Swallowing the Sun
THERE IS LAW. THERE IS INTRUSION. THERE IS NOT A CRIMINAL.
I write this under no small amount of duress. Even now I can feel the cold festering in my chest and behind my eyes, and these damned stars have already stolen from me the greater part of my sight. The swim in my vision, and I must write this transmission before they return. I have sent out one already, yet have heard nothing. Now my voice is gone, I must type my desperation. Should this fail, then…. I must not entertain that possibility.
My home has fallen to Law. Everyone sleeps, and I can feel lethargy clinging to my every breath. Everything the light touches is drowned with the colour of fatigue. That dead, lifeless light. I think I might be the last, not that I could find out. The surface is saturated in silence, and I can not contact anyone who might be awake. Perhaps someone will find this, perhaps this transmission will get through and they can find us and perhaps there will be something left to find.
I don’t know why I’ve lasted so long. Three weeks I have been plagued with these scars and sores, but I haven’t died. Perhaps the Law does not want to touch me. Maybe it can’t. All I can say for certain is that I will not last much longer. My head hurts. No message undelivered, I am not a criminal. The Eaters are coming and I have to try and focus but there’s nothing I can think to say. I have to say something, but I don’t know what. Please find us, avenge us, this isn’t fair and it all must be made fair. And equal. Balanced.
Yes. Balanced and equal and fair.
Bury the Law for us. Bury it as was buried so that we may devour as was devoured. Make it all fair.
There is, at the centre of a barren field, a towering spire of something that might be stone. It is almost black and reaches up to a sky that might be green, if one was to avoid looking too closely. A thousand sigils twist and burn with furious light, scorching the lifeless, frozen rock all around the spire. The fury of the sigils and their meaning threatens to ravage the earth surrounding the spire - rock itself ignites with cold fire, turning not to ash but to shards of ice that are blown away by the light of the sigils. There is a constant, unending storm of obliterated rock, burned to ice, blown away from the spire but the ground never seems to fall any lower. Each gouge, each hole is filled with oil and when the sigil that lights it fades - however momentarily - the oil hardens and the rock returns. In time, the sigil ignites again and the cycle - an endless cycle of detritus and cold - begins again.
On the horizon, the anger of another spire lights the dark sky like a malicious, impossibly coloured star. They are in sync, one fading as the other grows brighter, one field of desolate rock safe from the madness of the message while the other must bear the words. Yet despite all this, the world is silent. The cracking rocks make no noise, the dispersed frost does not scratch, the wind does not whistle nor howl. But these spires are the only light, the only colour on all this world save the undefinable colour of the sky.
There is a sun, but it does not burn. It watches.
On the horizon, the anger of another spire lights the dark sky like a malicious, impossibly coloured star. They are in sync, one fading as the other grows brighter, one field of desolate rock safe from the madness of the message while the other must bear the words. Yet despite all this, the world is silent. The cracking rocks make no noise, the dispersed frost does not scratch, the wind does not whistle nor howl. But these spires are the only light, the only colour on all this world save the undefinable colour of the sky.
There is a sun, but it does not burn. It watches.
There was a sudden surge of pain, deep and powerful in Olem’s gut, forcing the old man to double over. He hacked, blood thick with sickness, black with rotted flesh spattered the ground. Some splashed onto his shoes, the glossy white already soiled with streaks of red and clumps of clotted blood. Olem clutched his stomach, dragging his feet along the ground as he fought to steady himself and reaching out with his free hand to steady himself on the wall. He misjudged the weight he put behind the movement and screamed as white hot pain dropped him to his knees, where a rush of nausea overwhelmed him and a torrent of half-clotted blood mixed with the black bile of infection rushed out to saturate his trouser legs. He heaved, he coughed, he vomited once, twice and then leaned his head against the wall out of breath cradling his right hand. Smears of blood and decayed, dead skin stood stark against the cream colour of the wall where his skin had sloughed off. The sight of his fingers, the tips raw and exposed, almost sent him into another round of hideous nausea.
