NationStates

Found this show called Oz..
On the second episode, anyone else heard of it?

Auremena wrote:

Hladgos wrote:What's happening more often?

Me feeling down so early in the day.

Why is that? Work?

Hladgos wrote:

Auremena wrote:Me feeling down so early in the day.

Why is that? Work?

Partially.
I hate my job and hate working with this defect riddked brane of sweater.
Body dysphoria issues are also part of it, especially facial hair.

Something good has happened today, yet I feel really off about it, and I'm not entirely sure why.

Lordieth wrote:Something good has happened today, yet I feel really off about it, and I'm not entirely sure why.

you got laid?

Lordieth wrote:Something good has happened today, yet I feel really off about it, and I'm not entirely sure why.

Maybe you're tired, sweetie. Or it was good but not what you expected?

Ethel mermania wrote:

Lordieth wrote:Something good has happened today, yet I feel really off about it, and I'm not entirely sure why.

you got laid?

Close.

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:

Lordieth wrote:Something good has happened today, yet I feel really off about it, and I'm not entirely sure why.

Maybe you're tired, sweetie. Or it was good but not what you expected?

No. It almost went flawlessly. I spoke to my boss. Just laid it all out. I got a pay rise, and a future one on the table for next year. But I don't feel how I should feel about it, and because I don't, it makes me feel even worse.

I'm supposed to be delighted about this.

we should gradually change from Celsius and Fahrenheit to Kelvin.

Lordieth wrote:

Ethel mermania wrote:you got laid?

Close.

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:
Maybe you're tired, sweetie. Or it was good but not what you expected?

No. It almost went flawlessly. I spoke to my boss. Just laid it all out. I got a pay rise, and a future one on the table for next year. But I don't feel how I should feel about it, and because I don't, it makes me feel even worse.

I'm supposed to be delighted about this.

Oh, I see.

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:

Lordieth wrote:
Close.



No. It almost went flawlessly. I spoke to my boss. Just laid it all out. I got a pay rise, and a future one on the table for next year. But I don't feel how I should feel about it, and because I don't, it makes me feel even worse.

I'm supposed to be delighted about this.

Oh, I see.

Don't know. Maybe I need time to absorb it. Or maybe I just expected to be happier about it, and because I wasn't, it's had the opposite reaction. Or maybe money really means very little to me. Maybe I need more of it. I don't know.

You know what, I think one of my favourite songs is more obscure than Thafoo's music.

I think a potato and a haircut are in order.

Lordieth wrote:

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:
Oh, I see.

Don't know. Maybe I need time to absorb it. Or maybe I just expected to be happier about it, and because I wasn't, it's had the opposite reaction. Or maybe money really means very little to me. Maybe I need more of it. I don't know.

Have you been depressed lately, dear?

Lordieth wrote:

Ethel mermania wrote:you got laid?

Close.

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:
Maybe you're tired, sweetie. Or it was good but not what you expected?

No. It almost went flawlessly. I spoke to my boss. Just laid it all out. I got a pay rise, and a future one on the table for next year. But I don't feel how I should feel about it, and because I don't, it makes me feel even worse.

I'm supposed to be delighted about this.

not even close, but getting a raise should validate you as a good employee. why you are not happy about it? i dunno, but it is worth investigating and getting fixed if need be.

There will be a day when I concentrate on this site for more than a half hour. I'm hoping it's today.

Ethel mermania wrote:

Lordieth wrote:
Close.



No. It almost went flawlessly. I spoke to my boss. Just laid it all out. I got a pay rise, and a future one on the table for next year. But I don't feel how I should feel about it, and because I don't, it makes me feel even worse.

I'm supposed to be delighted about this.

not even close, but getting a raise should validate you as a good employee. why you are not happy about it? i dunno, but it is worth investigating and getting fixed if need be.

Yeah, I don't think something is quite right. I know I should be happy about this. I mean, I know it's been a tiring week, but that doesn't feel like it's the issue.

Maybe it's just something that doesn't make me happy. I still want more, and the prospect still appeals. I seem more focussed on the chase than the reward. That's so backwards.

Back later.

Auremena wrote:You know what, I think one of my favourite songs is more obscure than Thafoo's music.

There's an accomplishment if I've ever heard of one.

Peach iced tea sounds good right now.

Lordieth wrote:

Ethel mermania wrote:
not even close, but getting a raise should validate you as a good employee. why you are not happy about it? i dunno, but it is worth investigating and getting fixed if need be.

Yeah, I don't think something is quite right. I know I should be happy about this. I mean, I know it's been a tiring week, but that doesn't feel like it's the issue.

Maybe it's just something that doesn't make me happy. I still want more, and the prospect still appeals. I seem more focussed on the chase than the reward. That's so backwards.

Back later.

sometimes we get more wrapped up in the proceess than the end goal. also being tired will zap you in ways we dont always expect. we can chat more later if you like.

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:Peach iced tea sounds good right now.

i got a conference call in 10 minutes, a shot of morphine would really hit the spot

Ethel mermania wrote:

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:Peach iced tea sounds good right now.

i got a conference call in 10 minutes, a shot of morphine would really hit the spot

You in pain?

Arcturus Novus wrote:There will be a day when I concentrate on this site for more than a half hour. I'm hoping it's today.

Why's that? You need to invest in something other than real life?

Ethel mermania wrote:

Lordieth wrote:
Yeah, I don't think something is quite right. I know I should be happy about this. I mean, I know it's been a tiring week, but that doesn't feel like it's the issue.

Maybe it's just something that doesn't make me happy. I still want more, and the prospect still appeals. I seem more focussed on the chase than the reward. That's so backwards.

Back later.

sometimes we get more wrapped up in the proceess than the end goal. also being tired will zap you in ways we dont always expect. we can chat more later if you like.

Yeah, sure. I'd quite like to understand this. I'm a very driven person. Maybe being driven is what I enjoy. I'm not sure, though. I feel like I should be pleased. Could be so many things. Right, back to training.

Nanatsu no Tsuki wrote:Peach iced tea sounds good right now.

That sounds fantastic.

Had a dream that I was separated from my mother (and rest of the family) and was forced by my father to move to Spain. It was just weird.

Morning (though in 8 minutes, it'd be noon).