Jute wrote:Kannap wrote:I'm not even going to beat around the bush and try to settle this in, I'm just going to say what I have to say. I've felt guilty about lying and need to stop the lying.
I only hope that I am not hated and pushed from the site like the last person who frequented TET and was discovered to be lying about who they really are.
I suppose I lied just because I was kind of envious of who I was pretending to be and really wanted to be that person deep down, but I've lately IRL become more content with who I am even though the majority of the people around me hate people like me, since gay people are highly looked down upon in North Carolina.
To be fair, 99% of what you guys know about me is true.
I am not female however, I am a gay male. I am 18 though and do live in North Carolina in the town you guys thought did not exist as you thought it was the fictional capitol of Kannap.
Wait, so you actually wished to be a female? Come on, if it's really that deep down, there's no need to bury that. Accepting that could actually make you happier on the long turn. I suggest talking to anyone on the transgender thread: viewtopic.php?f=20&t=326656
They might help you make sense of it (if you want to, that is)
I'm not transgender though.
I have no intent to have surgery to become a female, I'm fairly content being a gay male.
However, if I could have decided whether to be born male or female, I'd have chosen female. But I've no intent to remove myself from being male, since it was meant to be that way.






