Luminesa wrote:Xmara wrote:I’m not dating rn because:
1. It’s a distraction from my studies. I don’t want romance taking away my attention from what really matters, and last time I let my feelings for a guy get in the way, I wound up getting hurt in the end, so I’m not letting that happen again.
2. I’m just not interested atm. Maybe later in life. Idk.
3. Like any guy is gonna be interested in me even if I was looking for love. I’m honestly rather plain and homely in appearance, and quite boring, and I don’t foresee any man really wanting to pursue a relationship with me.
I have friends and family members who seem to think I need to find a guy ASAP. My mom and I went to eat with her best friend from high school and her daughter (who is also one of my friends) and mom’s friend kept trying to tell me that I need to find a man. She also thinks I need to do things like paint my nails and wear makeup to get a guy’s attention. I said I don’t want to get married ever (though that’s not entirely true), but she said that she just knows I’ll change my mind and want to become a wife and mother someday.
A. You're probably much, much prettier than you think you are.
B. Let me tell you a story from high-school. I had a classmate who was what society would say (and who I would say) was gorgeous. Classic features, tall, skinnier than me (and most people can probably pick me up and throw me), all that. We were in Health class waiting in line to take turns with CPR training. She was wearing makeup. She looked good, but she looked good without it. She told her friend, "I'm wearing makeup on the one day my boyfriend's not here." I wanted so badly to tell her, "Your boyfriend should like you even without makeup." I never did (we weren't exactly close friends, or really friends at all), but I'm telling you that anyone you get with should be able to look at you without makeup and to say that you look good. And if they don't like that, then you need to hop. If you're not into those things, then he should understand and love how you look anyway.
C. If you've been hurt by a guy in the past, please talk to someone. Someone who will listen and who will give you the best advice for how to heal. I can't say I would be the best at that, but my TG box is open if you wanna talk.
Please don't beat yourself up, especially not after some jerk guy beat you up and made you feel bad. You are better than you think you are.
Thank you so much.
I've only worn makeup a couple of times in my life (special occasions, and one instance at a sleepover where my friends and I decided to do makeovers on each other; funny story about that one, but that's for another time and another thread). I don't wear it though because I don't want to fool with it, and because I've heard it can cause skin problems.
I've talked to my parents about the guy that hurt me (in case you're wondering, no, I was not hurt physically; just emotionally). I've not seen or spoken to him since high school (2016). But I still feel a little uneasy thinking about dating.
I just need to finish up college first, then maybe I'll start dating.