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by Borderlands of Rojava » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:28 pm
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:30 pm
Norcroft wrote:how many more of these posts are you going to make?
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Nooooooooooooooo » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:30 pm
Borderlands of Rojava wrote:There's something bitter sweet about this idea. You know before I was 10 my life was better. I wasn't living in fear like I do today, I was a purer soul and I was content with my life. My family felt more stable and I had alot of hope for the future.
This is part of the reason I'm uncomfortable around kids tbh. I'm no longer a pure and innocent being like they are and the dissonance between them and I makes me feel odd. Yeah I know I didn't actually say whether I would wish to be a kid again but I just felt like saying all this. Honestly IM this is one of the sweetest and most touching hypotheticals you've ever come up with, and it really has affected me.
by Geneviev » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:32 pm
Nooooooooooooooo wrote:Borderlands of Rojava wrote:There's something bitter sweet about this idea. You know before I was 10 my life was better. I wasn't living in fear like I do today, I was a purer soul and I was content with my life. My family felt more stable and I had alot of hope for the future.
This is part of the reason I'm uncomfortable around kids tbh. I'm no longer a pure and innocent being like they are and the dissonance between them and I makes me feel odd. Yeah I know I didn't actually say whether I would wish to be a kid again but I just felt like saying all this. Honestly IM this is one of the sweetest and most touching hypotheticals you've ever come up with, and it really has affected me.
Yeah. As a kid, you didn't realized how extremely messed up the world is.
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:32 pm
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Saiwania » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:33 pm
Greed and Death wrote:Maybe Remain 21 forever would be a better deal
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:33 pm
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Owans » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:33 pm
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:34 pm
Saiwania wrote:Greed and Death wrote:Maybe Remain 21 forever would be a better deal
21 is the male peak (might be different age for women), so you can be sure to have the best metabolism you're going to get, the most muscle gain if you're an athlete or bodybuilder, the most libido, the best reflexes. Everything is just great at 21 or a bit younger. Probably the best point biologically to spend an eternity at.
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Owans » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:35 pm
Saiwania wrote:Greed and Death wrote:Maybe Remain 21 forever would be a better deal
21 is the male peak (might be different age for women), so you can be sure to have the best metabolism you're going to get, the most muscle gain if you're an athlete or bodybuilder, the most libido, the best reflexes. Everything is just great at 21 or a bit younger. Probably the best point biologically to spend an eternity at.
by Borderlands of Rojava » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:35 pm
Nooooooooooooooo wrote:Borderlands of Rojava wrote:There's something bitter sweet about this idea. You know before I was 10 my life was better. I wasn't living in fear like I do today, I was a purer soul and I was content with my life. My family felt more stable and I had alot of hope for the future.
This is part of the reason I'm uncomfortable around kids tbh. I'm no longer a pure and innocent being like they are and the dissonance between them and I makes me feel odd. Yeah I know I didn't actually say whether I would wish to be a kid again but I just felt like saying all this. Honestly IM this is one of the sweetest and most touching hypotheticals you've ever come up with, and it really has affected me.
Yeah. As a kid, you didn't realized how extremely messed up the world is.
by Borderlands of Rojava » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:36 pm
Saiwania wrote:Greed and Death wrote:Maybe Remain 21 forever would be a better deal
21 is the male peak (might be different age for women), so you can be sure to have the best metabolism you're going to get, the most muscle gain if you're an athlete or bodybuilder, the most libido, the best reflexes. Everything is just great at 21 or a bit younger. Probably the best point biologically to spend an eternity at.
by Nooooooooooooooo » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:37 pm
by Geneviev » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:37 pm
Sanghyeok wrote:Saiwania wrote:
21 is the male peak (might be different age for women), so you can be sure to have the best metabolism you're going to get, the most muscle gain if you're an athlete or bodybuilder, the most libido, the best reflexes. Everything is just great at 21 or a bit younger. Probably the best point biologically to spend an eternity at.
