Zweite Alaje wrote:Dumb Ideologies wrote:
Yeah, don't worry.
We're all aware Alaje is the only gender-obsessed one-trick pony in this particular part of Equestria.
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Maybe you could participate in this discussion DI. You're trans as well, correct? How about you describe to me what it is like?
I have an IRL friend that is either trans or questioning. She's bi, but she talks alot about wanting to be male. And she still refers to herself as a she still so IDK?
Describe to you what it's like?
Shucks, pal, that ain't a good idea. I'm embarrassingly hipster in terms of gender identification and expression. My 'official' self-label when I used to get involved in trans stuff was "butch demiguy", which made even most of them go "huh?". Then I got kicked out of pretty much all the trans spaces I've ever joined for the sin of having a sense of humour. Like I say, not typical.
Imagine there's two tribes. You're told you're definitely 100% part of tribe A, and people tell you the tribes are completely separate and distinct. You don't really feel like you're completely one of other of the tribes, but somehow you identify a lot more with tribe B. On the other hand, many of the behaviours and ways of expression you tend towards are more like those tribe A get up to.
What's it like? Tiring. Annoying when people keep wrongly assigning you and then, if you're willing to risk correcting them, not being understood and having people confuse the sense of identity with the behaviours associated with it and make new unmeetable demands of how you're meant to behave. You have to try and hold your tongue a lot to get by as relatively 'normal', and I'm not exactly an expert at subtle or tactful. This has much to do with why I'm quite an introverted and cynical person. I hold a lot of myself back from people and engage in minimal social interaction unless I can observe and study a person for an extended period of time and confirm them as safe to get to know properly. People can't try to take my inner world away from me unless I let them in.