you should remember.
I wish i had more. I wanted her to be around. Hse was only 58 when she died. I was there and I looked at her and I knew she wouldn't be alive anymore. I knew it. I saw her and she was dying in front of me.

by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:55 am
New England and The Maritimes wrote:Erinkita wrote:
Nope. Not your fault. You loved her. You said as much. And that's all you could have done. I'm certain that lots of people don't think spending time with their grandparents is the most fun thing in the world. It doesn't make them terrible people and it doesn't make them, or you, deserving of hatred. You didn't know she was going to die. There is no blame to be placed on you. Sure you have some regrets. Everybody has regrets when they lose a loved one. Nobody's relationship is perfect. But you loved her and she loved you. That's what you should remember.
I wish i had more. I wanted her to be around. Hse was only 58 when she died. I was there and I looked at her and I knew she wouldn't be alive anymore. I knew it. I saw her and she was dying in front of me.
It's kay bro.
by Wazkyraque » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:55 am

by New England and The Maritimes » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:56 am
Erinkita wrote:New England and The Maritimes wrote:I wish i had more. I wanted her to be around. Hse was only 58 when she died. I was there and I looked at her and I knew she wouldn't be alive anymore. I knew it. I saw her and she was dying in front of me.
Must have been truly horrible. But you had the love that you shared and the years that you knew each other before that. It seems like a short time, a pitifully short time, but everybody's life does. Don't obsess about her death. Remember her life.
I remember her and then I remember shes dead and its fuvking pointless! I want someoene to love me. But the only people who do are far away cause I cant talk t people anymore thanks to him and him. I wish i could just be where you are and we could have fun and I wo uld be ok.Soviet Haaregrad wrote:Some people's opinions are based on rational observations, others base theirs on imaginative thinking. The reality-based community ought not to waste it's time refuting delusions.

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:56 am
Seperates wrote:Erinkita wrote:Return condolences.
Thanks.
At least I got to say good-bye to him.
*sighs*
My Great-Uncle died of freak heart attack. I still remember seeing him last Christmas, up and about and healthy... It's hard to think that he's dead.
And my cousin commited suicide... But he was always way older, so I didn't get to see him often, nor were we close... but it still hurt.
Still. I have a life to live. And I will live it till death.

by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:58 am
Erinkita wrote:Seperates wrote:Thanks.
At least I got to say good-bye to him.
*sighs*
My Great-Uncle died of freak heart attack. I still remember seeing him last Christmas, up and about and healthy... It's hard to think that he's dead.
And my cousin commited suicide... But he was always way older, so I didn't get to see him often, nor were we close... but it still hurt.
Still. I have a life to live. And I will live it till death.
That's the price of being able to feel, I guess.

by Wazkyraque » Tue Aug 14, 2012 1:58 am

by New England and The Maritimes » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:01 am
Soviet Haaregrad wrote:Some people's opinions are based on rational observations, others base theirs on imaginative thinking. The reality-based community ought not to waste it's time refuting delusions.

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:01 am
New England and The Maritimes wrote:Erinkita wrote:Must have been truly horrible. But you had the love that you shared and the years that you knew each other before that. It seems like a short time, a pitifully short time, but everybody's life does. Don't obsess about her death. Remember her life.
I remember her and then I remember shes dead and its fuvking pointless! I want someoene to love me. But the only people who do are far away cause I cant talk t people anymore thanks to him and him. I wish i could just be where you are and we could have fun and I wo uld be ok.

by Creative Vikings » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:01 am
Seperates wrote:Erinkita wrote:Return condolences.
Thanks.
At least I got to say good-bye to him.
*sighs*
My Great-Uncle died of freak heart attack. I still remember seeing him last Christmas, up and about and healthy... It's hard to think that he's dead.
And my cousin commited suicide... But he was always way older, so I didn't get to see him often, nor were we close... but it still hurt.
Still. I have a life to live. And I will live it till death.

by New England and The Maritimes » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:02 am
Erinkita wrote:
Hi, Waz. Are you an Extra Credits fan?New England and The Maritimes wrote:I remember her and then I remember shes dead and its fuvking pointless! I want someoene to love me. But the only people who do are far away cause I cant talk t people anymore thanks to him and him. I wish i could just be where you are and we could have fun and I wo uld be ok.
It's only pointless if you decide it is. You give your life meaning, or make it meaningless. That's the beautiful thing about life. The point is whatever you want it to be.
As I said before, I'm not a magic solution to all your problems. Being with me wouldn't make everything better.
Soviet Haaregrad wrote:Some people's opinions are based on rational observations, others base theirs on imaginative thinking. The reality-based community ought not to waste it's time refuting delusions.

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:03 am


by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:03 am
Creative Vikings wrote:Seperates wrote:Thanks.
At least I got to say good-bye to him.
*sighs*
My Great-Uncle died of freak heart attack. I still remember seeing him last Christmas, up and about and healthy... It's hard to think that he's dead.
And my cousin commited suicide... But he was always way older, so I didn't get to see him often, nor were we close... but it still hurt.
Still. I have a life to live. And I will live it till death.
Huh, two of my cousins committed suicide, courtesy of some bicker circle amongst my dad's side of the family.
Which is why we should all grow into Sangheili.


by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:04 am

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:05 am

by New England and The Maritimes » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:06 am
Soviet Haaregrad wrote:Some people's opinions are based on rational observations, others base theirs on imaginative thinking. The reality-based community ought not to waste it's time refuting delusions.

by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:07 am

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:09 am
New England and The Maritimes wrote:Seperates wrote:Wouldn't trade it for anything really.
when I talked to erin and then I went crazy i was sort of happy becaus eb fore that i didintk now if I coul feel anythign about anything. I wasnt evenr eally sad about my grandma and i wanted to tur nmyself into another person and beat the hell out of him for not feeling sad for her. i hated my self and feltl ke a robot and then i found it i loved someone and it was so good to hear.

by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:10 am
New England and The Maritimes wrote:Seperates wrote:Wouldn't trade it for anything really.
when I talked to erin and then I went crazy i was sort of happy becaus eb fore that i didintk now if I coul feel anythign about anything. I wasnt evenr eally sad about my grandma and i wanted to tur nmyself into another person and beat the hell out of him for not feeling sad for her. i hated my self and feltl ke a robot and then i found it i loved someone and it was so good to hear.

by Erinkita » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:10 am

by New England and The Maritimes » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:11 am
Erinkita wrote:New England and The Maritimes wrote:when I talked to erin and then I went crazy i was sort of happy becaus eb fore that i didintk now if I coul feel anythign about anything. I wasnt evenr eally sad about my grandma and i wanted to tur nmyself into another person and beat the hell out of him for not feeling sad for her. i hated my self and feltl ke a robot and then i found it i loved someone and it was so good to hear.
I play those vicious games with myself too. It's a bad habit, but I'm glad you found something good doing it.
Soviet Haaregrad wrote:Some people's opinions are based on rational observations, others base theirs on imaginative thinking. The reality-based community ought not to waste it's time refuting delusions.

by Seperates » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:12 am

by Celebrity Sex Scandal » Tue Aug 14, 2012 2:12 am
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