Hippie Kiwis wrote:I was lucky enough to go to a high school with the best marching band in my state, really great experience all around. Pity that college mb typically isn't nearly as motivated.
I was a piece of shit in college marching band. I graduated high school and started as a music major I thought, "Alright, this is it, no more marching band, I'm doing serious music business...let the dorks-"
Marching band is manditory the first semester. I pouted through the entire thing. I was not happy, I did not make friends, they were more than happy to neeeeeever see my big ol' baby ass ever again.
If not entirely clear, I am the asshole in that situation. Marching band was about as low stakes as I was gonna get, the rest of it was having the first week of theory be a review of stuff I should already know and I did not know it, and entirely different method for playing my horn after I worked to get the one I had but it was for the wrong kind of music but I didn't even know there was classical saxophone and oh yeah, there aren't a lot of parts for a full woodwind section so if you play one you have to kinda play all of them if you want to work anywhere and hey next semester 3 whole units are going to dedicated to a 4 minute long performance in front of three stone faced professors to see if you get to continue to be a music major. And only one half hour of that session will be with the accompaniest and you won't really get to go through the whole song beginning to end so you get to hear it all together for the first time in front of three stone faced professors who are going to decide if you still get to be a music major. Oh yeah, and did you see Whiplash? Because since I played sax I was taking the jazz...track? I can't remember specifically, but what I do know is it didn't mean I do that instead of orchestra/symphony and the thing in the room with the stone face professors and my future.
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maybe I could have pulled the stick out of my ass and at least tried to have a good time with the people who despite what you think of them you 18 year old piece of shit, they're at least trying to have a good time. Get over yourself, most of this is going to be soul crushingly hard you are in way the fuck over your head.