Somewhere far behind him he could hear a woman whimpering in the dark. She sounded young, too young to be in here and certainly too young to be sharing Olem’s fate. Even if he’d had the strength to find her, he would not have put himself at risk. There was nothing to say the noises were genuine, that there was even anyone there to save. He hauled himself to his feet, using his left hand - less ravaged by contagion - to pull himself up the wall. Fluids dripped from his knees, each impact against the ground loud, thick, insidious. He took a tentative step and found there was strength left in his legs. With a quiet chuckle to himself, hoarse and muffled as blood frothed in his throat, he hurried onwards. Round the corner, another few feet past that and he’d be home free. His office was waiting for him. He looked back when the woman whimpered again, somewhere past the reach of the sterile laboratory light.
It never occurred to him to wonder where the pools and drops of blood and virus, the testimony of his decay, had gone.
He almost made it to his office without another attack, but bare inches from the door he was forced to his knees and unleashed another torrent of black vomit onto the floor. It exhausted him, left him weeping tears thick with crystallised virus - so thick and bitter that they scratched his eyes as he wept. Olem reach out a shaky, feeble hand and collapsed against the door, falling through to the soft carpet of his office. He crawled in, dragging himself along the floor and kicking the door shut behind him before propping himself up against the wall just inside the entrance. The rough texture of the carpet was impossibly hot, he could actually feel it burning against the palms of his hands. Tiny strand of hair broke loose from his scalp and fell, drifting slowly down. He couldn’t figure out of that was a sign of age or another symptom.
Probably both.
God he was tired, and the wall was cool against the back of his head. He look up at the walls, at the hundreds of pictures and maps and notes taped to every surface. He’d never had time to burn it all, though he doubted anyone would find it now so perhaps it didn’t matter. Somewhere in among that mess of exploration and translation he’d hoped to change the world.
“I suppose I did.”
A small, black star drifted across his field of view and washed the colour from the world. He watched, mesmerised as the room started to turn a beautiful, calming world of grey. The first star split and became two in a dance of fractal, stunning beauty. He thought, for a moment, that he could see them start to grow larger as the swam in front of his eyes, that they were dancing with one another as exhaustion closed his eyes and drowned his mind.
Somewhere far behind him he could hear a woman whimpering in the dark. She sounded young, too young to be in here and certainly too young to be sharing Olem’s fate. Even if he’d had the strength to find her, he would not have put himself at risk. There was nothing to say the noises were genuine, that there was even anyone there to save. He hauled himself to his feet, using his left hand - less ravaged by contagion - to pull himself up the wall. Fluids dripped from his knees, each impact against the ground loud, thick, insidious. He took a tentative step and found there was strength left in his legs. With a quiet chuckle to himself, hoarse and muffled as blood frothed in his throat, he hurried onwards. Round the corner, another few feet past that and he’d be home free. His office was waiting for him. He looked back when the woman whimpered again, somewhere past the reach of the sterile laboratory light.
It never occurred to him to wonder where the pools and drops of blood and virus, the testimony of his decay, had gone.
He almost made it to his office without another attack, but bare inches from the door he was forced to his knees and unleashed another torrent of black vomit onto the floor. It exhausted him, left him weeping tears thick with crystallised virus - so thick and bitter that they scratched his eyes as he wept. Olem reach out a shaky, feeble hand and collapsed against the door, falling through to the soft carpet of his office. He crawled in, dragging himself along the floor and kicking the door shut behind him before propping himself up against the wall just inside the entrance. The rough texture of the carpet was impossibly hot, he could actually feel it burning against the palms of his hands. Tiny strand of hair broke loose from his scalp and fell, drifting slowly down. He couldn’t figure out of that was a sign of age or another symptom.
Probably both.
God he was tired, and the wall was cool against the back of his head. He look up at the walls, at the hundreds of pictures and maps and notes taped to every surface. He’d never had time to burn it all, though he doubted anyone would find it now so perhaps it didn’t matter. Somewhere in among that mess of exploration and translation he’d hoped to change the world.
“I suppose I did.”
A small, black star drifted across his field of view and washed the colour from the world. He watched, mesmerised as the room started to turn a beautiful, calming world of grey. The first star split and became two in a dance of fractal, stunning beauty. He thought, for a moment, that he could see them start to grow larger as the swam in front of his eyes, that they were dancing with one another as exhaustion closed his eyes and drowned his mind.