Nature-Spirits wrote:Cannabis Islands wrote:
I would've done it not only to upset him, but because I actually mean it. I think he hot as fuck, and closeted twinks are the best.
Oh, yeah, I've been in that boat. Once when I was 14, I had a huge crush on this homophobic guy (while I was living in Qatar, where homosex with penises is illegal), and one day (both to bug him and because he was really fucking cute) I whispered, "You've been a bad boy," in his ear while sliding my hand down his back towards his ass.
... Yeah, probably not the smartest thing, and I was scared shitless when he threatened to tell our Head of Year (the vice-principal of sorts presiding over our age group), since she was the kind of lady who would actually report me to the authorities and get me thrown in jail, but I later apologised and we never really spoke again outside of what was necessary.
That experience taught me an important lesson about containing my pervertedness.
Hence the shudder.
I usually don't flirt with or even talk to guys I fancy, even if there gay too. I lack a lot of self- confidence in person.





