What? Time for ANOTHER Eternal Thread Already?

[New England and The Maritimes]

she was todl she had 6 months to live and she went crazy and sh ewasnt the same grandma i had. she weighed 80 ls when she did and she was 200 lbs they yead before and i cried al ot. i hugged her and todl her i was sorry if i made her sad and cried and cried and she died and i cried for weeks all day

I'm sure she still loved you. It wasn't your fault, any more than it was hers, or anybodies.
So don't beat yourself up over it.

I wish i could talk to her and hug her and go to the mall with her and eat lunch with her nad tell her i love her and help her make ham rolls for christmas again.

[Typhlochactas]

I'm sure she still loved you. It wasn't your fault, any more than it was hers, or anybodies.
So don't beat yourself up over it.

I wish i could talk to her and hug her and go to the mall with her and eat lunch with her nad tell her i love her and help her make ham rolls for christmas again.

Would any of that had mattered if you could do it for an eternity? How much fun is a roller coaster when you've gone on it two hundred trillion times?

[Seperates]

Condolences to you as well.

Thank you.

I can't even imagine how hard something like that could be.

[Creative Vikings]

You're all beautiful little flowers and i'm going to water you every day so you're pretty forever.

You're not wearing clothes again.

[Erinkita]

she was todl she had 6 months to live and she went crazy and sh ewasnt the same grandma i had. she weighed 80 ls when she did and she was 200 lbs they yead before and i cried al ot. i hugged her and todl her i was sorry if i made her sad and cried and cried and she died and i cried for weeks all day

I'm sure she still loved you. It wasn't your fault, any more than it was hers, or anybodies.
So don't beat yourself up over it.

^What I was going to say, but in more succinct terms than I could manage.

I don't know what I can do about that. You're my Nemmy, but I can't be here all the time.

itsn ot your fualt. i love you freverv erin. I said it beore i just dream i could go to be with you and have a better life.

I don't think a living with me would make everything better. You have problems and they have solutions. Not easy ones or even obvious ones. I love you too, Nemmy, but I'm not a magic solve-all.

[Celebrity Sex Scandal]

evryeone told me "shed in a better place now' but it didnt make me feel better. know she was nt suffeing annymore but i was suffering withotut her. i catn even look at her annmore.

That's how it is.

Do you have someone offline you could talk to to help your grieve?

[New England and The Maritimes]

I wish i could talk to her and hug her and go to the mall with her and eat lunch with her nad tell her i love her and help her make ham rolls for christmas again.

Would any of that had mattered if you could do it for an eternity? How much fun is a roller coaster when you've gone on it two hundred trillion times?

I hate myself. I didn't spend time with her for so long before she got sick and now i cant ever. What kind of granson doesnt want to spend tim ewit hhis granda? she gave us money when we couldnt pay rent and she got me prestents on christmas and gave me hugs when i didnt have friends and people made fun of me.

[Seperates]

I'm sure she still loved you. It wasn't your fault, any more than it was hers, or anybodies.
So don't beat yourself up over it.

I wish i could talk to her and hug her and go to the mall with her and eat lunch with her nad tell her i love her and help her make ham rolls for christmas again.

Then remember the good times. And don't forget them. I'd bet that's what she would want.

[Typhlochactas]

Would any of that had mattered if you could do it for an eternity? How much fun is a roller coaster when you've gone on it two hundred trillion times?

I hate myself. I didn't spend time with her for so long before she got sick and now i cant ever. What kind of granson doesnt want to spend tim ewit hhis granda? she gave us money when we couldnt pay rent and she got me prestents on christmas and gave me hugs when i didnt have friends and people made fun of me.

She knows how much you love her.

[Wazkyraque]

I want a hug.

[Typhlochactas]

I want a hug.

Sorry.

[Creative Vikings]

I want a hug.

Go get the hug-jar, it was shopping day today.

[New England and The Maritimes]

I hate myself. I didn't spend time with her for so long before she got sick and now i cant ever. What kind of granson doesnt want to spend tim ewit hhis granda? she gave us money when we couldnt pay rent and she got me prestents on christmas and gave me hugs when i didnt have friends and people made fun of me.

She knows how much you love her.

I hope so . I do. I really really do. I told her i was sorry if I ever made her feel bad. It hurt so much. I knew she was going to die. t was the wrost ever.

[Seperates]

Would any of that had mattered if you could do it for an eternity? How much fun is a roller coaster when you've gone on it two hundred trillion times?

I hate myself. I didn't spend time with her for so long before she got sick and now i cant ever. What kind of granson doesnt want to spend tim ewit hhis granda? she gave us money when we couldnt pay rent and she got me prestents on christmas and gave me hugs when i didnt have friends and people made fun of me.

