Servilis wrote:At age 12 I became a Nazist, however I felt Nazism was a bit extreme so I jumped down to Fascism, then to Reactionary then to Conservatism then back up to Reactionary(age 13), it was like that for a large while, then, in late 2018, I started to have Dysphoric episodes of gender identity issues.
I started remembering how I liked to crossdress at age 4, and how in all my dreams I was a girl, these feelings were repressed when my Sister outed me to my school, ensuing years of bullying.
So I repressed these feelings until in 2016 where I actually started to explore my sexuality, due to things I was actually too young to do, I.E. engage in coitis.
Lets just move on from that, anyways, in 2017 I came out to an entire class of children as Gay because my childhood bully wouldn't stop calling me Gay or the F-Slur.
And they all started laughing at me.
I walked away, and some children asked me about it, and I considered I was Bisexual, but then because of the bullying I had to repress these feelings and become Heterosexual.
So in August of 2018, specifically on the 30th of that month.
I was sitting in English class and I just lay my head down and thought about what I am.
Earlier in July clocked a Transwoman, this was the first Transwoman I ever met, I regret making fun of her, because I'm now a Trans girl who needs to apologize to their maker.
However I haven't been able to contact that Transwoman, or her friend.
They disappeared.
Anyways, I reconsidered my gender identity, and said :
"You know what, I'm Trans I guess."
And then school went on as normal.
When I got home I researched what all this meant.
I watched an animated video which shows how a Vaginoplasty procedure works, etc.
I was still Reactionary.
I came out in only 3 days.
My Mom confronted me about it and I was scared.
So, now heres where we get to ideology.
I started getting into Truscum YouTube.
And then started to develop a hatred for Nonbinaries.
This hatred costed me the ability to post memes on r/traa.
But I was fierce in debates in the Ben Shapiro comment section.
During one instance where I was questioned with Enby-related stuff.
I said "I don't believe Enbys are valid, but I'm going to defend them anyways."
That caused a change of heart.
So I was growing closer to less Reactionary beliefs.
Then in March, I started to hate Trump.
And jumped into Centrism sometime later, probably in May.
Then I joined a Communist discord server called Redpixel, I think in July or August this year.
And then became an AnCom.
And that's where I stand now.
I can't be with Reactionaries because they'll abandon me or hate me.
So I prefer to be with the accepting and tolerant Left.
That sounds like quite a trip.