Jerusalem and Damascus wrote:The Cummunist State wrote:Was it really unpleasant because you were a Atheist? Or was it just the time? I doubt being a Atheist makes you depressed.
I was one of those Nihilist Atheists who wax-poetic'd about how my life sucked and there was no meaning and couldn't sleep at night because "holy shit what if I didn't wake up tomorrow I am only a teenager".
I suppose it had a lot to do with the situation of the time, but hey.
EDIT: Also, to Tlaceceyaya -- I was not an Atheist for that reason. I was an Atheist because the Theists around me were jerks.
EDIT TWO: Also that "what if I don't wake up tomorrow" thing still sort of bugs me, but much less now, for reasons independent of Theism.
So, you didn't actually stop believing. You simply refused to associate yourself with the believers around you.