So what? It's obvious that she loved you enough, and you loved her. You can only spend so much time with somebody. She was your grandma. It was her job to be there for you when nobody else was. And I'll bet she loved being there for you.

[Typhlochactas]

She knows how much you love her.

I hope so . I do. I really really do. I told her i was sorry if I ever made her feel bad. It hurt so much. I knew she was going to die. t was the wrost ever.

I knew my mother was going to die for my whole life. The feeling is shared.

[Erinkita]

Eight years ago for me, and I hadn't seen her for three years before that. I do get emotional about her sometimes, but not about her death.

Just that you wish things went better?

Pretty much. I get angry at her sometimes, or angry at myself, or just regretful and bitter. It happens less and less frequently.

Would any of that had mattered if you could do it for an eternity? How much fun is a roller coaster when you've gone on it two hundred trillion times?

I hate myself. I didn't spend time with her for so long before she got sick and now i cant ever. What kind of granson doesnt want to spend tim ewit hhis granda? she gave us money when we couldnt pay rent and she got me prestents on christmas and gave me hugs when i didnt have friends and people made fun of me.

Nope. Not your fault. You loved her. You said as much. And that's all you could have done. I'm certain that lots of people don't think spending time with their grandparents is the most fun thing in the world. It doesn't make them terrible people and it doesn't make them, or you, deserving of hatred. You didn't know she was going to die. There is no blame to be placed on you. Sure you have some regrets. Everybody has regrets when they lose a loved one. Nobody's relationship is perfect. But you loved her and she loved you. That's what you should remember.

[Seperates]

She knows how much you love her.

I hope so . I do. I really really do. I told her i was sorry if I ever made her feel bad. It hurt so much. I knew she was going to die. t was the wrost ever.

Had to do the same for my grandad this year. It was hard... saying goodbye. But he gets to sleep now, peacefully, without pain. And he always did love his naps.

I'll bet the only reason she was ever upset at you was because she was upset that you had to see her in the state she was in... and she didn't want you to remember her like that.

[Wazkyraque]

I want a hug.

Sorry.

It's not your fault, no need to be sorry.

I want a hug.

Go get the hug-jar, it was shopping day today.

It was shopping day three days ago, we don't shop on week days

[Erinkita]

I want a hug.

[New England and The Maritimes]

I hate myself. I didn't spend time with her for so long before she got sick and now i cant ever. What kind of granson doesnt want to spend tim ewit hhis granda? she gave us money when we couldnt pay rent and she got me prestents on christmas and gave me hugs when i didnt have friends and people made fun of me.

Nope. Not your fault. You loved her. You said as much. And that's all you could have done. I'm certain that lots of people don't think spending time with their grandparents is the most fun thing in the world. It doesn't make them terrible people and it doesn't make them, or you, deserving of hatred. You didn't know she was going to die. There is no blame to be placed on you. Sure you have some regrets. Everybody has regrets when they lose a loved one. Nobody's relationship is perfect. But you loved her and she loved you. That's what you should remember.

I wish i had more. I wanted her to be around. Hse was only 58 when she died. I was there and I looked at her and I knew she wouldn't be alive anymore. I knew it. I saw her and she was dying in front of me.

[Erinkita]

I hope so . I do. I really really do. I told her i was sorry if I ever made her feel bad. It hurt so much. I knew she was going to die. t was the wrost ever.

Had to do the same for my grandad this year. It was hard... saying goodbye. But he gets to sleep now, peacefully, without pain. And he always did love his naps.

Return condolences.

[Typhlochactas]

Nope. Not your fault. You loved her. You said as much. And that's all you could have done. I'm certain that lots of people don't think spending time with their grandparents is the most fun thing in the world. It doesn't make them terrible people and it doesn't make them, or you, deserving of hatred. You didn't know she was going to die. There is no blame to be placed on you. Sure you have some regrets. Everybody has regrets when they lose a loved one. Nobody's relationship is perfect. But you loved her and she loved you. That's what you should remember.

I wish i had more. I wanted her to be around. Hse was only 58 when she died. I was there and I looked at her and I knew she wouldn't be alive anymore. I knew it. I saw her and she was dying in front of me.

I watched it happen to my mom.

[Forster Keys]

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[New England and The Maritimes]

I wish i had more. I wanted her to be around. Hse was only 58 when she died. I was there and I looked at her and I knew she wouldn't be alive anymore. I knew it. I saw her and she was dying in front of me.

I watched it happen to my mom.

its not fair! i hate it! why is she dead and thaht bastardi s still laive!

[Creative Vikings]

Sorry.

It's not your fault, no need to be sorry.

Go get the hug-jar, it was shopping day today.

It was shopping day three days ago, we don't shop on week days

It's shopping day when ever we run out of Keri.