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by Meryuma » Tue Oct 09, 2012 1:53 pm
Niur wrote: my soul has no soul.
Saint Clair Island wrote:The English language sucks. From now on, I will refer to the second definition of sexual as "fucktacular."
Trotskylvania wrote:Alternatively, we could go on an epic quest to Plato's Cave to find the legendary artifact, Ockham's Razor.
Norstal wrote:Gunpowder Plot: America.
Meryuma: "Well, I just hope these hyperboles don't...
*puts on sunglasses*
blow out of proportions."
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
by Lemonius » Tue Oct 09, 2012 1:54 pm
by Paixao » Tue Oct 09, 2012 1:57 pm
Melas wrote:Paixao wrote:13 - Moved from my country I had grown up in, uprooted and confused
14 - Continued to hate the people I met in new country. Continued to not fit in. Developed depression, self harmed and seriously considered suicide on a regular basis
15 - Continued cycle of depression and self harm, made good friends with a girl who I had known from orchestra, mental state began to improve
16 - Friendship eventually developed into something more. Became boyfriend/girlfriend. Still occasionally self harmed. Overall improvement in life however
17 - Moved to boarding school in England. Struggled again to make friends but made 2 good friends. Eventually developed hatred for most of the population of the new school (surprise...). Continued long distance relationship with girlfriend.
18 - School performance decreased, caused stress, vicious cycle. Eventually rotten exam results. Relationship with girlfriend becomes fraught, worsening stress. Eventually leads to breakup. 5 Weeks in S.Korea helps. Manage to defer entry to uni for a year, start gap year!
So yeah... its been gradually getting better... sorta.
Anyway, in the end nobody really cares so yeah Story of my recent life for nothing
I cared,interesting story bro
by Melas » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:02 pm
Lemonius wrote:Currently ongoing
But it's been a nightmare of betrayal, melodrama, unexpected self-diagnosed conditions, self harm, torrent of family issues, high expectations, difficult and new relationships, constant questioning of what my purpose is, trying to fit in and failing, not wanting to fit in, sadness and isolation due to being an outcast, fear, paranoia, hysteria, constant judgement, stress, pressure, incredibly heavy workload, false friendships, hatred, love, and forced maturity.
So it's a fucking blast.
I suppose the whole experience varies from person to person, mine sucked and are still currently sucking...
by The Joseon Dynasty » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:07 pm
Lemonius wrote:Currently ongoing
But it's been a nightmare of betrayal, melodrama, unexpected self-diagnosed conditions, self harm, torrent of family issues, high expectations, difficult and new relationships, constant questioning of what my purpose is, trying to fit in and failing, not wanting to fit in, sadness and isolation due to being an outcast, fear, paranoia, hysteria, constant judgement, stress, pressure, incredibly heavy workload, false friendships, hatred, love, and forced maturity.
So it's a fucking blast.
I suppose the whole experience varies from person to person, mine sucked and are still currently sucking...
by Vuvask-hab » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:36 pm
by Ovisterra » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:40 pm
by Vareiln » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:45 pm
by The Joseon Dynasty » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:47 pm
Vareiln wrote:I'm still in them. Hardly living them. The days pass by with no promise of hope and the stress just builds up with no escape. I currently have practically no friends, my family is full of assholes, and I myself am the worst person I've ever known.
Yeah... I hope this is all just hormones.
by Vareiln » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:49 pm
The Joseon Dynasty wrote:Vareiln wrote:I'm still in them. Hardly living them. The days pass by with no promise of hope and the stress just builds up with no escape. I currently have practically no friends, my family is full of assholes, and I myself am the worst person I've ever known.
Yeah... I hope this is all just hormones.
It is.
by Conserative Morality » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:56 pm
by Grand Britannia » Tue Oct 09, 2012 2:58 pm
Conserative Morality wrote:I'm in my teenage years, technically. I'm eighteen now, and I must say, life just keeps getting better as time goes on. I'd rather not go back.
by Esternial » Tue Oct 09, 2012 3:05 pm
Conserative Morality wrote:I'm in my teenage years, technically. I'm eighteen now, and I must say, life just keeps getting better as time goes on. I'd rather not go back.
by Conserative Morality » Tue Oct 09, 2012 3:07 pm
Esternial wrote:It's hard getting used to the knowledge that you're younger than me.
But I'm not here to stroke your ego publicly.
I agree, but at that time my miseries seemed much bigger than they do now. I overreacted a lot.
by SaintB » Tue Oct 09, 2012 3:09 pm
by Melas » Wed Oct 10, 2012 4:29 am
Conserative Morality wrote:I'm in my teenage years, technically. I'm eighteen now, and I must say, life just keeps getting better as time goes on. I'd rather not go back.
by Stovokor » Wed Oct 10, 2012 4:37 am
by Forsher » Wed Oct 10, 2012 5:30 am
by Arumdaum » Wed Oct 10, 2012 5:37 am
Paixao wrote:13 - Moved from my country I had grown up in, uprooted and confused
14 - Continued to hate the people I met in new country. Continued to not fit in. Developed depression, self harmed and seriously considered suicide on a regular basis
15 - Continued cycle of depression and self harm, made good friends with a girl who I had known from orchestra, mental state began to improve
16 - Friendship eventually developed into something more. Became boyfriend/girlfriend. Still occasionally self harmed. Overall improvement in life however
17 - Moved to boarding school in England. Struggled again to make friends but made 2 good friends. Eventually developed hatred for most of the population of the new school (surprise...). Continued long distance relationship with girlfriend.
18 - School performance decreased, caused stress, vicious cycle. Eventually rotten exam results. Relationship with girlfriend becomes fraught, worsening stress. Eventually leads to breakup. 5 Weeks in S.Korea helps. Manage to defer entry to uni for a year, start gap year!
So yeah... its been gradually getting better... sorta.
Anyway, in the end nobody really cares so yeah Story of my recent life for nothing
by Zaras » Wed Oct 10, 2012 5:48 am
Arumdaum wrote:13 - Became popular, made tons of friends, had a massive social life. But moved away from the country I grew up in, uprooted and confused.
Bythyrona wrote:Zaras wrote:Democratic People's Republic of Glorious Misty Mountain Hop.
The bat in the middle commemmorates their crushing victory in the bloody Battle of Evermore, where the Communists were saved at the last minute by General "Black Dog" Bonham of the Rock 'n Roll Brigade detonating a levee armed with only four sticks and flooding the enemy encampment. He later retired with honours and went to live in California for the rest of his life before ascending to heaven.
Best post I've seen on NS since I've been here. :clap:
by Samuraikoku » Wed Oct 10, 2012 5:49 am
by Herador » Wed Oct 10, 2012 5:54 am
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