I'd be remiss if I didn't mention
The Order of the Grey Wardens (TGW). They are a newer organization than some in this thread, but they have a reputation for having some of the most talented defenders in the game.
Some of your words, however, struck me as a bit odd, specifically when you asked who would take you in. I see from looking at your nation's history that you have, in fact, spent some time with TGW. Depending on how you felt about your time there, you may consider reaching back out to them?
I see also that you have spent a couple of months in
Reich Europa, which was recently captured by Antifa. Please be aware that some organizations who you might consider joining will ask you to explain your time in this (presumably) fascist region.
Preview edit: looks like you were someone else. I'm going to let this reply stand as written in case other new people have the same question.