Occupied Deutschland wrote:Hardened Pyrokinetics wrote:
Walther nodded slightly and grimaced, sensing the strain in the boy's--in JAMES--voice.
"I'm sorry." Walther said simply, still staring out the doors. "If that witch of a Primus Waterly had...died...a few years earlier maybe ComStar could've done more instead of sitting back on our laurels for so long. Why Focht ever served her I'll never know." Walther's eyes unfocused for a moment as he continued staring out the doors. His voice lowered, but was still quite audible. "I wonder how many kids lost family members because of that mad bitch's delusions of grandeur? How many could we have saved by doing something sooner?"
Walther was silent for a moment, then looked to James, sticking his tongue out slightly. "Great Blake, listen to me rambling like some old man or something. Can't change the past can you?" Walther realized after he'd said this how little it meant. He'd meant for it to sound encouraging to James, but it was just too hollow and empty a phrase to do the job. Of course the past couldn't be changed, that didn't mean it wasn't horribly unfair or unjust, did it? Whether it was Walther's own service in ComStar or the people James lost to the Clans.
Or anyone else for that matter. Just how many innocents had died in the centuries of warfare in the Inner Sphere? That couldn't be changed, but accepting it as normal was just too...cynical? Weak?...for Walther to do.
"Power struggles." Walther finally continued, spitting out the phrase like a curse. "ComStar, the Clans and the Inner Sphere, Victor and Katherine 'call me Katrina cause I'm a bitch' Steiner-Davion..." Walther paused for a moment and the dark attitude that'd appeared disappeared seemingly in an instant.
"I guess I might be a little biased in that last one. huh?" Walther rolled his eyes and looked up. "Growing up on New Avalon has to count for something right?"
James barred a tooth. "I have the same opinion of her, don't worry." James re-assured the aging vet. "She fucked over my home just as much, although Victor isn't any form of saint either."
He leaned up against the wall beside Walther, helmet still hanging by the chinstrap from his right hand. "But enough about me, Sir, I do actually have a legitimate question: Why are you here?" He cleared his throat. "No disrespect intended, but you are quite old. You've seen more than even Artemus or the Colonel. You were at Tukayyid. So why are you still here, when you could have retired long before even the Steiner-Davion Squabble? Why stay in the cockpit of a 'Mech?"