But I don't want to be perfect. I just want to have faith in the world, in my bubble again.
by Borderlands of Rojava » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:38 pm
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:39 pm
Borderlands of Rojava wrote:Nooooooooooooooo wrote:Yeah. As a kid, you didn't realized how extremely messed up the world is.
I miss how I was. I was such a peaceful little boy. You know I didn't like when people stepped on pine cones cause I viewed them as living beings (they kinda are, or at least are part of living beings). I could have been a Jain lmfao.
I think the change started when I was 10. I remember going from crying about insults to roasting people back to straight up fighting them. And slowly but surely, as I got older the fights became progressively more violent and bloody. But when I was a kid, there was none of that. As a small child I truly did see the world as a better place.
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:41 pm
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Geneviev » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:42 pm
Sanghyeok wrote:Geneviev wrote:You don't have to be a child to have faith in the world. I learned it when I became older, too.
I wish it would be the case for me too. But I've grown to become those I laughed at as a child: the slightly cynical person who realises that none of their actions can impact anything. It's like trying to bake a cake, but everytime you finish the batter someone pours it out, and you start all over again, and eventually you just become hopeless.
by Salus Maior » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:44 pm
Borderlands of Rojava wrote:Nooooooooooooooo wrote:Yeah. As a kid, you didn't realized how extremely messed up the world is.
I miss how I was. I was such a peaceful little boy. You know I didn't like when people stepped on pine cones cause I viewed them as living beings (they kinda are, or at least are part of living beings). I could have been a Jain lmfao.
I think the change started when I was 10. I remember going from crying about insults to roasting people back to straight up fighting them. And slowly but surely, as I got older the fights became progressively more violent and bloody. But when I was a kid, there was none of that. As a small child I truly did see the world as a better place.
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:44 pm
Geneviev wrote:Sanghyeok wrote:
I wish it would be the case for me too. But I've grown to become those I laughed at as a child: the slightly cynical person who realises that none of their actions can impact anything. It's like trying to bake a cake, but everytime you finish the batter someone pours it out, and you start all over again, and eventually you just become hopeless.
But what I've found is that your actions do matter. You just need to give up the metaphorical cake and spend more time with the person who is pouring out the metaphorical batter.
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Geneviev » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:45 pm
Sanghyeok wrote:Geneviev wrote:But what I've found is that your actions do matter. You just need to give up the metaphorical cake and spend more time with the person who is pouring out the metaphorical batter.
The person pouring out the batter may not want to do it, but they're being ordered by a voice, and the voice hardly cares about either of us. Even if I try to talk to the person who's not letting me bake the cake, even if the person pouring out the batter stops doing it, they'll just be replaced.
by Nooooooooooooooo » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:48 pm
Geneviev wrote:Sanghyeok wrote:
I wish it would be the case for me too. But I've grown to become those I laughed at as a child: the slightly cynical person who realises that none of their actions can impact anything. It's like trying to bake a cake, but everytime you finish the batter someone pours it out, and you start all over again, and eventually you just become hopeless.
But what I've found is that your actions do matter. You just need to give up the metaphorical cake and spend more time with the person who is pouring out the metaphorical batter.
by Sanghyeok » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:48 pm
Geneviev wrote:Sanghyeok wrote:
The person pouring out the batter may not want to do it, but they're being ordered by a voice, and the voice hardly cares about either of us. Even if I try to talk to the person who's not letting me bake the cake, even if the person pouring out the batter stops doing it, they'll just be replaced.
But that just doesn't matter if you give up trying to bake a cake. It wouldn't affect you anymore, and you would have a new friend from it.
どんな時も、赤旗の眩しさを覚えていた
Magical socialist paradise headed by an immortal, tea-loving and sometimes childish Chairwoman who happens to be the younger Ōmiya sister
by Geneviev » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:49 pm
Nooooooooooooooo wrote:Geneviev wrote:But what I've found is that your actions do matter. You just need to give up the metaphorical cake and spend more time with the person who is pouring out the metaphorical batter.
I would take the metaphorical batter and pour it down the throat of the metaphorical person.
by United Engiresco » Tue Oct 20, 2020 7:51 pm
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