Posted: Wed May 07, 2014 3:45 am
Sorry Sedge, won't happen again, and the offending URL has been removed. My apologies to UDL Chief of the Band Mahaj as Editor-in-Chief of the Messenger, I hadn't noticed the URL.
Because sometimes even national leaders just want to hang out
https://forum.nationstates.net/
Tano wrote:I also find it hilarious that, as far as I've noticed, nobody has yet confirmed whether Cam is indeed still the UDL foreign affairs guy. Twice, that question has been asked. I would have thought answering it would be a simple y/n?
SOMEONE ANSWER THE F*CKING QUESTION
*ahem*
Please
Venico wrote:WAIT! Aleykra seems to know the command structure of the UDL. Come back and tell us who is Chief of Foreign Affairs! ;w;
Dremaur wrote:With that kind of devotion to secrecy you would wonder what you have to hide
Venico wrote:WAIT! Aleykra seems to know the command structure of the UDL. Come back and tell us who is Chief of Foreign Affairs! ;w;
Mahaj wrote:We have a Minister of XYZ Affairs, however.
He runs around trying to recreate the XYZ affair.
I think he's a leftover from when Unibot was in charge, to be honest.
It's weird and I wish he would stop.
Mahaj wrote:We have a Minister of XYZ Affairs, however.
He runs around trying to recreate the XYZ affair.
I think he's a leftover from when Unibot was in charge, to be honest.
It's weird and I wish he would stop.
Who's Chief of Printing these days?
Tlik wrote:You laugh, but the only CoP is also the only elected CoB.
I mean, it's a very strong correlation. Or it would be, if I knew what correlation actually meant...
Mahaj wrote:We have a Minister of XYZ Affairs, however.
He runs around trying to recreate the XYZ affair.
I think he's a leftover from when Unibot was in charge, to be honest.
It's weird and I wish he would stop.
Todd McCloud wrote:Must've been a well-oriented plan if all posts were from one day. Almost like this plan had ulterior motives... big bait catches big rat.
The Miniluv Messenger wrote:There is no information to suggest that the other two declared candidates thus far, Tim Stark and Dalimbar, were involved in the operation.
Todd McCloud wrote:Well, I should own it. And I will. This did not involve EPSA or any other faction in TEP for that matter. This was more or less after a night of frustration on my part after some citizenship discussion, some time in July. I was upset and decided to vent this frustration in the form of a plan. At the time, I was gung-ho. I hadn't done this in a while, so I was probably over my head, but still, I unfortunately decided to use this outlet. Members of TEP were told, they didn't have a part in this - so Ram, BGP, the others were not responsible for this. This was all my doing.
I did happen to tell Bel. He was also frustrated too, I assume, and decided to tell a few people. I told Cormac, and I suppose Bel did as well. For a few days I was thinking about it, hence the posts that followed. But, after about a week, I didn't really think this was a good idea. Things calmed down, I calmed down, and slowly I was being okay with things in TSP. It's kind of like that thing a few of us discussed a while ago about how there are around 4 generations or so in TSP, and each one, once established, becomes more or less convinced that their way was the best way, and more resistant to change. I'm not saying that's how it should be, I'm saying that's my thoughts. These feelings date back to two years ago. Ultimately that too was my fault - I didn't want to admit that my activity in that region had been slipping, and didn't come to grips with it. Consequently, what followed there was a bit of me trying to prove to myself that it wasn't the case. And it's kind of been that way for a year now, honestly. TSP was my first feeder home - TEP's always going to feel like "home", but they were the first to give me a chance, so it's kind of like a first home home. Anyway, after about 2 weeks it was kind of an afterthought. After about a month, I honestly didn't check on it. Hence why no movement was done on this. I had to jog my memory on this and re-read those posts. I could only read a few, right now. I don't like what was said. That's not an excuse, though.
It is to this end that I must apologize for this, specifically to TSP, but also to TEP. First, TSP. I am sorry for involving you guys in a plan. It is unlike me to do this, well, based on track record, and I have to apologize for acting this way and being frustrated for a long time, which is my problem and not yours. I acted poorly, and frankly if the tables were turned you know I'd be upset. Specifically, I must apologize to Unibot and Glenn-Rhodes. At the time you guys were the source of my frustration and, rather than speak to you individually like a sensible individual, I chose the easy route and decided to deflect and stew. I'm sorry for that, because I don't want to have to signal someone out in this game. No one in this game really deserves that. That's not really a definition of "fun". I also apologize to TEP for roping some of you all in this. This was short-sighted and frankly inexcusable, because in this whole game of thousands of people, you guys are the ones I care about the most. I should've never done that or jeopardized your trust. Unfortunately, I did just that.
As for what happens after this, well, I don't know. I feel awful after reflecting about it. At first I just wanted to not say anything, but I had to especially with speculation going around. This is my junk - no one else's: not TEP, not Bel, not Cormac. It's mine. And the fact that I was caught and didn't explain it prior to this doesn't make things better either. So, after this post, I shall resign my citizenship from TSP. It is clear that I could use some time away from the region, and I don't want to give it any negativity. In addition, I am removing my candidacy for TEP's delegacy. TEP is innocent in this and doesn't deserve to have a distraction for four months. So be it. I only hope to ask for forgiveness for those who have been wronged in this. If anyone wishes for an individual apology or what not, I'll be on skype and IRC when needed.