Auzkhia wrote:I feel like a lot of transfemmes are expected to say in regards to their childhoods and past "When I was four years old I tried on my mother's high heels and stole my sister's dresses and knew that I was a female soul in the body of a crossdressing baby" or nothing at all. Even though I literally have done that.
I can feel ya.
North Arkana wrote:My story was sort of like that... at least until my family got so fed up with me trying to act like a girl they forcibly changed therapists because they dared to suggest they should just let me buy some clothes of my own rather than "borrowing" other articles of clothing. After that I think the best way to describe it is that I got shoved so hard into the closet via "discipline" that it became what I'd almost term a dissociative state. I couldn't be "me" without authority figures in my life making it hellish, and I couldn't acknowledge that I was being treated in such a manner without becoming severely depressive. Man, I wonder where my severe anxiety to the point of requiring medication, and incredibly avoidant behavior came from when I was younger...
That stage of my life is pretty well past now though, thankfully.
That sounds horrible.